Top 1000 Quotes From Grey's Anatomy
Dr. Callie Torres: You can't pray away the gay!
- was the worst thing that ever happened to him. Yeah.
- And that he was trying to decide if smothering me with a pillow was the best way to put us both out of our misery.
- Ok, where is it? where's what?
- Where's the note that says that?
- Did you write that down? no.
- DON'T FORGET TO CLEAN IT UP
- WHEN YOU'RE DONE SMASHING.
- HOLY CRAP.
- GEORGE IS HER McDREAMY.
- HUH. OH.
- ♪♪♪
- WE'LL GET YOU THE O.R.
- AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.
- MY FRIEND KENDRA...
- DR. GREY SAID
- THAT IF ANYBODY HAD
- ANY INFORMATION TO GIVE ME,
- THAT THEY WOULD LET ME KNOW
- AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.
- I'M SORRY.
- YOU DON'T WANT TO GET
- INTO WHO'S RESPONSIBLE
- FOR ALL OF THIS.
- YOU DON'T!
- WELL, I CAN MAKE THIS DECISION
- EASIER FOR YOU.
- I QUIT.
- WHOA.
- It means that you are a gifted, talented, extraordinary surgeon, exactly like your mother, but the difference is you get to learn from her mistakes.
- Be extraordinary.
- She wasn't talking about surgery.
- No, she wasn't.
- She wasn't talking about surgery at all.
- OKAY, THIS--THIS IS NOT--
- THIS IS NOT A RELATIONSHIP.
- THIS IS NOT REAL.
- CRISTINA.
- OKAY, AND--AND SO WHAT'S
- WITH THE BIG, FAKE DISPLAY
- OF HURT AND DRAMA?
- CRISTINA.
- I'M SUPPOSED TO BE IN BED.
- CRISTINA.
- Hopeful. Not certain, but hopeful.
- Fifteen blade, please. Ow!
- Something wrong, dr Shepherd? oh, my god.
- Dr hahn asked about teaching before.
- When you get a surgeon a blade, make sure it's handle first.
- Suction the bleeders while I clean and get a glove.
- - get her to the er.
- Why didn't you move her to the er?
- I don't know what to do.
- You've been standing here?
- I paged you. Where've you been?
- Ok. Aggressive fluids, support care, steroids...
- Give her 16 of dexamethasone. right away.
- Hurry! Come on!
- but this heart is finished. This is one of the most diseased hearts I've seen.
- Ecmo might hold her over, but without a heart-lung transplant, she's going to die. dr Bailey? Dr Bailey?
[Dixon] Dr Bailey?
[Cristina] It's ok.
- I can take care of this.
- anyone over 100 degrees is not scrubbing in.
- One hundred point four.
- Sorry, Karev.
- Come on. I'm fine.
- No, apparently, you're not.
- I'm not putting mrs Marshall at risk.
- Page Yang, she's scrubbing in.
- You go get mrs Marshall's family.
- You're on babysitting duty the rest of the day.
- And she might be dying and she doesn't want to meet me.
- Oh, crap.
- I didn't think
- I really cared until she said no.
- How about that?
- Marianne. six continents.
- I worked for 30 years. I was very tired.
- Well, I'm tired, too, of being married to somebody with no interest in the world, so everybody's tired.
- I'm going to get coffee.
- I assume this'll take forever?
- Probably.
Dr. Richard Webber: [to Mr. Torres] I'm... I'm sorry, y... you wanna take Dr. Torres home?
Carlos: Now, I reconize that my daughter's a senior resident and you've invested in her education. I'm happy to write out a check in whatever amount, as a donation to your hospital. In exchange, I would ask you to transfer her to St. Mary's in Miami.
Dr. Richard Webber: I appreciate the offer, sir, but with all due respect, your daughter is a grown woman. Does she know you're here?
Carlos: You don't have children, do you?
Dr. Richard Webber: No, no, no, I don't.
Carlos: No, you don't, because if you did... your daughter's a grown woman. I mean, that... that means nothing. She's my child. It's like blood running through your veins, you don't outgrow it... it never goes away, the love. The need to protect them, from everything... from everything, even from themselves. They grow up, they move out, they change, become people you don't even reconize, make decisions... I mean, and they think you don't love them, because you don't understand, but it's the opposite. See, it's the opposite. You fight for them, always. You never surrender. When your child is on the line, you never surrender.
- What was your best surgery ever? what?
- Nothing. Uh, stupid.
- Finishing the vena cava. anastomosis looks good.
- All that's left is to release the clamps.
- You should do the honours, Miranda.
- He's your patient.
- Thank you, dr Robbins.
- NO. IT'S NOT AN OVARY,
- IT'S A TESTIS.
- A TESTIS?
- ARE YOU SURE?
- YES, I'M SURE.
- BEX IS A HERMAPHRODITE?
- YES.
- OH.
- COME BACK...
- RIGHT NOW, CHARLES.
- COME BACK TO YOUR BODY
- RIGHT NOW.
- CLEAR.
- YOU BASTARD! YOU BETTER
- SEND THIS BOY BACK RIGHT NOW!
- CLEAR!
- And I am so sorry, but the best thing you can do for her now is to be here.
- Don't tell me what's best.
- You don't tell me.
- I will find a way.
- I will get her to Mexico tonight.
- Shame on you for giving up on her.
- Shame on you, dr Robbins.
- YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE
- SO BADASS 'CAUSE YOU LIVED.
- I'M THE REASON
- THAT YOU LIVED.
- AND WHILE YOU WERE DYING,
- YOU WERE CRYING OUT
- FOR THE WIFE WHO LEFT YOU.
- SO THAT'S THE OPPOSITE
- OF BADASS,
- FOR WHATEVER IT'S WORTH.
Dr. Alex Karev: Dr. Hunt, you gave chief resident to Kepner? It was supposed to be me or Grey. You think anyone's gonna listen to Kepner? It's gonna be complete chaos.
Dr. Owen Hunt: You think anyone's gonna listen to you? You just sold out the one universally liked individual in this hospital. Everyone is gonna hate you. A chief resident is supposed to manage their peers, be a resource and a support. After what you did, do you think anyone is gonna come to you for anything? I was planning on giving it to you and now?
- WHAT IS THAT?
- THE PACIFIC COLLEGE
- ALMA MATER.
- Fewer risks? Come on, you got a guard at the door.
- You're using more local anaesthetic for three sutures than you would upstairs for a chest tube.
- Look, I get that you're doing all this to learn new skills, but you'll only learn so much by being careful.
- Actually, I would disagree.
- I think the only safe way to...
Dr. Derek Shepherd: There is a land called Passive Agressiva, and *you* are their Queen
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: Morning. What? So I slept with him again. So I'm a big whore. A big horny whore who can't get enough. Can we get over the shocked silence already?
- AND CONSULT
- FOR AN IVC FILTER.
- DO EXACTLY AS SHE SAYS,
- THEN TELL YOUR RESIDENT
- THAT I WANT YOU OFF THIS CASE.
- I'D KNOW YOU ANYWHERE.
- YOU'RE THE SPITTING IMAGE
- OF YOUR MOTHER.
- WELCOME TO THE GAME.
Dr. Meredith Grey: What do you mean? I don't know what you mean when you say she didn't want to die.
Dr. Katharine Wyatt: When you were sitting on the floor with your mother, what did she say to you?
Dr. Meredith Grey: She told me to be extraordinary. She said that she had failed, but that I should be extraordinary, that I shouldn't depend on anyone. "Be an extraordinary woman, Meredith," is what she said.
Dr. Katharine Wyatt: And so you became a surgeon, just like her.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Yes.
Dr. Katharine Wyatt: Which means you have all the tools to figure this out for yourself.
Dr. Meredith Grey: But I just...
Dr. Katharine Wyatt: You need to work this through, Meredith. I promise you, when you do, you're gonna be glad.
- WE WORKED TOGETHER WELL,
- SO... THANK YOU.
- THANK YOU FOR COMING
- WHEN I ASKED YOU TO COME
- AND FOR FIGHTING STARK
- WITH ME.
- THANK YOU.
- CALLIOPE.
- HMM?
- OH.
- WATER?
- OH, NO.
- I know you want to.
- But you can't.
- You can't help me.
- I have to let you go.
- Yeah.
- Just one last thing.
- for us to control ours.
- It's enough muffins.
- We don't need all these.
- No more muffins.
- Of course, sometimes we have impulses we would rather not control...
- MM.
- I KNOW YOU'RE MAD AT ME
- FOR TAKING CRISTINA FISHING.
- AND I KNOW YOU THINK
- IT DIDN'T WORK.
- I JUST HEARD SHE'S O.R. 1.
- WHAT?
- SHE'S HERE.
- I always thought it would be me.
- I'd get Alzheimer's, like my mother, and forget everyone.
- Let's go to city hall tomorrow.
- I don't want to spend another day not being married to you.
- THAT I WAS
- TALKING TO YOU ABOUT.
- THIS IS DR. CATHERINE AVERY.
- UM, BEFORE YOU
- SAY ANYTHING, UH,
- NO, THESE AREN'T BASKETBALLS
- IN MY POCKETS,
- AND, YES, I AM VERY HAPPY
- TO SEE YOU.
[whispers] SURPRISE.
[Woman] Unidentified man with prolonged extrication time.
- Had to fish him out of a garbage truck.
- Multiple crush injuries, open fractures, gcs three, couldn't unhook him.
- Unhook him?
- His femur's broken in half and is puncturing his torso.
- He's impaled.
- Impaled on himself? human pretzel.
Dr. Addison Shepherd: I am being stalked by pregnant women.
Dr. Callie Torres: You're an obstetrician.
- YOUR ZOLA'S GODMOTHER. YOU HAVE
- TO GO TO HER BIRTHDAY PARTY.
- BESIDES, I'M JUST GONNA
- STAY HERE
- AND EAT WIDOW CASSEROLE,
- FEEL SORRY FOR MYSELF.
- GO.
- OUT.
- OKAY.
- DANNY, LOOK AWAY.
- ALL RIGHT, SHE'S FREE.
- GOOD JOB.
- I'M GONNA FINISH UP,
- AND WE'LL BOTH BE
- RIGHT BEHIND YOU.
- ALL RIGHT?
- Take him up.
- THIS CAME FOR YOU.
- BUT... I DON'T KNOW
- IF YOU WANT TO SEE IT.
- IT'S NOT MY CALL.
- THEY'RE HERE, AREN'T THEY?
- A LOT OF THEM.
- THEY'RE IN THE LOBBY.
- BUT I CAN ALSO SAY THAT
- YOU CAN'T HAVE VISITORS.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: [to Meredith] I'm not gonna die. I promise.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Good, because that would be the worst break-up ever.
Dr. Izzie Stevens: [opening voiceover] You never know the biggest day of your life is going to be the biggest. The days you think are going to be big ones, they are never as big as you make them out to be in your head. It's the regular days, the ones that start out normal. Those are the days that end up being the biggest. And today was the wedding. It was beautiful. Perfect.
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: I know you didn't wake up today expecting this was how your first day was going to go. You thought you would get to reattach an arm or observe brain surgery. Instead you helped save the life of a deer. You can bitch and complain about it or you can adjust your expectations. Cause like it or not you're stuck with me and I'm the kind of doctor who lets a little kid convince her she can do the impossible. Oh plus when I woke up this morning I thought today was going to go a lot differently too. I thought I was going to get the good interns. Instead I get stuck with the duds. So I have to adjust my expectations as well.
- I'VE BEEN DROOLING AND PUKING
- AND CRAPPING MY PANTS.
- YOU CAME HERE
- TO HELP ME STUDY?
- WELL, I'M NOT ACTUALLY
- CRAPPING MY PANTS NOW, AM I?
- WELL, WHY WOULD YOU WANT
- TO HELP ME
- AFTER WHAT I DID?
- BECAUSE IT'S WHAT JESUS
- WOULD FREAKIN' DO!
- we don't know what kind of damage was done to his brain.
- We don't even know if he's going to wake up.
- I crossed a line today.
- I endangered my medical license
- I crossed a line.
- So did I.
Dr. Tom Koracick: Do you know where you are?
Dr. Amelia Shepherd: I'm at work.
Dr. Tom Koracick: Do you know who the president is?
Dr. Amelia Shepherd: I wish I didn't.
Dr. Tom Koracick: Very good.
- We have a heart.
- You paged me, chief?
- Human resources called.
- As of this morning, the nurses are boycotting your surgeries.
- I haven't done anything to the nurses.
- Nothing that could get us sued.
- Well, they felt strongly enough about it that they sent their union rep.
- WE'RE READY TO EXTRACT
- THE HOOK FROM THE MAN.
[Derek] ALL RIGHT,
- NOBODY MOVE BUT DR. HUNT.
- ON MY COUNT.
- ONE...
- TWO...
- SNAGGED AN ARTERY--
- I'M SORRY. I'M--I'M SORRY.
- GOD BLESS YOU.
Dr. Richard Webber: It's good to be scared. It means you still have something to lose.
- I got Karev down in the clinic all day.
- I hope that's not a problem.
- Nope.
- I know how you like to be told these things, so I'm telling you.
- Thank you.
- You know, he tried to dump a new intern on me, Karev.
- He's not interested in teaching.
- Thank you for letting me know.
- BUT IF YOU DECIDE
- THAT ENOUGH IS ENOUGH,
- THEN WE'LL SUPPORT
- THAT CHOICE, TOO.
[Morgan] HEY.
- ARIZONA JUST TAUGHT ME
- WHAT A.N.D. IS.
- I GUESS MY MED SCHOOL
- EDUCATION'S NOT DEAD YET.
- SO IT WOULD SEEM TO ME
- THAT HE LOSES BY FORFEIT.
- LOSER.
- FORFEIT.
- I DON'T THINK THAT THAT'S...
- YOU WANT A REMATCH?
- WE COULD GO AGAIN TOMORROW.
- AND THE NEXT DAY.
- AND THE NEXT DAY.
- AND YOU WANT TO BELIEVE.
- I WAS WRONG TO DO THE SURGERY.
- I WAS WRONG TO PUT YOU
- ON THIS CASE.
- YOU WEREN'T READY.
- YOU WEREN'T READY TO BE HERE.
- YOU BEAT THE ODDS, STEVENS.
- YOU WERE THAT ONE IN A MILLION.
- BUT YOU CANNOT BE A DOCTOR
- AND A PATIENT IN HERE.
- YOU HAVE TO CHOOSE.
- DAMN IT.
- GIVE IT ANOTHER MINUTE.
- SOME PATIENTS WOKE UP
- AFTER FIVE MINUTES. OTHERS--
- CRISTINA,
- IT'S BEEN AN HOUR.
- AND THERE'S
- A SOCIAL WORKER DOWNSTAIRS
- WAITING TO TAKE ETHAN AWAY.
- His grandmother is coming for him.
- I think she's gonna take custody.
- They were it.
- They were my family.
- Can you imagine?
- After 60 years on this planet, my family is a couple of drug dealers and their kid.
Dr. Jackson Avery: Grey? About your portal vein project... do you really need lab staff five days a week?
Dr. Meredith Grey: Yes. Why?
Dr. Derek Shepherd: The foundation is trimming research.
Dr. Meredith Grey: What?
Dr. Jackson Avery: No no no, they're just looking...
Dr. Meredith Grey: The hell they are! The Harper Avery Foundation doesn't make any decisions about this hospital. If there's one thing the Harper Avery Foundation can't do well, it's decide who should get something!
Dr. Jackson Avery: Okay, I am just...
Dr. Meredith Grey: Tell them that if they cut my funding, I cut their tires. Christina Yang deserved that award, not Dr. Nobody Sucksalot from Hopkins. And tell them in short sentences with little, tiny words because they are boneheads!
- YOU HIT ANY ONE OF THOSE,
- SHE BLEEDS OUT
- RIGHT ON THIS TABLE.
- LOOK, YOU'RE NERVOUS.
- I GET THAT.
- I'M A SURGEON, AND I'M LOOKING
- AT A TIME BOMB IN A UTERUS.
- SHUT IT DOWN. NOW, ADDISON.
- LET'S CLOSE HER UP.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: It's not the chase.
Dr. Meredith Grey: What?
Dr. Derek Shepherd: You and me. It is not the thrill of the chase. It's not a game. It's... it's your tiny, ineffectual fists. And your hair.
Dr. Meredith Grey: My hair?
Dr. Derek Shepherd: It smells nice. And you're very, very bossy. It keeps me in line.
Dr. Meredith Grey: I'm still not going out with you.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: You say that now.
- We've been stalling, we haven't released anyone. I can talk to mrs Mercer...
- You can't do anything that could be seen as coercion.
- Unos is very clear. but, sir...
- The last thing we need is to lose our status as a transplant centre.
- Let the patients go home.
- It's over.
- ALEX...
- WOULD YOU KISS ME?
- WH--WHAT?
- I KNOW YOU'RE A DOCTOR,
- I'M YOUR PATIENT
- AND IT'S AGAINST THE RULES,
- BUT I WOULD NEVER TELL ANYONE.
- ♪♪♪
- START MANUAL RESPIRATION.
- I'VE GOT THE AMBU BAG.
- STARTING
- MANUAL RESPIRATION.
- WE'VE GOT TO CONTROL
- THIS BLEEDING.
- HER VITALS ARE STABILIZING.
- WE MIGHT JUST
- HAVE A CHANCE HERE.
Dr. Mark Sloan: [to Lexie, at the bar] So... a photographic memory, huh?
[pause]
Dr. Mark Sloan: Periodic Table. Go.
Dr. Lexie Grey: Hydrogen, helium, lithium, beryllium, boron, carbon, nitrogen, oxygen, fluorine, neon, sodium, magnesium, aluminum, silicon, phosphorus, sulfur. I can keep going.
- SO... WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?
- IT MEANS
- I CAN'T GET AT IT.
- I CAN DO A TEMPORARY FIX,
- BUT ONCE HE STARTS BLEEDING
- AGAIN, WHICH HE WILL,
- THERE WON'T BE ANYTHING
- WE CAN DO.
- SO WE'RE JUST GONNA...
- SEND HIM HOME TO DIE?
- HAPPY THANKSGIVING,
- JACOBSEN FAMILY.
- You want to know why I'm not ready to build a house with you?
- Because I cannot trust you.
- You can't trust anybody.
- And no matter what I do...
- You're always gonna look for reasons not to trust me.
- I can't do it anymore.
- I can't.
- Well, neither can I.
- I'm not proud of what I did.
- You deserve better.
- And I'm sorry about the...
- Sorry about the panties...
- And the prom.
- I-I'm sorry I did that.
- WOULDN'T STOP KICKING,
- ACTUALLY.
- JERK.
- NO, IT'S GOOD. IT'S GREAT.
- KICKING IS A GOOD THING.
- MAYBE I SHOULD KICK
- MY INTERN.
- MAYBE MY BABY'S KICKING
- BECAUSE IT WANTS A GRANOLA BAR.
- THAT'S POSSIBLE.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: Don't you see? Don't you understand? You're the love of my life. I can't leave you. But you're constantly leaving me. You walk away when you want, you come back when you want. Not everyone. Not your friends. But you leave me. So I'm asking you, if you don't see a future for us, if you're not in this... Please... please just end it because I can't. I'm in it. Put me out of my misery.
- Stop freaking out. If you screw this up and kill this guy, I'm gonna be pissed.
- Then I'll know I should have won it.
- You have to kick ass in there, Alex.
- You have no choice.
- Big night, Karev. You ready?
- You ready?
- He's ready.
- MEDIOCRE SURGEONS WILL SEE YOU
- AND FEEL THEMSELVES WILTING
- IN YOUR SHADOW.
- DO NOT SHRINK TO CONSOLE THEM.
- SAYING THEM RIGHT NOW.
- I DON'T HEAR ANYTHING.
- SHUT UP.
- OKAY, BUT I'M--
- I'M SERIOUS.
- FINE.
- I LOVE YOU.
[John Legend] ♪ WHAT WOULD I DO
- WITHOUT YOUR SMART MOUTH ♪
- DR. BAILEY,
- I'M SURPRISED AT YOU.
- I REALLY THOUGHT--
- THIS IS NOT HOW I THOUGHT
- YOU WOULD DO THIS.
- DR. O'MALLEY,
- I DON'T THINK THAT--
- I TRULY--
- I EXPECTED MORE
- GEORGE...
- I THINK I HAVE SOME COOKIES
- AROUND HERE SOMEWHERE.
- MARK.
- OH.
- OH.
- REALLY?
- REALLY.
- BUT SERIOUSLY, HE WAS KIND OF
- A DORKY LITTLE DUDE.
- STOP. STOP TALKING.
- SORRY. SORRY. SORRY.
[laughs] HE... HE DIED.
- I...
[voice breaks] GEORGE DIED.
- YEAH.
Dr. Shane Ross: [to Cristina] Have you seen Dr. Webber?
Dr. Cristina Yang: Uh, last time I saw him was after surgery. He went to go check on the generator.
Dr. Shane Ross: Where's that?
Dr. Cristina Yang: How the hell should I know?
[walks away]
Dr. Heather Brooks: [walks up to Shane] Lidocaine and a bunch of 4x4s. Can you take that to Hunt? I got paged by Shepherd.
Dr. Shane Ross: Uh... he wants you to go find Webber.
Dr. Heather Brooks: Are you sure? He just paged me 9-1-2. That's our special little code. It means it's more urgent than 9-1-1. Get it?
Dr. Shane Ross: All I know is they need Webber here and Shepherd wants you to get him. Apparently, he went to deal with the generator.
[Heather shakes her head and walks away]
- Up top, Alex!
- I'll check on you later.
- Don't leave me hanging, Bailey.
- Wedding day!
- Wedding day...
- You did that 'cause I have cancer.
- You didn't mean it. -tme
- Hey, Joe, can I get another vodka tonic?
- George passed his exam.
- Just the people I was looking for.
- I want to buy these two a drink.
- You're the best roommate ever.
- I am.
- Just to be clear, you two pull that crap on one of my cases again,
- I will have you thrown out of the programme.
Dr. Richard Webber: What's the news, Dr. Sloan?
Dr. Mark Sloan: Shepherd and Grey are on the rocks, Burke and Yang are engaged... You need highlights... Highlights. That's why your hair looks so odd. I'll go save lives now...
Dr. Meredith Grey: [opening voiceover] Defeat isn't an option. Not for surgeons. We don't back away from the table till the last breaths long gone. Terminal's a challenge. Life threatening's what gets us out of bed in the morning. We're not easily intimidated. We don't flinch, we don't back down, and we certainly don't surrender. Not at work anyway.
- but... I'm here, so...
- I JUST WANT TO STAY
- ON THE PHONE WITH YOU
- UNTIL YOU WANT TO HANG UP.
- I'm here.
- I'm here.
- I TRIED. I'M SORRY.
- I, UH--
- I'LL BE OKAY.
- DR. WEBBER SLIPPED ME
- SOME FREE SAMPLES,
- SO I'M GOOD FOR A WHILE.
- GOOD. GOOD.
- WELL, GOOD LUCK.
Dr. Meredith Grey: [closing voiceover] There's an end to every storm. Once all the trees have been uprooted, once all the houses have been ripped apart. The wind will hush, the clouds will part, the rain will stop, the sky will clear in an instant. And only then in those quiet moments after the storm do we learn who was strong enough to survive it?
Dr. Meredith Grey: There are days that make the sacrifices seem worthwhile... and then there are the days where everything feels like a sacrifice. And then there are the sacrifices that you can't even figure out why you're making. A wise man once said, you can have anything in life if you will sacrifice everything else for it. What he meant it, nothing comes without a price... So before you go into battle, you better decide how much you're willing to lose. Too often, going after what feels good means letting go of what you know is right. And letting someone in means abandoning the walls you've spent a lifetime building. Of course, the toughest sacrifices are the ones we don't see coming... When we don't have time to come up with a strategy, to pick a side, or to measure the potential loss.When that happens, when the battle chooses us, that's when the sacrifice can turn out to be more than we can bear.
- You're good.
- Sharp under pressure.
- You'll make an extraordinary surgeon.
- IT ALWAYS DOES.
- SO...
- YOU'RE GONNA GO HOME,
- GET SOME REST.
- THE WORK WILL BE HERE
- IN THE MORNING.
- GO. RIGHT NOW.
- AND I-I...
- I CAN'T DO ANYTHING
- ABOUT IT...
- ABOUT ANY OF IT.
- BUT I CAN SIT HERE
- AND I CAN HOLD THIS BABY.
- THAT I CAN DO.
- THEN I'LL SIT HERE WITH YOU
- FOR A LITTLE WHILE.
- LOOKS LIKE
- MRS. GRISWOLD IS DOIN' WELL.
- WAIT A MINUTE...
- JUST A LITTLE SUCTION.
- WE'LL FIX THE MECHANICAL
- STABILIZER LATER.
- RIGHT NOW
- I'M JUST GONNA HIT
- A FEW--A FEW
- OF THESE LITTLE BLEEDERS.
- IN MEDICINE, THOUGH,
- AN HOUR IS OFTEN EVERYTHING.
- WE CALL IT THE GOLDEN HOUR.
- THAT MAGICAL WINDOW OF TIME
- THAT CAN DETERMINE
- WHETHER A PATIENT LIVES...
- OR DIES.
[lowered voice] IF I WASN'T
- HAPPILY MARRIED,
- I'D HIT HER.
- I'D HIT HER HARD.
- SIR, I THINK
- WHAT YOU WANTED TO SAY
- WAS "HIT THAT."
- I DON'T THINK YOU WANTED
- TO SAY THAT AT ALL.
- SHH.
- SHH, SHH, SHH, SHH.
- In the face of all we can lose in a day...
- In an instant...
- Wonder what the hell it is...
- That makes us hold it together.
Dr. Cristina Yang: April, come on. We're taking Derek down to the O.R. Teddy, she's in the O.R. She can save him. Come on.
Dr. April Kepner: I saw on "Oprah" or somewhere that if you tell them personal details about yourself, they're less likely to kill you.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Kepner, get up! Come on. Come on! Just follow me.
- SO I'M SURE SHE'S PRETTY MUCH
- GONNA GO CRAZY OR GET CANCER
- OR SHOT BY A GUNMAN
- OR HIT BY A TRUCK.
- SO DON'T GET YOUR HOPES UP
- FOR KAREV'S
- BIG HAPPILY EVER AFTER.
- SEATTLE GRACE MERCY DEATH.
[sighs] HE'S GOT A POINT.
- It would be a thing.
- You act like this is a disaster.
- The world won't implode if people know.
- I will tell them, today.
- Just...
- Wait.
- I meant my trauma.
- I'm here for a possible appy.
- Ambulance is on its way in.
- Hey...
- Did you want to say something?
- How'd you beat the ambulance?
- I live across the street.
- that...
- I don't even give him a second look.
- Next thing I know, he throws me out of the way of a bus
- I'm about to walk in front of and almost gets himself killed.
- He literally...
- He swept me off my feet.
- That is my prince in that bed.
- Ok. You can stay until they take him to surgery.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: [to Richard] Get out!
Dr. Richard Webber: No.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: Get out, Richard! Get out!
Dr. Richard Webber: Look, I've destroyed lives before. Several in fact and yours is not one of them. Now, I sent the woman you love out here to help you. I sent the woman who loves you, out here, to bring you back to your life. If you ruin it with her, that's on you. I don't accept it. You're scared, you're drunk. You don't know which way is up. You threw a punch at your best friend, and you threw a ring at Meredith and now you wanna throw me out. I'm not accepting it. Because, I'm older than you, and I've been where you are. You've been drunk for a few days, I was drunk for years and I know you're gonna need at least one friend when you decide to come out of that hole you're digging. I hope you come out of it soon and I'll be here when you do.
Mr. Duff: You're into me. I can tell. "Dr. Small and Angry" was a hot appetizer, but you, Doc, are a smorgasbord of lust.
Dr. Isobel 'Izzie' Stevens: Mr. Duff, you're pressing your luck.
Mr. Duff: Would you press it for me?
- THEY THINK IT'S GOOD NEWS.
- ELAINE CHEN.
- MA'AM, I'M DR. SLOAN.
- WHY DON'T YOU COME WITH ME?
- UH, GILDA AND MIGUEL RUIZ?
- THIS IS A NIGHTMARE.
- HI, I'M DR. BAILEY.
- COME WITH ME, PLEASE.
- I'M STILL SUPPOSED TO BE
- WORKING LIKE A DOG
- AND--AND--AND THEN COME HOME
- AND DO STUPID THINGS,
- LIKE BUNGEE JUMPING
- AND JELL-O SHOTS.
[laughs] I DON'T EVEN KNOW
- WHAT PEOPLE MY OWN AGE
- DO ANYMORE.
- I KNOW SOMETHING STUPID
- YOU CAN DO.
- SURGERY IS EXTREME.
- WE CUT INTO YOUR BODY,
- TAKE OUT PIECES,
- AND PUT WHAT'S LEFT
- BACK TOGETHER.
- I WAS HOLDING A GRUDGE.
- I CAN HIRE YOU BACK.
- BUT YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO WORK
- UNDER STARK.
- I thought you had that.
- Hepatic artery's gone.
- B.P. Is dropping.
- All right, he's bleeding.
- Damn it, he's bleeding fast. Laps.
- Come on. Come on.
- No change.
- Epi and atropine are in.
- Still in v-fib.
- Shock him again. Go, now.
- Mm.
- Water. Get me some water.
- We got all the way through the second verse, your name starts the chorus.
[Derek] It wasn't "summery".
- I'd never use "summery" as a noun.
- "I met her in the summer, she..."
- "summer, she?" Really?
- Yeah. come on.
[Sam] Clever.
- This is why I don't stay in touch.
Dr. Alex Karev: [closing voiceover] It doesn't matter how tough we are. Trauma always leaves a scar. It follows us home, it changes our lives. Trauma messes everybody up, but maybe that's the point. All the pain and the fear and the crap. Maybe going through all that is what keeps us moving forward. It's what pushes us. Maybe we have to get a little messed up before we can step up.
- I'LL FIGURE
- SOMETHING ELSE OUT.
- RICHARD, IT'S LECTURE DAY,
- AND I HAVE AN OPEN SPOT.
- LECTURE DAY?
- YOU BROUGHT THAT BACK?
- LOOK, I UNDERSTAND IF YOU
- DON'T WANT TO COME BACK.
- BUT IF YOU'RE REALLY
- GONNA LEAVE THIS PLACE,
- DON'T LEAVE IT THE WAY YOU DID.
- GIVE ONE LAST LECTURE.
- You ok? Want to get a drink or something?
- Oh, now we're on again,
- 'cause the mood suits you?
- I'm the sad little girl with no friend?
- I tripped your saviour complex into action?
- Usually, I can deal with the hot and cold thing, but not today.
- Just leave me the hell alone.
Dr. Ben Warren: They say if you talk out loud while you look for something, you find it faster.
Dr. April Kepner: Who says?
Dr. Ben Warren: Scientists. Who lose things.
- IT WAS THE DAY AFTER
- WE QUIT THERAPY.
- AND I MET HER
- AT THE HOSPITAL.
- THANK YOU.
- ♪♪♪
- YOU LOOK LOVELY.
- THANKS.
- OH.
- VERY POLITE.
[Richard] Listen up, people!
- Listen up.
Dr. April Kepner: [opening voiceover] There's a thing we say when someone dies. We say it to the patient's family. We say, "I'm sorry for your loss." It's a pat little phrase and an empty one. It doesn't begin to cover what's actually happening to them. It lets us empathize without forcing us to feel their devastation ourselves. It protects us from feeling that pain, that dark, sinking, relentless pain. The kind that can eat you alive. And every day, I thank God for that.
- He told you.
- Sarabeth...
- Anna...
- Have you been sleeping with my husband?
- I'm sorry... he's in v-fib. Code blue!
- Get them out of here, please.
- Darren.
- We can take a moment.
- No.
- Are you sure?
- Let's just go.
- Do you know what it'd be like for me, for him, if they knew? Think it's easy?
- I think it's better to be honest.
- He's alive.
- Barely, but... he's alive.
- I, uh, called your husband.
- He says he took the baby and left you two months ago.
- He says...
- YOU STOOD IN FRONT
- OF A BULLET FOR ME.
- I KNOW WHY YOU DO
- ALL OF IT.
- IT'S WHAT I LOVE ABOUT YOU.
- AND WHAT YOU HATE
- ABOUT ME.
- YEAH.
[woman] ♪ ONCE LETTING GO ♪
- THE ONLY THING YOU
- HAD TO BE EMBARRASSED ABOUT.
Paula: HEY.
- THERE'S A WHOLE LOT LESS OF YOU
- UNDER THAT BLANKET.
- WOULD YOU MIND?
- NO, NOT AT ALL.
- HI.
Dr. Lexie Grey: Are we calling me a dirty mistress? Because I've only been with, like, 6 guys in my whole life. Okay, Alex and I - we've done it before. That was recycling. It was, like, good for the environment.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Your son is the devil's spawn. He drinks the milk of a liver thief!
- It remains unclear to you because you're in the E.R.
- With a gunshot wound.
- Why aren't we hearing from Dr. Bailey?
- She was the senior physician on the case.
- I am the attending on record.
- Yes...
- I was the resident in charge.
- You suggesting I tell her parents she's been wrongly treated for six years?
- We should run a cardiac workup with an ep study.
- You want me to deliberately shock a perfectly healthy heart? Absolutely not!
- Dr hunt?
- If right, it'd explain the coding.
- If he's wrong, it will kill her!
- I'm not wrong!
- Then it's your call, Karev.
- YOU TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF.
- YOU, TOO.
- I'M OLDER THAN I LOOK.
- DO YOU THINK
- THIS IS GOING TO WORK THIS TIME?
- I THINK
- IT'S YOUR BEST OPTION.
- STRAIGHT SHOOTER, HUH?
- YES, MA'AM.
- I LIKE THAT.
- AND THEN...
[whispers] I SLIPPED
- MY HAND UP YOUR BACK.
- AND I WRAPPED MY ARMS
- AROUND YOUR NECK.
- AND THEN I...
- THEN YOU...
- THEN I...
- YOU MANAGE SURGEONS.
- YOUR JOB IS TO HELP THEM DO
- WHAT THEY DO
- THE WAY THEY DO IT.
- NOT TO GET THEM TO DO
- WHAT YOU WOULD DO.
- IT TAKES VISION, DEREK.
- AND YOU DON'T HAVE IT.
- YOUR WIFE
- IS GOING TO BE FINE.
- SHE'S WELL. UM,
- WE COMPLETED THE OPERATION
- AND I EXPECT THAT SHE WILL
- MAKE A FULL RECOVERY.
- OH.
- OH.
- MR. GRISWOLD?
Denny: Heaven. Hell. Limbo.
- No one really knows where we're going...
- EVERY DAY.
- A LITTLE SILENCE
- WOULD BE NICE.
- A FEW MEASLY MINUTES
- OF QUIET.
- LISTEN. LISTEN.
- CAN'T YOU FOR ONCE...
- MR. GRISWOLD.
- IN YOUR LIFE...
- JUST SHUT UP?!
- WE JUST HAVE TO KEEP DOING IT
- UNTIL WE GET IT RIGHT, RIGHT?
- RIGHT.
- YOU BRINGYOUINTO EVERY
- NEW BEGINNING IN YOUR LIFE.
- SO HOW DIFFERENT...
[crying] DAMN IT.
- CAN IT POSSIBLY BE?
[sighs] DAMN IT.
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: I had sex last night. With the wrong person. But the thing is, it didn't feel wrong; at the time. It felt like; something was falling into place. So what do I do?
Dr. Addison Montgomery: What am I? The go to person for adultery?
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: No. Just, I just don't know what to do.
Dr. Addison Montgomery: You stop. That's what you do.
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: Are you sure? I mean, how do you know that it didn't feel so right because.... It's God's plan.
Dr. Addison Montgomery: God wants you to be an adulterer?
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: God got a virgin pregnant by magic. God is not playing by the rules.
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: I cut the L-VAD wire.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Actually, I cut the L-VAD wire.
Dr. George O'Malley: No, I did it. I'm the one who cut the wire.
[pause, Christina remains silent and George gives her a nudge]
Christina: Fine. I cut the L-vad wire.
Dr. Alex Karev: I didn't do anything I'm totally innocent.
[everyone starts yelling at Alex, except Dr. Webber]
Dr. Richard Webber: People! I know who did this so you might as well come clean. I know!
- OH.
- YOU AND DR. BURKE?
- YES.
- ♪♪♪
- HE WOULD'VE MADE
- A GOOD FATHER.
- ♪♪♪
- AH, THAT HAS YOUR ATTENTION,
- DOESN'T IT?
- HOW WE BOTH WOULD LIKE
- FOR THAT TO HAPPEN.
- I COULD FINALLY BOOK
- A VACATION FOR TWO.
- YOU KNOW, YOU'RE PERFECT
- FOR THIS JOB, PRESTON--
- UNATTACHED, OBSESSIVE.
- THIS HOSPITAL, THIS JOB--
- IT'S ENOUGH FOR YOU,
- ISN'T IT?
- I LOVE YOU." WHOA.
- "AND P.S...
- "I DON'T CARE
- WHO GAVE WHO LICE,
- "I'M JUST GLAD
- WE BOTH HAD IT TOGETHER.
- LOVE, NICO."
- I'D SAY YOU PICKED
- A GOOD ONE.
Dr. Meredith Grey: [opening voiceover] Remember when we were little, and we would accidentally bite a kid on the playground? Our teachers would go "Say you're sorry." And we would say it, but we wouldn't mean it because the stupid kid we bit totally deserved it. But as we get older, making amends isn't so simple. After the playground days are over, you can't just say it. You have to mean it. Of course, when you become a doctor, sorry is not a happy word. It either means "you're dying and I can't help" or it means "this is really gonna hurt."
Dr. George O'Malley: I ordered Chinese food...
Dr. Meredith Grey: I HATE Chinese food!
- HIS FACIAL FUNCTION
- IS STILL INTACT.
- OKAY. DRENCH THE TISSUE.
- WELL, LET'S GO.
- WHAT ARE WE WAITING FOR?
- I GOT WORD TO HOLD A MINUTE.
- OKAY, YOU'RE RIGHT.
- I CAN DO THIS.
- GET OFF.
- What's wrong with her?
- No response to stimulation. Let's try suction.
- Grey, you want to talk her through this?
- Grey, I need your help here.
- The baby is not breathing.
- What?
- What did she say?
- GET HIM IN THE O.R. AND OPEN HIM
- AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.
- I KNOW.
- EVEN THEN,
- IF THAT AORTA TEARS,
- WE MAY ALREADY BE TOO LATE.
- AND WE'RE NOT
- GONNA HAVE TIME TO SCRUB.
- I KNOW. I KNOW.
- THANKS.
- YEAH, I KNOW, BUT, LIKE,
- BUDGET CUTS, YOU KNOW?
- YOU LIKE WORKING IN THIS PLACE,
- DOCTOR, UM, McKEE?
- I MEAN, YOU THINK
- IT'S A STRONG PROGRAM?
- YEAH, IT ROCKS.
- LIKE, DAY EIGHT, AND I'M DOING
- UNSUPERVISED PROCEDURES?
- NOT TOO SHABBY.
- MM-HMM. NOT TOO SHABBY.
- IF YOU'RE NOT AT THE HOSPITAL,
- YOU'RE HERE.
- YOU SLEEP HERE,
- YOU EAT HERE.
- THERE ARE NO DISTRACTIONS,
- NO BREAKS.
- THIS IS THE GREY METHOD,
- AND IT STARTS NOW.
- THAT WE REALIZE HOW MUCH
- WE'VE DEPENDED ON THEM
- ALL ALONG.
Dr. Owen Hunt: What is going on?
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Dr. Webber has an acute abdomen. He needs surgery.
Dr. Cristina Yang: He barely survived the balloon pump.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: His lactate is 6...
Dr. Cristina Yang: And holding.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: So what if it's holding? Something is dead inside of him. It's not gonna get undead.
Dr. Cristina Yang: It's way too risky and you know it.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: I would rather take the risk than just wait for what we know is gonna kill him.
Dr. Owen Hunt: Stop, stop. What does his healthcare directive say about extraordinary measures?
[they are both silent]
- OH, DEAR.
- OH, RIGHT.
- CRAPPY GOVERNMENT INSURANCE.
- THAT WOULD BE
- ON THE DEDUCTIBLE.
- HEY, LOOK,
- I'M A SURGEON.
- YOU GIVE ME THE STATS
- ON THIS KID,
- I'LL TAKE CARE OF YOU
- FOR FREE.
Dr. George O'Malley: Clean as a whistle... And a mathlete.
- I'M OKAY.
- YOU'RE OKAY.
- ♪♪♪
- THANK YOU.
- YOU'RE WELCOME.
- ♪♪♪
- YOU HAVE BONY, SHARP FINGERS.
- WHAT PLAN? THERE'S NO PLAN.
- YOUR PLAN,
- WHICH MAKES IT OUR PLAN.
- WHATEVER IT IS,
- I NEED TO KNOW.
- ARE YOU PLOTTING A MURDER,
- A NUCLEAR ATTACK?
- IT'S FINE. I'LL GET ON BOARD.
- I'M SURE YOU HAVE A GOOD REASON.
- BUT JUST LET ME KNOW.
- YOU'RE STARTING TO FREAK ME OUT.
- A complication from what?
- He's going to be ok.
- I'll keep you updated. Let's go.
[Derek] Entering the third ventricle.
- Securing cyst number one.
- Deflating cyst one.
- Applying suction.
- Relax. By this time tomorrow, you'll be laughing at the fact you thought anything was wrong.
- Ok. Ready?
- He looks strong.
[Arizona] He definitely has a chance.
- Let's get him intubated.
[Addison] Placenta.
- THE VERY FANCY,
- EXTREMELY GOOD NEUROSURGEON
- WHO HAPPENS TO BE STUDYING
- NEUROLOGICAL DISORDERS,
- LIKE ALZHEIMER'S,
- WHO HAPPENS TO BE
- A CLOSE FRIEND.
- THAT'S WHO I'D ASK.
- BUT THAT'S JUST ME.
- Assigning myself to trauma with you tomorrow.
- I'm a big girl.
- I can handle my share of trauma.
- And I get to decide when I've had enough.
- It's gonna take a lot more than a bad dream to scare me off.
- It is more than a bad dream.
- I know.
[stammers] YOU'RE READING
- WAY TOO MUCH INTO THIS.
- OKAY, IF YOU COULD STOP
- FOR A SECOND
- AND LISTEN TO YOUR HEART--
- CRISTINA, YOU DON'T KNOW
- WHAT I WANT IN MY LIFE.
- AM I ENOUGH, OWEN?
- DO YOU REALLY BELIEVE
- I'LL BE ENOUGH?
Dr. Derek Shepherd: [to a patient and rapist whose victim bit off his penis] I have good news and bad news. The good news is that we managed to stop the bleeding. The bad news is that we gave your penis to the cops.
- what, that I should be home with my baby instead of here with this little girl and a surgical intern who can't cauterize the bleeders?
- Dr. Bailey-- if I were you, Dr. grey,
- I would keep my eye on the surgical area and my mouth shut.
- Uh, not anymore, sir.
- You know, dr chalikonda at Cleveland clinic is doing single-incision gallbladder removal through the belly button.
- We can try that on the next one.
- If you're up to it. don't tease me, sir.
- I'm not. Why should dr chalikonda have all the fun?
Dr. Derek Shepherd: [to Meredith] I didn't think you wanted to wear a wedding dress.
Dr. Meredith Grey: I don't! How does he even know we're engaged?
Dr. Derek Shepherd: Richard's my friend. He's not the one that ordered the dress. If you don't wanna wear a wedding dress, talk to Izzie.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Oh, yeah! As the chemo drips into her cancer-y arm, and she looks at me with those cancer-y eyes, those cancer-y wedding loving eyes...
Dr. Derek Shepherd: Be strong.
Dr. Meredith Grey: We will have bridesmaids in pink taffeta! And you will be wearing a top hat and a morning coat! And somebody will be singing wind beneath my fricking wings!
- WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?
- WHO WAS WATCHING THAT KID?
- THAT'S WHAT I SAID.
- HEY, HEY, WHO'S WATCHING
- THIS KID?
- I TOOK THE KID.
- HE WAS WITH ME,
- BUT I-I CAN'T WATCH HIM.
- I'M SUPPOSED TO BE
- IN TRAUMA 2.
- Not.
- Because of the elevators where you come from?
- Those horny, aphrodisiac elevators?
- Yeah, that, and, um...
- I'm not interested, so...
- Oh.
- Go.
- Go, Meredith.
[Exhales] I married Adele two years out of college.
- There's a lot I need to learn to do for myself.
- UH, THERE'S A PORTABLE
- SUCTION IN THE RIG.
- OKAY.
- I'LL GO GET IT.
- THANK YOU.
- INCOMING!
- LIGHTS.
- SHE'LL VISIT YOU.
- IT'S JUST A PLANE RIDE.
- UM, CAN WE NOT TALK
- ABOUT THIS RIGHT NOW?
[Owen] ARMS GETTING CYANOTIC.
- THE VESSEL ATTACHMENTS
- ARE ALL GOOD.
[Callie] UH, PICTURE.
- WE'VE GOT PICTURE AND NO SOUND.
[Mark] EXCUSE ME?
- MOVE OVER. JUST MOVE OVER.
- SHE'S NOT A VEGETARIAN.
- I FEEL VERY OLD.
- DO YOU DO
- WHAT YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO
- AND TAKE YOUR MEDICINE?
- OR DO YOU LEARN TO LIVE
- WITH THE THING...
- AND HOPE SOMEDAY
- IT GOES AWAY?
- You're gonna tell me.
- It's not doing you one bit of good!
- Surgeons are dropping like dominoes.
- So, maybe it's time you got in touch with your feminine side.
- Maybe you need a little soft.
- You still shouldn't have ratted me out.
- Sorry. me, too.
- THERE'S A LITTLE BIT OF ADVICE
- I LIKE TO GIVE
- AT THESE DINNERS EVERY YEAR.
- IT'S A SECRET THAT WILL
- HELP ALL OF YOU
- GET THROUGH THE CHALLENGES
- THAT LIE AHEAD.
- YOU KNOW, UM...
- WE SHOULD WAIT
- FOR THE REST OF THEM.
- THEY STILL GOING?
- WHOO!
- WHAT THE HELL
- ARE THEY DOING?
- COME ON.
- I...
- WHOO!
- THINK
- THEY'RE HAVING FUN.
- WHOO!
- LOOK. SEE? RED.
- RED BLOOD.
- SEE? I'M HUMAN.
- I AM A DOCTOR.
- AND I WANT TO HELP YOU
- AND YOUR MOM.
- BUT YOU HAVE TO TRUST ME.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: [to Meredith] I'm in love with you. I've been in love with you for... ever. I know I'm a little late in telling you. I know I'm a little late.
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: [George is in the bathroom, locked in and Izzie wants to take a shower. Izzie knocks on the door] George. You locked the door I need to take a shower.
Dr. George O'Malley: Uh... uh, I'll be out in a minute.
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: What are you doing in there?
Dr. George O'Malley: It's private!
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: Oh! Oh, god, I'm sorry. I get it. I didn't mean to interrupt.
Dr. George O'Malley: No, it's not that.
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: It's ok. Take your time.
Dr. George O'Malley: I am not doing what you think I'm doing.
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: You know what, there's really no need to explain. I'll wait, you just... finish.
Dr. George O'Malley: No... I'm-I'm coming. I'm coming out!
[Izzie laughs]
- WHAT IS IT?
- MY GUY ARRESTED.
- THEY WEREN'T ABLE
- TO RESUSCITATE.
- HE'S DEAD?
- DAMN IT.
- IT'S ALL DRESSED UP,
- AND NO PLACE TO GO.
- KEVIN CALLED?
- YES. NOW WILL YOU
- LET US OPERATE?
- ♪♪♪
- NIKKI.
- CODE BLUE.
- ♪♪♪
- I would never-- you would.
- I know crappy things have happened to you, but how can you be a surgeon and have so little respect for life?
- How...
- Oh, come on.
Phillip: Oh, my god.
- Oh, my god.
- Honey, I'm so sorry.
- We did absolutely everything we could.
- The stress was just too much for his body.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Is this the strangest thing that's ever happened in your O.R.?
Dr. Preston Burke: I'd have to say that it is.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Good, 'cause I'm very competitive.
Dr. Preston Burke: All the best surgeons are.
Dr. George O'Malley: This shift is a marathon, not a sprint. Eat.
Dr. Isobel 'Izzie' Stevens: I can't.
Dr. George O'Malley: You should eat something.
Dr. Isobel 'Izzie' Stevens: You try eating after performing 17 rectal exams. The Nazi hates me.
Dr. George O'Malley: The Nazi's a resident. I have attendings hating me.
- LOOK, THIS DOESN'T MEAN
- IT'S NOT GONNA WORK.
- W-WE WON'T KNOW THAT
- FOR A WHILE.
- WHEN HE ACTS LIKE THIS,
- YOU JUST NEED TO TELL YOURSELF,
- THIS IS NOT YOUR HUSBAND.
- BUT HE IS SOMEBODY
- WHO NEEDS YOUR HELP.
- SO WHATEVER
- YOU CAN GIVE HIM...
- I don't.
- I am actively not thinking about you right now.
- What our patients really want to know is, is their hope?
- I don't do rings.
- Oh, I'm in a hotel bathroom.
- AND I'M ABOUT TO HAVE SEX...
- FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MONTHS.
- I'M HANGING UP NOW.
- Oh, okay. Well, rest up.
- MM.
- I-I HAD TO CHANGE
- MY LAB COAT,
- AND THIS ONE--
- YOU THINK I'M AN IDIOT?
- YOU'RE WORKING FOR THEM.
- YOU'VE GOT MY MOTHER,
- AND NOW YOU'RE TRYING
- TO GET ME.
- STAY AWAY FROM US.
- I KEEP TELLING YOU PEOPLE
- TO STAY AWAY FROM US!
[Derek] CALLIE...
- WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?
- MY ADVICE AT THIS TIME--
- SHUT UP.
- YOU'RE NOT ONE OF US.
- YOU DON'T KNOW. YOU HAVE
- NO IDEA WHAT WE'VE BEEN...
Cheyenne: [about the baby she has just given up for adoption] Can I name her?
Dr. Isobel 'Izzie' Stevens: You can name her for you.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: [Meredith and Derek are making out in the passenger seat of his car] You know, it sounds like the party's winding down. Yeah... Listen To Me!
Dr. Meredith Grey: [laughing] What?
Dr. Derek Shepherd: We should probably sneak inside now.
Dr. Meredith Grey: We've done enough sneaking for tonight. It was good sneaking, but enough sneaking.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: [pulling his shirt back up her shoulders] Yeah, I'd say we're pretty good sneakers.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: [as they are about to kiss she knocks on the window] You mind moving this tail wagon? You blocking me in.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: Apparently not good enough.
- Hi.
- Jilly.
- Dad.
- I will tell your parents that I saw you, and you are well and happy and have grown into a fine woman.
- Alex stole my patient with a grapefruit growing behind his eyes.
- Your boyfriend couldn't give a crap.
- He actually said the words,
- "I don't give a crap."
- See that guy there, ok? He's a resident.
- He's dragging 'cause he got too much sleep last night. Uh-huh. Too much.
- What? like watching a living freak show.
- THERE WAS--THERE WAS NOTHING
- MORE FOR ME TO DO FOR HER.
[Richard] AND AT THAT POINT,
- YOU WENT--
- I WENT TO GO HELP DR. BAILEY.
[Miranda] WH--
[doctors] WHOA!
- WHAT DID I JUST SAY?!
- I GOT IT!
- DR. BAILEY REALLY NEEDED
- SOME HELP.
- OH.
- OHH!
- YOU OKAY?
- WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?
- I WAS LOOKING FOR MOORE.
Surgical: Dr. Stevens? It's your pager.
Dr. Isobel 'Izzie' Stevens: It's okay. It can wait.
Surgical: Dr. Stevens - I think you want to take this page.
- Don't you think I know that?
- But I am a good man.
- And I am your husband...
- And I love you.
- Now, I am not asking you to come home.
- I'm telling you.
- I am your husband, and I want to come home to my wife.
- PAS de TOUT.
- MERCI.
- THEIR TRIAL WAS SPECIFIC TO
- COMA PATIENTS WITH HEAD TRAUMA.
- MM. MEXICO CITY'S TRIAL
- FOCUSED ON
- COMAS TRIGGERED
- BY DIABETIC KETOACIDOSIS, SO--
- SO YOU HAVE NOTHING.
- Jackson. Jackson, listen to mommy.
- It's not time. You do not get to go yet.
- You have to stay here with me.
- You hear me? You stay with mommy.
- It is not time, baby. I love you.
- And I need you to fight.
- I need you to fight, Jackson.
- Come on, come on.
- You fight to stay alive.
- If you're having surgery today, you need to rest. You don't...
- We just want to spend some time with you. That's all.
- Please.
- We're the last two.
- What?
- From our support group.
- Jeremy and I are the last two still alive.
Dr. Meredith Grey: After all this time, all your warnings about me sleeping with my boss and you're doing the same exact thing.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Oh, it's not the same thing.
Dr. Meredith Grey: It's the exact same!
Dr. Cristina Yang: No, it's not. You and McDreamy are in a relationship.
Dr. Meredith Grey: And you and Burke are in?
Dr. Cristina Yang: Switzerland. It's very neutral there and they make very nice watches.
- THE FEAR OF GOING BACK IN IS
- WORSE THAN ACTUALLY DOING IT.
- IT'S JUST GETTING BACK
- ON THE HORSE IS ALL IT IS.
- YOU'RE SICK!
- SIR, JUST CALM DOWN.
- WE'RE NOT PASSING ANY JUDGMENT.
- THEY'RE JUST STANDARD QUESTIONS.
- GET THIS THING
- OUT OF MY ARM!
- SIR, GET BACK INTO BED.
- YOU STILL NEED THE ANTIBIOTICS.
- I'LL GET THE ANTIBIOTICS
- ELSEWHERE, FROM REAL DOCTORS.
- I DID NOT COME HERE
- TO BE INSULTED!
- AND DON'T THINK I WON'T TALK
- TO YOUR SUPERIORS ABOUT THIS.
- OKAY. RIGHT HERE.
- ALL RIGHT.
- OKAY.
- YOU CAN LET GO
- OF MY HAND NOW.
- ALL RIGHT.
- HI.
[whispers] ALL RIGHT.
[man] ♪ ONE LOOK ♪
- FOR ANYONE WHO'S
- THE LEAST BIT DIFFERENT.
- BUT THEN THERE'S COLLEGE,
- AND THEN
- OUT IN THE REAL WORLD,
- YOU'LL FIND WHERE YOU FIT IN.
- YOU THINK SO?
- YEAH, I KNOW SO.
- Like I said...
- Disappearances happen-- pains go phantom...
- Blood stops running...
- And people-- people fade away.
[George] Looking good! Good job! done!
[Lexie] Laparoscopic cholecystectomy yeah, that's good.
[George] Your next challenge.
[Sadie] I'm done, too.
- A whipple is for pancreatic cancer.
- Were you planning on going in through the mouth?
[George] Start over.
- Mm.
- Thank you.
- Thank you. mark.
- I'm sorry you're hurting.
- You're sorry I'm hurting or you're sorry?
- Oh, my god.
- Oh, my god.
- I was so worried.
- But I'm--I'm fine.
- I was really, really worried.
- Yeah, I know. Me, too.
- George, I really, really love you.
- And I, for one, can't wait.
- I love you.
- Not yet. hurry up.
- By the power vested in me by god and the state of Washington,
- I now pronounce you husband and wife.
- Now? now.
- Because I know for a fact, the world...
- My world, is a better place with you in it.
- However, as your doctor...
- I promise to do whatever you want.
- I just want to go home.
- Then let's get you home.
- MM-HMM. HOW?
- WELL, THAT GUY--HE THREW HIMSELF
- IN FRONT OF A GRENADE
- TO SAVE SIX OTHER SOLDIERS.
- HE DIDN'T LAUNCH HIMSELF
- INTO A BRICK WALL
- SO THE INTERNET
- COULD LAUGH AT HIM.
- TURN THE CAMERA OFF,
- MARCUS.
Dr. Meredith Grey: [about Addison Shepherd] I don't see what McDreamy or McSteamy see in her.
Dr. Alex Karev: She's McHot.
Dr. George O'Malley: Oh yeah!
- OKAY, DANIEL, I'M GONNA
- INSERT THE PROBE NOW.
- VERY GOOD, MR. COBB.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Dr. Bailey, I want off the psychic case, I'll take whatever you've got. Can I switch?
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Ask nicely.
Dr. Cristina Yang: What - this is me doing nicely
Dr. Cristina Yang: You know, he's acting like I committed a crime. Like my apartment is full of stolen goods. He's acting like I kept my apartment to hide stolen good so I could do illegal transplants for money.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Are you sure he's not just acting like you lied to him about moving in?
Dr. Cristina Yang: What the hell's wrong with you?
Dr. Meredith Grey: My mommy's a filthy whore.
- AND BEEN ABLE TO DO THIS,
- A NAME THAT EXEMPLIFIES
- THE SPIRIT OF THIS HOSPITAL,
- BUT ALSO THE DEPTH
- OF OUR DEDICATION.
- A PATIENT GOES FROM WORRYING
- ABOUT GETTING AN ORGAN
- TO WORRYING IF THE ORGAN
- WILL BE REJECTED.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Dr. Shepherd?
Dr. Derek Shepherd: Yeah?
Dr. Meredith Grey: Sorry I called you a jackass.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: You didn't.
Dr. Meredith Grey: I did... twice
- You can cut into my brain again.
- You can do it, but I don't want to end up a vegetable.
- Izzie, you won't... no, just listen.
- I want the surgery right now.
- But, if something goes wrong,
- I don't want to end up on a ventilator.
- So I'm signing a dnr.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: Meredith, I'm so sorry!
[looks sympathetic]
Dr. Derek Shepherd: Addison... what are you doing here?
Dr. Addison Montgomery: You would have know if you had botherd to return any one of my phone calls!
Dr. Addison Montgomery: [introducing herself to Meredith] I'm Addison Shepherd.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Shepherd...
[Meredith looks very sad]
Dr. Addison Montgomery: And you must be the women that's screwing my husband.
[Meredith] ...To something much...
- I just knew.
- Much more serious.
- -
[Sighing] You should wear your hair up more.
- Shows off the back of your neck.
- I like the back of your neck.
- Uh, Dr. marlowe...
- I'm, uh, Preston Burke.
- I'm a great admirer of your work, sir.
- Uh, particularly the-- yes, thank you. I-- would you excuse me for just a second?
- Well...
- You gonna give me a hug or what?
- It--it's actually better.
- I'm grateful.
- I don't have to think about it.
- The option is...
- Off the table.
- What time do you have?
- 5 to 1:00.
- You people are obsessed with time.
- Here he comes.
- ARE GONNA NEED TO COORDINATE.
- WHAT ARE WE THINKING, A WEEK?
- NO LATER.
- I'LL CLEAR MY SCHEDULE.
- WELCOME BACK, DR. SHEPHERD.
- THANK YOU, DR. TORRES.
- YOU'RE NOT EVEN CLEARED
- FOR SURGERY YET.
- I'LL GET CLEARED.
[Reflection Eternal feat. Estelle] ♪ SOMEBODY ♪
Dr. Callie Torres: Oh, new interns. I hate new interns.
Dr. Teddy Altman: Seriously? I love new interns. They're the future, the next generation, filled with hope and promise, innovation.
Dr. Arizona Robbins: Wow. The sex with Henry must be really good.
Dr. Teddy Altman: Earth-shattering.
[Arizona covers Sofia's ears]
Dr. Teddy Altman: Not even Yang is gonna get me down.
Dr. Cristina Yang: I'm putting myself in a time out before I kill someone.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Have you seen Bailey? She was supposed to sign my discharge papers after her appy?
Dr. Cristina Yang: Oh, good, go home, get better and then come back, 'cause I need you.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Are the Mercy West people that bad?
Dr. Cristina Yang: They're everywhere and there are more of them than us, and they're kicking our asses. God, I miss Izzie. We need more "uses", so get back here.
Dr. Cristina Yang: I have to be discharged first. You want to forge Bailey's signature?
Dr. Cristina Yang: No, that'll get me fired. Ooh, ask one of the new ones to do it. Get them fired.
- THAT I CAN'T PAY FOR.
- ALEX, THIS... I MEAN,
- THIS IS--THIS IS FRAUD.
- YOU HAVE ACTUALLY
- GRIFTED PEOPLE.
- I CAN'T DO THIS.
- WELL, YEAH, WELL, YOU--
- YOU HAVE TO NOW.
- I MEAN, YOU ALREADY DID IT.
- YOU--YOU COULD GO TO JAIL
- FOR TH-THIS.
Dr. Jo Wilson: [to Stephanie] Do you have cefazolin?
Dr. Stephanie Edwards: Yeah, they were hoarding it in O.B.
Dr. Jo Wilson: Bastards. Give me some.
Dr. Stephanie Edwards: Ah! I'll trade you for a chest tube and a granola bar.
Dr. Jo Wilson: I don't have a granola bar.
Dr. Stephanie Edwards: Liar. You've got granola bar breath. Do you want the cef?
Dr. Jo Wilson: Fine!
[pulls back her coat which reveals a granola bar in her pocket]
Dr. April Kepner: [When Gary Clark is pointing the gun at April after shooting Derek]
[sobbing]
Dr. April Kepner: My name is April Kepner, I'm 28 years old. I was born on April 23rd, i-in Ohio. I'm from Columbus, Ohio. M-My mom's a teacher and my d-dad is farmer... C-Corn. Corn, he... he grows corn. Their names are Karen and Joe. I have three sisters. Libby's the oldest, I'm next and then th-there's Kimmie and Alice. I... I haven't done anything yet. I haven't... I've barely lived. I'm not finished yet. No one's loved me yet. P... Please, please, I'm so... someone's child. I'm a person. I'm a person.
Gary: Run.
[April runs away still crying]
- YOU KNOW IN THE MOVIES
- HOW THERE'S ALWAYS THE HERO
- AND THEN THERE'S
- THE OTHER GUY,
- THE GUY WHO SEES DANGER
- AND THEN RUNS
- IN THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION?
- YES.
- BE THE OTHER GUY.
- Twenty-nine. [Sighs] fresh from rehab?
- I could tell you some good meetings in the area.
- Thanks, they gave me a whole list.
- One more thing we have in common.
- Have you... talked to Meredith?
- To Lexie?
- Screw what they think. This matters.
- They don't.
- I can't help him.
- You're gonna hate yourself for this.
- Later.
- You're gonna hate yourself for this, and you'll be right.
- WAIT, SHE BET IN YOUR POOL
- AFTER ALL OF THAT?
- ARE YOU KIDDING ME?
- MY GOD, THE HYPOCRISY.
- TH--
- THERE'S MILLIONS OF ELECTRIFIED
- NERVE ENDINGS IN THERE...
- I want you here.
- You need a place for your things.
- It's not an unreasonable request.
- You can use this as your den or your office or whatever.
- It's your mom's den.
- But she isn't here. You are.
- GOOD. ALL RIGHT.
- YOU NEED TO APPLY A SUTURE
- PROXIMALLY AND DISTALLY.
- MM-HMM.
- GOOD. DR. AVERY,
- ARE YOU WATCHING THIS?
- THERE WILL BE A QUIZ
- AFTERWARD.
- BELIEVE ME, I'M WATCHING.
- GOOD.
- DR. BAILEY, THE SPONGE IS
- ON THE BOTTOM OF YOUR SHOE.
- ON THE...
- WH--
[Miranda] UGH. OH.
- FOCUS...
- LIKE A LASER.
- Great. Just make sure they notified the nicu.
- Hi.
- Sorry for interrupting.
- Uh, the nurse said that you're Dr. m-Montgomery.
- Yes. Can I help you with something?
- I'm Jeff pope.
- Rebecca's husband?
Dr. Meredith Grey: What are you guys doing up?
Dr. Izzie Stevens,11145: [Izzie is frosting rice crispy treats and Kerev is carving a pumpkin] Couldn't sleep.
Dr. Izzie Stevens: [Meredith pours her mother's ashes into a ziplock black] What is that?
Dr. Meredith Grey: My mother.
Dr. Alex Karev: Happy freaking Halloween.
- Mm-hmm. About time.
- The fingernails, the hand holding, well played.
- Now you can get back to being Cristina.
- Or do we step forward to something new?
- It's hard not to be haunted by our past.
- -
- He has a right to be mad.
- Cmp who is it?
- Come on.
[Cristina] Izzie, what...?
[Meredith] What happened?
- I don't know. Where's Swender!
- Izzie, let me take over.
[Meredith] Yeah, Izzie, come sit down.
- Hi.
- Hi.
- I, um...
- I saw our son.
- He's amazing.
- But how's our little girl?
- WELL...
- I'M ON CALL, SO...
- OKAY. WELL...
- DO YOU FEEL LIKE
- DOING IT NOW?
- WHAT, RIGHT NOW?
- PEOPLE HAVE SEX
- IN THIS HOSPITAL ALL THE TIME.
- I was wondering if you got a chance to finish up that paperwork.
- I wouldn't ask, but, you know,
- I think a lot of it was kind of important.
- No, I didn't.
- I was planning on...
- Just got to, you know...
- Finish it right now.
- Thanks. You're the best.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Like I said, disappearances happen. Pains go phantom. Blood stops running. And people, people fade away. There's more I have to say, so much more. But, I disappeared.
- WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO?
- OH, I KNOW.
- MAYBE WHAT I SHOULD DO IS GO OUT
- ON A DATE WITH THE VET,
- BECAUSE THAT
- SEEMS TO BE SOMETHING
- THAT SENDS YOU
- INTO A BLIND RAGE.
- OH, BUT WAIT,
- THAT WON'T WORK EITHER,
- BECAUSE I'M NOT MEREDITH GREY.
- Come on.
- Burke...
- If I hold the vessel...
- I can attach the graft.
- Okay, so...
- I--okay, I put my hand...
- IT'LL REALLY PISS OFF ALEX.
[laughs] YES, THAT IT WILL.
- OKAY.
- OKAY?
[sighs] OKAY.
[sighs] OKAY. OKAY.
- She wants to be old and keep operating? Fine.
- Just keep up with the medicine.
- Cristina, this is one case.
- You can'tjudge someone based on one case.
- That patient deserves to know his doctor, no matter whose feelings it happens to hurt.
- Laparoscopic or open, none of us should have made that mistake.
- Nothing. It's dead.
- You kidding?
- I'm in the woman's brain.
- The navigational system's dead?
Nurse: Should we get another machine?
- I remove the probe, it won't be the machine that's dead.
- Tell the company to get here.
- Tell them we need somebody here, now.
- Take it slow, grey.
- There's glass all around you.
- NO, I HAVE A METHOD
- ALL MY OWN.
- UH, IF YOU'LL NOTICE,
- THE COAT CAME FIRST,
- THEN THE TIE, THEN THE SHIRT.
- NOW, UH, ACCORDING TO HOYLE,
- AFTER THAT, THE, UH,
- PANTS SHOULD BE NEXT.
- THERE'S WHERE I'M DIFFERENT.
- who put you in that position in the first place.
- But the truth is...
- It didn't mean anything.
- I know you think
- I have feelings for you, but I don't.
- So you can stay.
- You're not leaving the program.
- So what are we drinking to this time?
- Friends. Crappy friends.
- Family. Crappy family.
- Whoo.
- Again?
- Again.
- Again.
- Who wants another?
- I'm sorry about the cafeteria.
- I didn't know that you wanted to talk to me. I thought you wanted to kill me.
- I'm sorry about everything.
- With George, I...
- I'm really sorry.
- I feel terrible.
- We're leaving. For good, we're leaving.
- As I understand, you'll be too weak to follow us soon, so I'm sure you won't be able to follow us later.
- So... we're here to say goodbye.
- Say goodbye to daddy. This is the last you'll be seeing of him.
- Bye, daddy. Feel better.
- A-A WEEK.
- I'VE MADE IT THIS LONG.
- I CAN MAKE IT ANOTHER WEEK.
- I'M NOT SURE THAT YOU HAVE
- ANOTHER WEEK.
- LOOK, I NEED YOU TO THINK
- ABOUT YOURSELF RIGHT NOW.
- I HAVE A MENTALLY ILL SON.
- I DON'T GET TO THINK OF
- JUST MYSELF ANYMORE.
- Pardon?
- Our daughter is here somewhere.
- What's her name?
- We'll look her up for you.
- J-Jillian Miller.
- Jilly.
- DR. BAILEY,
- I'M GONNA NEED SOME HELP.
- YOU SHOW A REAL GIFT
- WITH MY SPECIALTY,
- I'M GOING TO BE STAYING
- IN TOWN FOR AWHILE.
- GOOD-BYE, DEREK.
- GOOD-BYE, MEREDITH.
- DO YOU WANT TO BUY ME
- A DRINK?
- UGH.
- HEADS, YOU KEEP DOING
- LOST CAUSES.
- TAILS, YOU CAN DO
- THE FUN STUFF.
- I'M IN.
- OF COURSE I'M IN.
- GOOD.
- COME ON.
- LET'S GO JOIN THE PARTY.
- How did you not know?
- You can't be angry with me.
- She's my best friend, and right or wrong, she...
- What?
- She was there when you weren't.
- AND NOW HE'S GOING
- TO THE MORGUE.
- ISN'T THAT RIDICULOUS?
- ISN'T THAT THE MOST
- RIDICULOUS PIECE OF CRAP
- YOU'VE EVER HEARD?
- ♪♪♪
[whispers] COME ON.
Dr. Addison Shepherd: So I'm leaving in the morning.
Dr. Richard Webber: No.
Dr. Addison Shepherd: Excuse me?
Dr. Richard Webber: No, I'm not accepting your resignation.
Dr. Addison Shepherd: It's not resignation, Richard, it's notification. I don't officially work for you. I came for one case, I can track the twins progress from New York.
Dr. Richard Webber: What about the preemie?
Dr. Addison Shepherd: I'm letting go of the preemie, you know that. He calls me Satan, Richard.
Dr. Richard Webber: You don't like to hide from a fight.
Dr. Addison Shepherd: It's not a fight, he wins. I'm leaving in the morning
- AND YOU BETTER DO IT FAST.
- YOU'RE BOTH OFF MY SERVICE.
- I'LL DO YOU ONE BETTER.
- YOU'RE BOTH
- BANNED FROM THE O.R.
- UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE.
- THANK YOU.
- Maybe later would be better.
- Sarabeth, come on, honey.
- I got to do damage control on the toxic woman.
- Good for you.
- Did you ever get any patients?
- Just that one.
- One.
- $8 million worth of one.
- Lock up for me.
- DR. SHEPHERD.
- YEAH?
- SORRY I CALLED YOU
- A JACKASS.
- YOU DIDN'T.
- I DID...TWICE.
- TELL YOU WHAT, BLONDIE, IF
- YOU DON'T MARRY HIM, I WILL.
Dr. Mark Sloan: Don't give me that crap. You love a hopeless case.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: It's true. It's the only reason we're still friends.
- BECAUSE WE LET HER DOWN
- SO SHAMEFULLY IN THE PAST.
- I JUST DON'T KNOW
- WHY YOU'RE CELEBRATING.
- I'M NOT CELEBRATING--
- JUST GO PREP HER
- FOR SURGERY.
- OR IS THAT
- TOO MUCH TO ASK?
- I know I have no business asking you for anything, but I need your help.
- I need you to bring Derek back.
- And he's not "fine".
- Sometimes people just want to be left alone.
- HOW IS HE?
- WELL, HE'S DECOMPRESSED,
- BUT HE'S GOT A BAD CONTUSION.
- DAMN IT.
- HE'S BLEEDING TOO MUCH.
- VASCULAR CLIPS.
- I'm getting married to Burke.
- Not that that should be anywhere on your list of thoughts right now, but just in case you slip in the hall later or...
- You are the one person
- I wanted to tell.
- Thank you for not dying.
- If you're sleeping, do not wake you unless a patient's actually dying.
- Patient better not be dead when I get there because not only will you have killed, you will have woken me for no reason.
- Are we clear?
- Yes?
- That was four rules. You said five.
- Rule number five: When I move, you move.
- YOU'RE RIGHT.
- I'M SORRY. I...
- I AM YOUR RESIDENT.
- GOOD. MAKE SURE
- OUR PATIENT IS PREPPED.
- YOU HAVE AN ANEURYSM TO CLIP.
[man] ♪ SHOW ME SOME TIME
- AND... ♪
- It does not.
- And you're getting really, really ugly.
- Aww. I've missed you, too.
- So...
- Why are you really here?
- You're a fertility specialist, one of the best.
- You want to have a baby?
- I want to have a baby.
Intern: It says here the code's for a 6-year-old kid, not an infant.
Dr. Arizona Robbins: I don't care. If someone's stealing babies, you count all the babies.
Dr. April Kepner: I have fasted before. This is worse, this just feels... helpless, and inevitable, like... like watching two cars head toward one another and
[shakes head]
Dr. April Kepner: there's nothing you can do.
[Hold hands over face]
Dr. April Kepner: There's gonna be a crash. People are gong to die. And you're just going to be left there...
[Door bangs as Dr Jackson Avery walks out]
Dr. April Kepner: wha?
- OF EXCRUCIATINGLY PAINFUL
- RECOVERY FROM THIS SURGERY.
- AND BEFORE
- YOU MAKE A DECISION,
- YOU NEED TO UNDERSTAND
- THE RISKS.
- MM-HMM.
- YOU'RE DRIVING AWFULLY FAST,
- DR. SHEPHERD.
- THE LEAST YOU COULD DO
- IS WEAR A SEAT BELT.
- It's not about the points.
- Watch you turn a broken hand into a neuro problem just so you have a reason to talk to Shepherd?
[Sarcastic chuckle] Nope.
- I do not need a reason to talk to Shepherd!
- If I want to talk to Shepherd
- I'll talk...
Dr. Derek Shepherd: It's a beautiful day to save lives. Let's have some fun.
- IT JUST MEANS
- THIS WAS REALLY STUPID.
- SHUT UP.
- THERE.
[fetal heartbeat playing over monitor]
- OH, MY GOD.
- OH, MY GOD.
- OKAY, WE'RE ALMOST THERE.
- CAN I HAVE THE ENVELOPE?
- BASICALLY RUINING MY CHANCES
- FOR CHIEF RESIDENT.
- YOU WANT SINCERITY?
- I COULD NOT BE MORE SINCERE.
- AND YET...
- YOU STILL DON'T GET IT.
- HI.
- HI.
Dr. Cristina Yang: I have an MD from Stanford and a PhD from Berkley, I can handle this diaper... unless you want to.
- TO HANDLE THIS CRAP.
- OH, AND THAT SAID, I'M
- IN THE RACE FOR CHIEF RESIDENT,
- AND SO FAR, I'M KICKING ASS,
- SO I'D APPRECIATE IT
- IF YOU MENTION TO DR. WEBBER
- THAT I PRIORITIZED
- THE PATIENT'S NEEDS
- OVER MY PERSONAL GAIN.
- I-I DON'T HAVE TIME
- FOR BREAKFAST.
- I HAVE TO ROUND
- BEFORE EVERYONE ELSE DOES
- IF I WANT TO GET
- THE GOOD CASES.
- YOU KNOW THAT.
- RIGHT.
- WELL, COFFEE?
- ANDSOMETHINGIS WRONG.
- DR. ALTMAN,
- I'M FOND OF YOU,
- SO I'M GONNA COUNT TO 30
- IN MY HEAD
- BEFORE I CALL SECURITY.
- RICHARD, I'M--I'M JUST
- ASKING YOU--
- GET OUT OF MY O.R.
- RIGHT NOW.
- World-class surgeons when it happened.
- So what are you going to do now?
- Well, I'm going to go into psych.
- Because you people... you surgeons?
- My... you're all just a bunch of little children running around with your scalpels and your severed feet and your...
- Inappropriate sex in inappropriate places. You all need a good shrink.
- YOU'RE OUT OF SURGERY
- SOONER THAN EXPECTED.
- WHAT DO YOU SAY
- TO A LITTLE, UH--
- I'M MEETING A FRIEND
- FOR DRINKS.
- NICE.
- THAT'S NICE.
- YOU'RE MAKING FRIENDS.
- WELL--
- GOOD NIGHT.
Dr. Meredith Grey: To be a good surgeon you have to think like a surgeon, emotions are messy, tuck them neatly away and step into a clean sterile room, where the procedure is simple, cut suture, and close. But sometimes your faced with a cut that won't heal, a cut that rips the stitches right open.
- YEAH, AND IT'S A PROBLEM
- BECAUSE YOU NOW STINK!
- THIS BATHROOM STINKS!
- OH!
- GET OFF OF ME!
- I AM NOT SHARING MY HOME WITH
- ANYBODY WHO SMELLS LIKE THIS!
- GET OFF OF ME! GET OFF OF ME!
- GET OFF OF ME!
- I HAVE NOWHERE ELSE TO GO!
- THIS IS MY LIFE NOW, TOO!
Kate: Wait. Maddy needs to tell her daddy she's sorry before he goes. Maddy, you need to tell your daddy you're sorry. Maddy, people die in surgery. You don't want your daddy to die without telling him how sorry you are. Come on, let's go tell him we love him.
Dr. Meredith Grey: You know, no. No!
Kate: What?
Dr. Meredith Grey: Maddy, stay right here, okay?
Dr. Richard Webber: Dr. Grey...
Dr. Meredith Grey: No. She will not go apologize to him. You should be apologizing to her. I understand you're a victim here, but there is no room for you to be a victim when your 6-year-old is on the line. She's stronger than you. Your 6-year-old is stronger than you. At least she did something. She stood up for the two of you, which is more than you did for her. No, she won't apologize to him.
- I DON'T KNOW WHY
- YOU WANT TO GIVE IT UP.
- WELL, THAT'S VERY NICE
- OF YOU TO SAY, SIR.
- BUT I FEEL LIKE I NEED
- TO FOCUS ON SURGERY RIGHT NOW.
- YOU SURE ABOUT THIS?
- RESPECTFULLY, YES.
- I AM.
- THANK YOU, SIR.
- I... THANKS.
- OKAY.
- YOU KNOW,
- I HAVE A SON, TOO.
- AND I'M GOING HOME RIGHT NOW
- TO TELL HIM THAT TODAY,
- I MET
- THE BEST SPELLER IN SEATTLE.
- ♪♪♪
- NOT FOR YOU.
- ♪♪♪
- FISHING, HUH?
- YOU DON'T FISH.
- ♪♪♪
- ♪♪♪
- BUT WE CAN'T TREAT HER.
- NO, SHE WAS IN THE BEST SHAPE
- OF HER LIFE.
- YOU ASK HER CARDIOLOGIST.
- SHE HAD LOST 100 POUNDS.
- DON'T YOU DARE
- TRY TO HANG THIS ON HER.
- MR. PATTERSON, PLEASE.
- WE'RE THROUGH TALKING.
Dr. Meredith Grey: What's this "Patient X" thing that's taking all the interns?
Dr. Cristina Yang: When's it going to be over? I need minions to do all my crap work.
Dr. Alex Karev: It's some new teaching thing.
Dr. Cristina Yang: We're all killing ourselves to get into the OR. When's the last time Izzie held a scalpel? She's falling behind. She's like the new O'Malley.
Dr. Alex Karev: Izzie's nothing like O'Malley.
Dr. George O'Malley: Hello.
- TIME OF DEATH IS 11:42.
- I GOT IT!
- NO, THAT'S -I GOT IT.
- OKAY.
- SATS DOWN TO 86%.
- CRICH PRESSURE, PLEASE.
- OKAY. I SEE CORDS.
- TUBE. HURRY.
- IT'S A HUGE DECISION.
- AND I DON'T WANT YOU
- DOING THE WRONG THING.
- IT IS NOT YOUR DECISION
- TO MAKE.
- I AM YOUR PERSON.
- WE'RE NOT MARRIED.
- YOU'RE NOT MY...
- HE'S MY PERSON.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Now I understand the sensitivty training.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Yeah, no fat jokes.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Yang, you're off the case.
Dr. Cristina Yang: I said no fat jo...
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Goodbye
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: [about her daughter she gave for adoption] I wanted better for her than I could do at sixteen.
- PRESSURE WAVE'S COMING BACK.
[Arizona] OH.
[Cristina] SYSTOLIC'S 57.
- 60.
- 64.
- 82.
- OH, THAT'S IT. YES.
- YES!
- YES!
- Never say it's sl...
- You justjinxed us.
- It's a day and it's slow.
- That phone starts ringing, you're gonna wish you hadn't said that. not gonna ring. It's a slow day.
- Go for Seattle grace emergency.
- I'll get the trauma gowns. crap, crap, crap... incoming!
- We were not prepared.
- Yeah.
- Yeah, that happens sometimes.
- Do you have any idea how backwards that is?
- We help more than we hurt.
- I have no one.
- I know.
- But it doesn't feel like a relief to me.
- I'm not relieved.
- I miss the sound of your voice.
- I miss talking to you.
- I miss you.
- LET'S NOT GO TO PARIS. LET'S GO
- TO THE GROCERY STORE, CHIEF.
- AND WHILE WE'RE BEING HONEST,
- WHY ARE YOU WASTING OUR TIME
- WITH THIS EXERCISE ANYWAY
- WHEN YOU AND I BOTH KNOW
- YOU DON'T HAVE $1 MILLION?
- WELL, THINGS MAY BE
- A LITTLE DIFFERENT AROUND HERE
- IN THE NEXT FEW WEEKS.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Stop pouting.
Dr. George O'Malley: I'm not pouting.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Oh please, I don't even have to look at you, I can feel you pouting. Whatever Meredith did, it wasn't on purpose, so get over it already.
Dr. Preston Burke: Ahem...
Dr. Cristina Yang: I'm not being inappropriate, he's acting like she skinned his puppy.
Dr. Preston Burke: Yang, that's not nice.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Well, I'm not a nice person.
- That wasn't me, I swear.
- Most of the time, we can't tell what's wrong with somebody by just looking at them.
- After all, they can look perfectly fine on the outside while their insides tell us a whole other story.
- Yes, I can. [Scoffs]
[Meredith] Because you sure can't count on anything in life.
- I can't believe I didn't know. the chief is right.
- No, you.
- I don't know you at all.
- Life is the most fragile, unstable, unpredictable thing there is.
Dr. Meredith Grey: [voiceover] Secrets can't hide in science. Medicine has a way of exposing the lies. Within the walls of the hospital the truth is stripped bare. How we keep our secrets outside the hospital, well that's a little different... One thing is certain, whatever it is we're trying to hide, we're never ready for when the truth gets naked. That's the problem with secrets... Like misery, they love company. They pile up and up until they take over everything, until you don't have room for anything else. Until you're so full of secrets you feel like you're going to burst. The thing people forget is how good it can feel when you finally set secrets free. Whether good or bad, at least they're out in the open. Like it or not. And once your secrets are out in the open, you don't have to hide behind them. But the problem with secrets is, even when you think you're in control... You're not.
- WE'RE ALL DAMAGED, IT SEEMS.
- SOME OF US MORE THAN OTHERS.
- YOU MUST BE TIRED.
- YEAH.
- ♪♪♪
- I'M TIRED, TOO.
Dr. Meredith Grey: What was I to you? The girl you screwed to get over being screwed?
Dr. Derek Shepherd: You were like coming up for fresh air. It's like I was drowning and you saved me. It's all I know.
Dr. Meredith Grey: It's not good enough.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Don't bother sucking up. I already hate you and thats not gonna change.
- IT'S REALLY JUST
- A PRECAUTION, BEX.
- WANT TO APPLY PRESSURE,
- DR. O'MALLEY?
- MM-HMM.
- I'M GONNA GET THIS
- UP TO PATH.
- YOU MIND DOING THE DRESSINGS?
[George] SURE.
- ALL RIGHT, BEX,
- WE'LL GET YOU THE RESULTS
- JUST AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.
- GREY, HOLD THE RETRACTOR.
- LET ME TAKE THIS.
- HEART RATE'S 160.
- AH, DAMN IT.
- I'M PULLING OUT THE PROBE.
- BUT YOU JUST SAID
- WE'RE NOT G--
- NO, WE DON'T HAVE A CHOICE.
- YOUR HUSBAND'S RIGHT.
- AND SO IS DR. HUNT.
- HE CAN'T FORESEE
- WHAT HE'LL FIND IN SURGERY.
- BUT HE'LL SOLVE THAT
- AS IT COMES.
- THAT'S THE PLAN.
- AND IT'S A GOOD ONE.
- YOU DIDN'T PARALYZE HIM?
- THE VESSEL WAS CONNECTED TO,
- THE, UH, TUMOR. WE'RE OKAY.
- NICE WORK, DEREK.
- THANKS.
- DR. SHEPHERD?
- TAKE OFF MY MASK.
- WHAT?
- TAKE OFF MY MASK.
- TAKE OFF MY MASK!
- because it makes you a better doctor.
- You're not supposed to be talking.
- O'Leary and I were just marvelling at the fact that you haven't killed me yet.
- Well, there's always tomorrow.
- Check his post-op echo, make sure there's no residual prolapse.
- Yes, sir.
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: [after he comes out of the bathroom] There's no reason to be ashamed. It's normal, healthy even.
Dr. George O'Malley: I am not ashamed. 'Cause I wasn't doing anything. I don't have to. I have a girlfriend.
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: An imaginary girlfriend?
Dr. George O'Malley: An actual girlfriend.
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: You know what? It's no big deal, you don't have to lie. I get it. You have needs.
[Meredith opens the door Izzie was leaning against]
Dr. Meredith Grey: What is going on out here?
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens,11164: Nothing.
[George walks away]
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: He's freaked out because I caught him playing with little Jimmy and the twins.
Dr. George O'Malley: I have a girlfriend.
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: Ok.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: [appearing from Meredith's bedroom] It sounds like fun out here.
[laughs] YOU'RE TRYING
- TO COMFORT ME?
- NO. I'M TRYING TO CONVINCE YOU
- TO LET DR. BURKE OPERATE.
- SO THAT HE CAN DIE TODAY?
- HE MIGHT DIE TODAY ANYWAY,
- BUT DR. BURKE
- IS THE VERY BEST,
- AND HE'S
- YOUR VERY BEST CHANCE.
Dr. Meredith Grey: If I hadn't taken the Hippocratic Oath, I would Kevorkian her with my bare hands.
- YOU DIDN'T ASK.
- YOU DIDN'T HANG AROUND
- TO TALK.
- I AM YOUR HUSBAND,
- AND YOU DIDN'T GIVE ME
- THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT.
- SO YOU KNOW WHAT?
- I CAN'T FORGIVE YOU EITHER.
- I will remind you who I am every day.
- To take care when old, senile, smelly.
- This... is forever.
- Sign.
- This is our wedding? A post-it? mm-hm.
- Well, if you sign it.
Dr. Meredith Grey: We're all susceptible to it. The dread and anxiety of not knowing what's coming. It's pointless in the end. Because all the worrying, and all the making of plans for the things that could happen it only makes things worse. So, walk your dog, or take a nap. Just, whatever you do, stop worrying. Because the only cure for paranoia is to be here. Just the way you are.
- But you can never tell anyone ever.
- Hey. [Grunts]
- I'm sorry we lost him, the patient. I'm sorry.
- I don't need you to be sorry.
- Ok.
- I don't need you to be sorry.
- I don't need you. I don't need you. ok. All right. All right.
Dr. Meredith Grey: You think I want to be here? I swam. I fought. Hard. The water was cold.
Denny: Alright, but that thing in the tub. What was that?
Dr. Meredith Grey: It wasn't anything! It was... You see me in the tub?
Denny: I do *not* see women in the bathtub. I *wish* I saw wo - We know things.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Did you just say something? Did you just speak? Oh, Meredith... okay, Mer, I can't understand you. Just try... try again, try again for me, okay?
[Meredith murmurs incoherently]
Dr. Cristina Yang: What? I can't... come on, please... please don't be...
[firmly]
Dr. Cristina Yang: Your brain works, okay? So all you need to do is form a word. *Please*.
Dr. Meredith Grey: [long pause] Ouch.
[Meredith very slowly opens her eyes and tries to focus on Cristina]
Dr. Cristina Yang: [half-laughing, half-crying] Oh... hi! I'm getting married to Burke! Not that that should be anywhere on your list of thoughts right now, but just in case you slip it in the hall later... you are the one person I wanted to tell.
[crying]
Dr. Cristina Yang: Thank you for not dying.
- I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS.
- I DON'T WANT TO STAY HERE.
- ALLISON, HONEY,
- STAY IN THE BED.
- ALLISON, STAY IN THE BED.
- I DON'T--I DON'T--I DON'T
- WANT THEM TO TOUCH MY SON!
- I UNDERSTAND, BUT--
- I DON'T WANT THIS! NO,
- WE ARE TAKING CARE OF OUR SON!
- ♪ I KEEP A CLOSE WATCH
- ON THIS HEART OF MINE ♪
- I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE.
- DON'T LET THEM
- TOUCH OUR SON!
- ♪ I KEEP THE ENDS OUT
- FOR THE TIE THAT BINDS ♪
- ALL RIGHT, BUT--
- PLEASE! JUST TAKE ME HOME!
Dr. George O'Malley: [Following Izzie up a staircase] Izzie, would you, wait?
Dr. Isobel 'Izzie' Stevens: I say I like the guy, and you can't stop hating him.
Dr. George O'Malley: Izzie...
[Still following her through the hospital]
Dr. Isobel 'Izzie' Stevens: Then as soon as he screws me over, you're his new best friend.
Dr. George O'Malley: Izzie. He failed his boards. This is important.
Dr. Isobel 'Izzie' Stevens: He cheated on me!
[George & Izzie run into Meredith]
Dr. Meredith Grey: Busted?
Dr. George O'Malley: Yeah, busted.
Dr. Meredith Grey: His exam is tomorrow.
Dr. Isobel 'Izzie' Stevens: You're in on this too? He cheated on me! God!
Dr. Cristina Yang: [Carrying a small Christmas tree out of a patient's room] Told you she'd find out.
Dr. Isobel 'Izzie' Stevens: Oh, of course you're in on it.
Dr. George O'Malley: She let him touch her boobs!
[Cristina hits George with the tree]
Dr. Isobel 'Izzie' Stevens: He cheated on me with George's skanky syph nurse!
Dr. George O'Malley: That is just plain rude!
Dr. Miranda Bailey: [to Richard] We need a Gunther.
Dr. Richard Webber: Dr. Bailey, it's the first day of fifth year, I...
Dr. Miranda Bailey: And they're at each others throats. We need a Gunther.
Dr. Richard Webber: I've got more pressing problems. I'm trying to find a new spot for Meredith Grey. You know, I heard they have good research fellowships at Mass Gen. I thought a recommendation from you would...
Dr. Miranda Bailey: You want me to write a recommendation for Meredith Grey?
Dr. Richard Webber: By the end of the day would be fine.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: To whom it may concern, Meredith Grey is an excellent example of the kind of resident you absolutley should not hire. She underminds ground-breaking clinical trials, she has absolutely no respect for rules, authority or as it turns out the oath that she took when she became a doctor. She will most likely tarnish the reputation of you, your doctors and your hospital. Sincerely, Dr. Miranda Bailey. Meredith Grey is the reason that we need a Gunther.
[woman] CHARGING.
- CLEAR.
- STILL NOTHING.
- DAMN IT.
- UH... CHARGE TO 200 AGAIN.
- CLEAR.
- what will you have?
- I was a god.
- In this or. Holding a scalpel.
- I was a god.
- And now...
- What will you have?
Dr. Meredith Grey: [Walking towards Derek] You could walk, too, you know!
Dr. Derek Shepherd: Wouldn't make a difference!
Dr. Meredith Grey: Why not?
Dr. Derek Shepherd: Because the sand isn't real, Meredith!
Dr. Meredith Grey: [Runs towards Derek and faceplants in the sand while Derek laughs] You said it wasn't real! Ugh, I hate you!
Dr. Derek Shepherd: You love me. God knows I love you. I'll be right here when you're ready.
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: You have been treating these people for the last week, how can you not know their names?
Dr. Alex Karev: Surgery is the only speciality where we don't waste time getting to know the patients. They're slabs of meat, we're butchers.
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: They're human beings. You do know what a human being is don't you Evil Spawn?
Dr. Alex Karev: I'm not evil. Unless evil turns you on.
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: Did you ever wake up in the morning and realize that nobody likes you, and... well, I don't know, care?
Dr. Alex Karev: Oh, oh, I think somebody likes me.
- I needed to come back to see that it was right to leave.
- You need to fill my position.
- I was Gandhi, dr Montgomery.
- I was so freaking Gandhi,
- I kicked Gandhi's ass.
- It's an la. Thing.
- YOU CAN'T FEEL THEM.
- BUT...
- YOU MUST DO EVERYTHING
- IN YOUR POWER...
- TO CONTAIN THEM.
- BECAUSE WHEN THE MONSTERS
- WAKE UP...
- THEY'RE OUT OF CONTROL.
- ON A POST-IT.
- I GOT MARRIED ON A POST-IT.
- I DID. I DID.
- YOU KNOW, YOU GUYS
- GOT MARRIED FOR REAL?
- I KNOW!
- AND I GOT CANCER.
- WHAT?
- DUDE, O-O'MALLEY
- GOT HIT BY A BUS.
[Izzie] OH, MY GOD.
- OKAY, GRAFT, PLEASE.
- HERE YOU GO, DOCTOR.
- PERFECT.
- THIS LOOKS...
- PERFECT. [chuckles]
- IT'S ARIZONA.
- THERE'S A PROBLEM.
- IT'S NOT JUST THE TWO OF US
- ANYMORE.
- WE HAVE A DAUGHTER.
- SHE NEEDS
- THESE SIX MONTHS WITH YOU.
- I MEAN, YOU'RE HER MOM.
- PLEASE, MARY.
- DON'T DO THIS.
- Yeah. My interview didn't go as well as I had hoped.
- I would like your support with the board.
- You know my credentials.
- You know I'm ready.
- I only have one vote.
- It's a strong vote.
- I'm not feeling well.
- What's wrong with that girl?
- Placenta looks good.
- You ok to close, dr Bailey?
- Yep.
- Membrane's intact.
- Oh, no. She's haemorrhaging.
- This blood is moving a little too fast.
- I need another set of hands here!
[Addison] Her uterus isn't contracting.
- Damn it.
Dr. Meredith Grey: You know what I was thinking before you guys came in here?
[sighs]
Dr. Meredith Grey: I was thinking that I wish my mother were here to see my kids. I was wondering if she'd make a good grandmother, but you know what that is? It's delusional thinking because my mother would make a horrible grandmother because she was a horrible mother, so... I'm delusional and hormonal. And I can't trust my delusional thoughts.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Bones break. Organs burst. Flesh tears. We can sew the flesh, repair the damage, ease the pain. But when life breaks down. When we break down. There's no science, no hard and fast rules. We just have to feel our way through, and to a surgeon, there's nothing worse, and there's nothing better.
- MEREDITH...
- YOU KNOW, YOU COULD AT LEAST
- ACKNOWLEDGE I EXIST.
- HELLO, DR. GREY.
- HELLO.
- ARE YOU READY TO GO?
- I WAS ON MY WAY.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Owen! Thank God. Derek has been shot, no one was down here, we didn't know what to do. Cristina's in there. She told me not to look, but she might need help.
Dr. Owen Hunt: Uh, she seems to be doing okay, but I'll just head in there and see what I can do.
[walks to the OR doors]
Dr. Meredith Grey: What, you're not scrubbing in?
Dr. Owen Hunt: I'll assess first and then if she needs me, I'll scrub in. Cristina was right. You should stay down there. Okay? Don't move.
Dr. April Kepner: A real surgeon is here. That's a good thing. That means Derek's gonna be okay.
[Owen enters the O.R and Gary Clark is in the room pointing a gun at Cristina]
- If you feel faint, get out.
- Come on, Yang, hurry.
- I packed the wound.
- Dr. Stevens.
- I couldn't get...
- I couldn't wrap it.
- Remove the drape and secure the plastic along the sides.
- It's got to be tight.
- Band uniform. Really?
- Do I look like I'm going to be mocked by you right now?
- No, you don't.
- I'm just going to say one thing.
- In high school, I was a 110 pounds and
- I hadn't yet figured out hair product.
- I had a big afro and had acne.
- And I, too, wore a band uniform.
- CORRECT.
- THEN WE'LL MOVE TO
- DEBRIDEMENT OF THE DEFECT--
- OHH!
- DR. BAILEY,
- THOSE AREN'T BRAXTON HICKS
- CONTRACTION.
- I BELIEVE
- YOU'RE IN PRETERM LABOR.
- Did I...
- Did I fail you, George?
- No.
- No.
- I failed you.
Dr. Cristina Yang: [after finding out about Meredith] It's Meredith?
Dr. Alex Karev: Yeah
Dr. Cristina Yang: Are you sure? Did you see her? Because it could be...
Dr. Alex Karev: [grabs her arm] It's Meredith.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Oh.
[sees Derek crying in hall]
Dr. Cristina Yang: Oh.
Dr. Isobel 'Izzie' Stevens: She will come through this. She *will* come through this.
Dr. George O'Malley: People die.
Dr. Isobel 'Izzie' Stevens: I know people die. People die in front of us every day. But Meredith will survive this. I believe - I - I believe in the good. I believe that it's been a hell of a year, and I believe that in the face of overwhelming evidence to the contrary, we'll all be okay. I believe a lot of things. I believe that - I believe that Denny is always with me. And I believe that if I eat a tub of butter and no one sees me, then calories don't count. And I believe that surgeons who prefer staples over stitches are just lazy.
[to George]
Dr. Isobel 'Izzie' Stevens: And I believe that you are a man who made a terrible mistake marrying Callie. And I believe that because I am your best friend, I can tell you this and we can be okay. I believe that even though you made this mistake, *you* will be okay. I believe we survive, George. I believe that believing we survive is what makes us survive.
Dr. Meredith Grey: [closing voiceover] The fantasy is simple. Pleasure is good and twice as much pleasure is better. That pain is bad and no pain is better, but the reality is different. The reality is that pain is there to tell us something, and there's only so much pleasure we can take without getting a stomach ache. And maybe that's okay. Maybe some fantasies are only supposed to live in our dreams.
- YOU SURE
- YOU WANT TO CHANGE?
- WE COULD GO SOMEWHERE NICE,
- SOMEWHERE WHERE YOU
- COULD LOOK THAT AMAZING.
- ACTUALLY,
- I'M REALLY NOT THAT HUNGRY.
- NO?
- HERE WE GO.
- LOOK AT THAT.
- OH.
- WELL, IT'S IMPRESSIVE.
- I'LL GIVE YOU THAT.
- WELL, I MEAN--I MEAN, A LOT OF
- THAT SWELLING IS FROM THE BIRTH.
- IT WILL GO DOWN.
- HE'S A SLOAN.
- RIGHT.
- HE'S A SLOAN.
- Anyone can fall in love and be blindly happy, but not everyone can pick up a scalpel and save a life.
- I raised you to be an extraordinary human being.
- So imagine my disappointment when I wake up after five years and discover that you're no more than ordinary.
- What happened to you?
- I HAVE SPENT EVERY HOUR
- OF THE LAST THREE DAYS
- TRYING TO SAVE
- EVERY JOB I COULD.
- BUT SOME TOUGH CHOICES
- HAD TO BE MADE.
[sighs] H.R.
- IS SENDING OUT AN E-MAIL
- TO THE FIRST ROUND OF PEOPLE
- TO BE LET GO.
- RICHARD--
- DEREK, I'M TIRED.
- I'M GOING HOME.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: Do you happen to know what time of year neurosurgeons are the busiest Dr. Stevens?
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: There's a time of year?
Dr. Derek Shepherd: There's no hard or fast rule, but brain injuries tend to pile up around the holidays. Like our friend here. Folks fall off their roofs while they string up lights. Or they go skating for the first time in a decade and break their heads open. And every year people drive through blizzards to get to parties where they kiss germ-infected strangers under poisonous mistletoe. And then they get so drunk that they smash their heads through their windshield on their way home. Like I said, there's no hard or fast rule.
- WELL...
- COME ON, O'MALLEY.
- OUT WITH IT.
- OKAY. CAN YOU THINK
- OF ANY REASON,
- ANY REASON AT ALL, REALLY,
- WHY CRISTINA
- WOULD BE KISSING BURKE?
- ♪♪♪
Dr. Craig Thomas: My name will be first.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Saw that comin' a mile away.
Dr. Craig Thomas: You will be the surgeon of your generation. I knew it as soon as I met you. People will try to diminish you, as they did me, and they will fail. I would like it be known in the medical community that I helped train you. Hmm?
[smiles]
Dr. Meredith Grey: At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing, where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, is usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them, the people that are still with you at the end of the day - those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need.
- It's tearing.
[Richard] Damn it. Move.
- I thought you said you've done the stitch.
- I have! A hundred times. on hearts.
- Your forceps were macerating the tissue.
- You were handling the bowel incorrectly.
- Which you would know if you weren't allowed to clock so many hours in cardiothoracics at the expense of your general surgery knowledge.
- YOU STARTED HERE
- AT THE STERNAL NOTCH
- AND WENT SOUTH 6 INCHES.
- OKAY, YOU KNOW WHAT?
- THIS IS STUPID.
- NO, IT ISN'T.
- WHAT'S THE WORST THAT COULD
- HAPPEN, YOU KILL HIM?
- OH, HA HA, FUNNY.
- TAKE THE SCALPEL.
- Dog. Can you say "dog"?
- What's my name? just stick to the cards, Meredith.
- You know my name.
- You can say my name.
- This is what I was afraid of. ok. Who's Alex?
- Iz, you don't have to speak.
- Just nod your head for me if you know who Alex Karev is.
Dr. George O'Malley: [after hearing Meredith talk about McDreamy] I think I'm going to McVomit.
Dr. Meredith Grey: [voiceover] Okay. Anyone who says you can sleep when you die... Tell them to come talk to me after a few months as an intern. Of course it's not just the job that keeps us up all night. I mean if life's so hard already, why do we bring so much trouble on ourselves. What's up with the need to hit the self-destruct button? Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way because without it... I don't know. Maybe we just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying... Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop.
- U.V.A. WANTS
- A BOARD-CERTIFIED SURGEON
- SO THEY PULLED MY OFFER.
- COME ON. MUSIC.
- COME ON.
[woman] SORRY.
- COME ON.
- MUSIC! COME ON!
- YES!
- We never baptised him.
- We kept putting it off, thinking we were going to find time. And now...
- We will find the time.
- When this is over and tuck is fine, you and I are going to find time, and we are going to baptise our baby.
- I'M TELLING YOU,
- HE SQUEEZED MY HAND.
- JUST SH-SHUT IT.
- YOU DON'T GET TO TALK ANYMORE.
- YOU DON'T GET TO TALK
- EVER AGAIN.
- I COULD'VE SWORN
- IT WAS GEORGE.
- I GOT VOICE MAIL.
- HE'S NOT ANSWERING.
- HE HAS A FRECKLE
- ON HIS RIGHT HAND.
- IT'S SHAPED LIKE TEXAS.
- I USED TO TEASE HIM ABOUT IT.
- I'LL CHECK.
- I TOOK A BULLET
- OUT OF YOUR CHEST,
- AND--AND ALL I CAN REMEMBER
- ARE...
- BITS AND PIECES,
- AND THE BITS AND PIECES
- I DO REMEMBER,
- UH, COME BACK
- AT VERY INCONVENIENT TIMES.
- SO, UM, END OF STORY, OKAY?
- IF I DIDN'T HELP HIM.
- THINGS GOT OUT OF CONTROL.
- HE WAS GONNA LEAVE ME.
- HE--HE WAS ALL I HAD.
- I WOULD'VE BEEN ALL ALONE.
- CLEARLY, BEING ALONE
- HAS ITS BENEFITS.
- Poor fool, must suffer from pica.
- Uncontrollable urge to eat any and everything.
- Check it out. It's a buffalo nickel.
- Dr Bailey. I saw you were scrubbed in.
- I thought I'd stop by.
- See what you've got.
- What I've got?
- Two dollars and 37 cents, sir.
- In change.
- What about my pig? she's got it.
- What? you're staying here.
- With a half dozen crash victims into the pit?
- You have four struggling victims here.
- Keep them alive.
- Karev gets to work on people and I have 300 pounds of bacon?
- Live bacon. They better be that way when I get back.
- He's Mark Sloan.
- You don't have a person you talk to about things?
- You are the person
- I talk to about things.
- I like to keep my private life private from everyone, but most definitely from Mark...
- Sloan.
- YOU DON'T HAVE TO THANK ME.
- I'M SURE YOU'LL RETURN
- THE FAVOR ONE DAY.
- I WAS GOING TO SAY
- PLEASE TRY NOT TO KILL ME.
[laughs] I'LL DO MY BEST.
- OKAY.
- ♪♪♪
Dr. April Kepner: [after Meredith is attacked by a patient] Has anyone told the Chief?
Dr. Richard Webber: Okay, do not page her. This is one patient. We can do this one, okay? She has to handle everything else.
Dr. Ben Warren: The guy who did this... he was stable, non-aggressive. He wasn't a threat. I left for like five minutes and this happens.
Dr. Owen Hunt: He was postictal. Hyper-aggression can occur after a seizure.
Dr. Richard Webber: Temporary fugue state. He won't even remember it.
Dr. April Kepner: Where is he now?
Dr. Ben Warren: Restrained and being treated right next door.
- NO, NO, THAT'S OKAY.
- I'M JUST ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE
- WHO BELIEVE YOU CAN HAVE BOTH.
- MAYBE SO.
- BUT YOUR FIRST RESPONSIBILITY'S
- ALWAYS GONNA BE YOUR PATIENT.
- Woman: DR. SHEPHERD
- TO THE E.R., STAT.
- DR. SHEPHERD
- TO THE E.R., STAT.
Dr. April Kepner: [sobbing] There's no way, no way for me to do what I need to do... and what I... I believe that I should do.
Dr. Catherine Avery: Shh, shh, shh. There is a way, sweetheart. There's always a way. Now, here's what we'll do. You will choose a day. Soon. Set it aside and arrange to be induced and you'll give birth to your beautiful little boy. And you'll give him a name and have him baptized right then and there. Then you're gonna get to hold that baby. And you'll pray for him and sing to him. You're gonna look at him. You're gonna look at him and memorize every little detail of his face. And you will do that as long as he lives. You will do that until God takes him. That's how you will do this.
Dr. Jackson Avery: We can do that.
Dr. April Kepner: [sobs] Can you do that for me?
Dr. Catherine Avery: Oh, of course I'll do that for you. I'll do that for you and him and us.
Dr. April Kepner: Okay.
Dr. Jackson Avery: Okay.
Dr. April Kepner: So, I'll just... I'll just hold him until God takes him.
Dr. Catherine Avery: That sounds lovely.
Dr. April Kepner: Maybe God won't take him. Maybe... maybe they'll be a miracle. I'll just pray for a miracle.
Dr. Jackson Avery: Okay.
Dr. Meredith Grey: We live out our lives on the surgical unit. Seven days a week, fourteen hours a day. We're together more than we're apart. After a while, the ways of residency become the ways of life. Number 1: Always keep score. Number 2: Do whatever you can to outsmart the other guy. Number 3: Don't make friends with the enemy. Oh yea, and number 4: Everything... *Everything* is a competition. Whoever said winning wasn't everything never held a scalpel. There's another way to survive this competition. A way that no one ever seems to tell you about. One you have to learn for yourself. Number 5: It's not about the race at all. There are no winners or losers. Victories are counted by the number of lives saved. And once in a while, if you're smart, the life you save could be your own.
- FOR THIS YOUNG WOMAN'S FUTURE,
- AND--AND THESE WOMEN WHO HAVE
- SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR.
- OH, COME ON.
- YOU KNOW I'M RIGHT.
- YOU KNOW THAT SHE DESERVES
- THIS SURGERY.
- AND WE'RE THE BEST TEAM
- TO DO IT.
- There's too much water under the thing or whatever.
- Meredith...
- Please.
- The trick with any kind of wound or disease is to dig down and find the real source of the injury.
- SO I-IF YOU COULD JUST
- PLEASE FORGET WHAT YOU SAW,
- BECAUSE I PROMISE,
- YOU WILL NEVER SEE IT AGAIN,
- AND--AND WE--WE CAN JUST
- GO BACK TO BEING DOCTORS.
- PLEASE.
- THIS DAY SUCKS.
- I HATE THIS DAY.
[sighs] OH, GOD.
- No, don't. don't.
- Just...
- At some point, maybe we accept that the dream has become a nightmare.
- She had the hiccups.
- Oh, god.
- The hiccups.
Dr. Arizona Robbins: [to Meredith] What's going on with the baby?
Dr. Meredith Grey: Oh, nothing. He's fine. They have him in the nursery.
Dr. Arizona Robbins: Oh, oh. I thought... I thought something happened.
Dr. Meredith Grey: No, no. I paged you because I wanted to let you know that Callie and Sofia are going to stay at my place tonight. I think she just needs some space. She needs to cool off and... I know you're not gonna go run over there or anything, but I thought that you would just like to know that she and the baby are...
[Arizona turns and walks out]
Dr. Meredith Grey: Arizona. Arizona?
Dr. Cristina Yang: Is "I told you so" inappropriate?
Dr. Meredith Grey: Shut it.
Dr. George O'Malley: [to Bailey out in the hall] Not to bother you, but...
Dr. Miranda Bailey: What? Alright, one of you better spit out the problem right now.
Dr. Alex Karev: The problem is the colors and - and the balloons and the Under the Sea. No, it's Titanic. Hey, let's go with Tears In Heaven. No, that's too morbid. It should be pink, it should be red, it should be a freakin' rainbow.
Dr. George O'Malley: What he's saying is that we're very very hopeful that you speak teenage girl.
Dr. Meredith Grey: The body is a bundle of possibility. Every time we cut one open, we're faced with a series of decisions. Some choices are made for you, but for the most part, surgery is a choose-your-own adventure. When you're faced with the tough choices, it comes down to you. What can you life with? What can you leave behind? Right or wrong, you have to decide what you're willing to go down fighting for. The choice is yours.
- Izzie, you cut the lvad wire.
- She stuck by you and did Denny's echo.
- You cheated on Izzie with syph nurse, and she helped you study for your boards.
- And, George, when everybody was calling you 007-- she was calling me 007.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: [to Ben] To be clear, it's a six-month suspension from the residency program.
Dr. Ben Warren: I'm suspended from the hospital?
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Yes.
Dr. Ben Warren: How do you... Do you have any idea how far behind I'll fall? I'll never get caught up. What am I supposed to learn from this?
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Do you feel even the slightest remorse?
Dr. Ben Warren: Yes. Yes! How can you ask me that? Of course I do! All I do is play it over again in my mind, trying to figure out how I could change it. Of course I do. But six months... it's... it's not discipline. For a surgeon, that's a death sentence. I might as well drop out now.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: That's all, Dr. Warren.
Dr. Ben Warren: I tried to save her the only way I know how.
- ♪ YOU ARE MY JOY ♪
- ♪ YOU ARE MY JOY ♪
- ♪ YOU ARE MY JOY ♪
- ♪ YOU ARE MY JOY ♪
- ♪ YOU ARE MY JOY ♪
- ♪ YOU ARE MY JOY ♪
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: [standing in the bathroom, outside the shower, where George is, looking for tampons] Tampons, tampons. I reminded you before you went.
Dr. George O'Malley: I forgot when I got there.
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: No.
[she opens the shower door]
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: No, you were so passive-aggressive.
Dr. George O'Malley: Naked! I am naked in the shower!
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: [closes the shower door] Just tampons, George! I really needed tampons. God!
[Meredith enters the bathroom]
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: I'm not riding in the same car as him.
Dr. Meredith Grey: [looks at Izzie, who is standing in her underwear] Unless you're going like that, you're not riding with me either. Where are the tampons?
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: He didn't buy them.
Dr. Meredith Grey: [to George] You didn't buy them?
Dr. George O'Malley: Men don't buy tampons!
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: [opens the shower door again, and George falls over] You know what? You're gonna have to get over the whole man thing, George! We're women! We have vaginas! Get used to it!
Dr. George O'Malley: [she walks out of the bathroom, leaving George lying on the floor of the shower] I am not your sister!
[he slams the shower door]
Dr. Derek Shepherd: Meredith, tell me exactly what you did.
Dr. Meredith Grey: I can't tell you.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: We can still fix this, but I need to know what you did.
Dr. Meredith Grey: If I tell you, it'll make it worse.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: It's worse already. Meredith.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Listen, I-I... I love you and I'm sorry but I can't tell you anything.
- |'|| just...
- Ok.
- Rose! Wait.
- Two, I...
- What?
- I can page you if there's problems.
- I'll stay.
- If you want me to stay, I'll stay.
- No, you should go be with Rose.
- THAT WE HAVE NO CONTROL OVER.
- BUT THIS...
- THIS...
- WE CAN DO.
- OKAY?
- OKAY.
- Screw you. I'll wait at the car.
- I know that was mean, but she's everywhere.
- You say she's not your sister.
- You say you don't want to know her.
- So why the hell do you care so much?
- I don't. I don't.
- I don't care.
Dr. Richard Webber: I want you to be a sponge.
Dr. George O'Malley: A sponge?
Dr. Richard Webber: You report any and everything happening in this hospital to me.
Dr. George O'Malley: I'm an investigative sponge.
- IN WHICH HE IS NOT THE HERO.
- SO AS, UH, AS YOUR HUSBAND...
- I THINK WE CAN DO BETTER.
- GOOD NEWS. NOT ONLY WAS I
- ABLE TO PUSH THE RESERVATION,
- BUT I ALSO GOT US
- A TABLE BY THE WINDOW.
- BLACK TRUFFLE GNOCCHI AWAITS.
- READY?
- READY.
- Know how to reanastomose the coronary arteries back to the aorta?
- I'll let you sew part of it in.
- You'll be in there, might as well get your hands dirty.
- Great. Thanks, dr hahn.
- You're going to hell
- 'cause you're a liar.
- Was it obvious? unfortunately, no.
- RUN AWAY, PIG BOY.
- YOU HAVE A THING
- FOR ALEX?
- NO.
[Cristina] OH.
- I DON'T.
- ARE WE SAVING LIVES
- OR HAVING A TEA PARTY?
- WALK FASTER, PEOPLE.
- RICHARD...
- WHERE WOULD THE NURSERY GO?
- YOU'RE RIGHT, HONEY.
- IT'S TOO SMALL.
- I SAID I'D GET YOU A HOUSE.
- LET'S GO.
- She's still toxic?
- She's on crrt.
- It's a type of dialysis to remove the toxin from the blood.
- You should be able to go in in a few hours.
- AND SOMEONE'S BEAT THE CRAP
- OUT OF HER.
- AND SHE'S GOT NOBODY.
- HER ICP's DOUBLED.
- GET O.R.!
- PREP FOR CRANIOTOMY.
- LET'S HANG A MANNITOL, UH...
- A BLOOD GAS.
- AMANDA.
- YOU HAVE TO GO.
- WE NEED THE ROOM.
- I'M SO SORRY.
[Meredith] I KNOW.
- I'M SORRY. I'M...
- I'M SO SORRY.
- So what time do they let us visitors start visiting in the morning?
- You shouldn't do that.
- I don't mind.
- No, finn.
- Really, you shouldn't do that.
Dr. Callie Torres: [to Cross and Hannah] What the hell are you two doing? This isn't a movie. Dr. Warren is not here for your entertainment. What is this? Concessions?
Dr. Meredith Grey: [closing voiceover] As doctors, we can't undo our mistakes and we rarely forgive ourselves for them, but it's a hazard of the trade. But as human beings, we can always try to do better. To be better. To right a wrong. Even when it feels irreversible. Of course, "I'm sorry" doesn't always cut it. Maybe because we use it so many different ways. As a weapon. As an excuse. But, when we are really sorry, when we use it right. When we mean it. When our actions say what words never can. When we get it right, "I'm sorry" is perfect. When we get it right, "I'm sorry" is redemption.
- I-I-I SHOULDN'T GO, RIGHT?
- NO, I THINK IT'S SWEET
- THAT HE WANTS YOU
- TO GET OUT OF THE LINE
- OF FIRE.
[sighs] THAT'S MY CAB.
- YEAH, I-I SHOULD STAY.
- I THINK YOU SHOULD PROBABLY GET
- OUT WHILE YOU HAVE THE CHANCE.
- I'M OKAY. YOU OKAY?
- YEAH.
- WE MUST HAVE HIT AN I.E.D.
- HOW ARE THE PATIENTS?
- I DON'T KNOW.
- I GOTTA FIND 'EM ALL.
- No. No, no. The... not my husband.
- The guy that... anyways, I'm just...
- I wanted to see him operate.
- Oh, dr Sloan. Oh, I get it.
- No, no. I'm notjudging.
- I mean, he's kind of insanely hot.
- Well, he is.
- But I'm not with him.
- I'm with... him.
- Do you know him?
- No. No, I don't know him at all.
- I'VE NEVER HAD A CODE BLACK.
- DR. SHEPHERD?
- JUST--JUST GO BACK
- TO YOUR LOCKER ROOM
- AND WAIT FOR YOUR RESIDENT
- TO GIVE YOU INSTRUCTIONS.
- WE DON'T HAVE A RESIDENT.
- WHAT'S GOING ON?
- IS IT SOMETHING BAD?
- YEAH, IT'S SOMETHING BAD.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Where is Christina? Where are all of the suck ups?
Dr. Preston Burke: Excuse me?
Dr. Miranda Bailey: My interns. *My* ass-kissing, surgery hungry, competetive suck ups? Where are they? Why aren't they here fetching you ice chips and morphine? Why aren't they here sucking up?
[Burke avoids her eyes and doesn't respond]
Dr. Miranda Bailey: You know something.
Dr. Preston Burke: I'm a patient.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Preston. Xavier. Burke. What have you done with my suck ups?
- Get these back to the chief's office right now.
- I tried to stop reading, but I couldn't.
- I have photographic memory, which is how I got through Harvard med.
- I read all files. Information is burned into my brain. I read yours.
- No, I don't wanna know.
- You failed the intern exam by one point. One point.
Dr. Teddy Altman: [several drinks later] You know, I write online profiles, and I check the boxes that say I like hiking and dogs...
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Is there a box for fistulas? 'Cause that's what I want. A guy that can talk fistulas.
[Doctors Altman, Sloan and Torres look bewildered]
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Find a man that's interested in fistulas and pancreas... essss and you'll find a man that's not internet dating.
- BLUE.
- BLUE IT IS, THEN.
- LET'S PREP
- THE BLUE CASTING MATERIAL,
- PLEASE.
- ALL RIGHT, I'M GONNA TAKE
- THIS MASK, NATHAN,
- AND I'M GONNA LOWER IT...
- YEAH, BOOK AN O.R.
- LET'S GET HIM UP THERE.
- KAREV,
- WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED?
- WHO DID THIS?
- MAKE SURE HE DOESN'T DIE.
- YOU CAN'T LET HIM DIE,
- OKAY?
- Why'd you do that?
- To remind you...
- That you're not dried up.
- If you need me to remind you again...
- Let me know.
- Okay.
Dr. April Kepner: Move or I will run you down
- MY SON--MATTHEW.
- OH, I-IS HE IN SURGERY, TOO?
- YES.
- WILL HE BE OKAY?
- YES, HE WILL.
- SARAH'S OUT OF SURGERY.
- YOU CAN COME SEE HER NOW.
- DR. SHEPHERD?
- YES.
- YES.
- LABS CONFIRM WHAT LOOK LIKE
- ABNORMALITIES ON THE ULTRASOUND.
- I THINK YOU SHOULD COME
- AND SEE FOR YOURSELF.
- FINE. LET'S GO.
- MEREDITH.
- MEREDITH.
- DON'T.
- WE SAW 26 PATIENTS.
[Richard] 26 VICTIMS...
- AND WE HAD NO CASUALTIES.
- NO ONE DIED TODAY.
- SO WHEN DID YOU
- LAST EJACULATE?
- I'M NOT SURE.
- MEREDITH?
- OH, I'M...
- I'M GONNA GO WITH DR. BAILEY.
- MEREDITH, WHAT TIME
- DID WE, UH...
- YOU KNOW.
- YES, MEREDITH,
- WHAT TIME DID YOU TWO...
- So did you decide what to do about your roommates?
- I'm so sorry, shelley.
- Come on.
- So how good is the hot boyfriend in bed?
- SORRY, NICK.
- I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU GUYS.
- I ALMOST DIED JUMPING OUT
- OF A DAMN HELICOPTER...
- WHEN I REALLY WANTED TO GO
- WINE TASTING IN NAPA.
- NAPA.
- NAPA!
- WE'RE GETTING
- AT LEAST A DOZEN MORE.
- CRAP.
- AND WE'RE OUT OF O.R.s.
- WHAT?
- WE'RE OUT OF O.R.s,
- WE'RE OUT OF SPACE,
- AND ALL THE OTHER HOSPITALS
- ARE AT CAPACITY.
- IF ANY--ANY OF THEM
- NEED SURGERY, WE'RE...
- WE'RE SCREWED.
Dan: Now he's just lying.
- I'm lying? I'm lying?!
- Try to stay still. no sign of head trauma.
- Check out the other guy.
- I got it from here. Let's go.
- I need to look at his injuries. when we're inside.
- Drunk! liar!
- Pathetic. ass.
Dr. Cristina Yang: I need a drink, a man, or a massage... or a drunken massage from a man.
- BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW ENOUGH
- TO KNOW HOW LONG
- DENNY WILL HAVE ONCE I START.
- START?
- What did you do, Izzie?
- WHAT DID YOU DO?
- I'm going to hang up now.
- Just hurry.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: I'm well aware of Richard's recovery time. I'm the one who operated on him, remember?
Dr. Preston Burke: I do, you operated, he survived, and chose me to take over while recruiting your wife.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: Clearly he has brain damage.
- I'm gonna go into the bathroom, and if I find myself alone in there after two minutes,
- I'll just touch up my makeup and come back out.
- But should you have any interest in fulfilling the wish of a potentially dying woman, you know where I'll be.
- AND A STRANGER IS VELCROING
- A FLAK JACKET TO YOUR BOOBS.
- OKAY, OKAY.
- YOU'VE GOT A SENSE
- OF IRONY.
- ONLY WHEN THINGS
- ARE REALLY IRONIC.
- I HAD A FEELING.
Dylan: WHAT'S THAT?
- NOTHING.
- WAIT? NO, NO.
- I'M NOT WAITING ANY LONGER.
- YOU TELL HER...
- TELL HER...HELL.
- TELL HER SHE'LL SURVIVE
- WITHOUT ME. [laughing]
- WAS THAT A...
- DID SHE JUST HAVE A...
- ORGASM.
- KAREV!
- LOOK, DUDE,
- SHE'S NOT MY GIRLFRIEND.
- SO WHATEVER BUSINESS
- YOU TWO HAVE TO WORK OUT--
- I'LL STOP.
- THE YELLING, THE THROWING YOU
- OUT OF O.R.s, IT'S OVER.
[exhales] HEY.
- HEY.
- GET YOUR BATTLE RATTLE.
- IT'S TIME TO GO TO WORK.
- OWEN, COME ON.
- YOU KNOW, I'VE GOT
- THREE SPECIALISTS ON THEIR WAY
- IN HERE TO LOOK AT A TUMOR,
- SO I NEED THIS ROOM.
- DR. STARK--
- AND YOU'VE GOT
- A SURGERY TO PERFORM,
- ASSUMING THE PATIENT'S AIRWAY
- IS NOT ALREADY CLOSED.
- IF IT HAS, WELL,
- HE'S PROBABLY DEAD, AND THEN,
- WELL, YEAH, NOBODY HAS TO
- CALL ANYBODY, RIGHT?
- There's more I have to say...
- So much more.
- But...
- I've disappeared.
- What?
- I... I don't even know you.
- WOULD IT BE REALLY,
- REALLY BAD IF I JUST--
- YOU KNOW, 'CAUSE OF
- THE WHOLE EMBOLUS THING
- AND YOU IN GENERAL--
- COULD I JUST...
- UH, NO. I'M INVOLVED.
- I'M INVOLVED.
- TIME TO MEET YOUR MOMMY.
- YOU CAGERS
- WOULDN'T LET ME SEE STUART,
- AND NOW MY GUYS FIND OUT
- HE HAD TO HAVE SURGERY?
- I NEED TO SEE HIM NOW!
- HE IS ONE OF US
- AND HE'S HURT
- AND HE MIGHT FREAKIN' DIE,
- AND I NEED TO SEE HIM!
- And it was horrible. It was horrible.
- It's ok.
- It's ok.
- She's in the car and she won't stop crying.
- Did you propose? no. She went to William's execution.
Denny: ...Moments of heaven on earth.
- BECAUSE THERE'S NOT A LOT
- ANYBODY CAN SAY TO COMFORT ME.
- I'M DOING MY BEST.
- DR. BAILEY IS DOING HER BEST.
- AND I NEED YOU
- TO DO YOUR BEST,
- AND I NEED IT TO BE BETTER
- THAN STANDING HERE
- ASKING ME THE WORLD'S
- STUPIDEST QUESTIONS.
- I DON'T KNOW, O'MALLEY!
- has now multiplied by eight, all clogging the third ventricle.
- There's no way I could surgically navigate through a mess like that without rupturing one.
[Addison] So, what does that mean?
- You're in a room full of doctors, who are all being very quiet right now.
- I'm gonna die. That's what it means.
Dr. Arizona Robbins: [to Callie] Hey, can we talk? Listen, I want a piece of paper that says Sofia is mine. I know that we say we're going to do it, but we never actually do it.
Dr. Callie Torres: Then let's do it.
Dr. Arizona Robbins: 'Cause she's mine, she's my baby, too. I mean, she's yours and she's Mark's, but she's mine, too. I mean, I'm really the only one who can get her to go back to sleep in the middle of the night.
Dr. Callie Torres: I know.
Dr. Arizona Robbins: And she calls me Mama.
[voice starts to break]
Dr. Arizona Robbins: And I know it sounds like she's babbling, but she's saying it to me. I'm... I'm her mama.
Dr. Callie Torres: I know. I know you are. We'll get you that piece of paper, okay? I promise.
[Arizona and Callie hug each other]
Mr. Duff: Hello! They're not seizures, they're visions. I'm psychic.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Of course you are. And I'm a chicken.
- WHY?
- LIKE I SAID, I'M A SURGEON.
- I SAVE LIVES.
- THIS ENDS ONE.
- I KNOW YOU TRIED,
- SO NO HARD FEELINGS, OKAY?
- I WAS JUST...
- YOU WERE SAYING GOODBYE.
- Nothing. I'm gonna be late.
- Hey.
- I'm late for Sloan's meeting.
- Yeah, so am I.
- Also, I'm not speaking to you.
- ARE YOU UP ON MY PATIENTS?
- UH--
- KAREV?
- KAREV, CAN YOU FOCUS?
- YEAH. SORRY.
- OH, THAT'S THE E.R.
- LET'S GO.
- HAPPY SCRUBBING.
- The sex, with a new guy.
- Rose, it's ok.
- It's like I said last night,
- I respect that.
- No, not the thing I wanted to say.
- The thing I wanted to say is...
- I'm worth the wait.
- He was gone before he hit the deck.
- His wife's on the way.
- She'll probably want to speak to you, the wife. Hear something reassuring.
- He'll be missed. Honoured colleague.
- Decades of service.
- Sir, you in there?
- I want what's best for my guy, okay? No offense. don't worry. Dr. Burke's really good at doing this.
- Well, you are, right?
- Right.
- There's still a little bleeding there.
- Hold on, Walter.
- I'm mad that you didn't tell me you're sleeping with Sloan. I'm mad at you.
- Instead of telling me and admitting that you're one of those girls who goes all poofy when she gets a boyfriend, you disappear.
- With your "thing."
- Mark Sloan.
- I don't make friends easily.
- Thank you. Congratulations on...
[Meredith] You seem well.
- Good luck.
- THOUGH TO BE CLEAR,
- WHEN I SAID YOU SHOULD
- VISIT LESS FREQUENTLY,
- I CERTAINLY DIDN'T MEAN FOR YOU
- TO STOP ALTOGETHER.
- WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?
- WHAT DID YOU
- JUST SAY TO ME?!
- DR. WEBBER, THEY NEED YOU
- IN O.R. TWO.
- WHERE YOU GOING?
- I CAN'T JUST...
- I GOTTA DO SOMETHING
- TO HELP.
- THANK YOU
- FOR SAYING THAT
- IT'S GONNA BE OKAY,
- EVEN IF IT IS
- JUST WHAT YOU SAY.
Dr. Alex Karev: What do you guys know about Carson Methodist?
Dr. Cristina Yang: Nothing. I'd like to keep it that way.
Dr. Alex Karev: [sighs] It's in Toledo, or an hour outside, I guess. I interview next week.
Dr. Cristina Yang: [looks to Meredith] Where's Toledo?
Dr. Meredith Grey: Canada.
[woman] OH, MY GOD!
[man] IT FLIPPED RIGHT OVER.
- OH, MY GOD.
[man] OH, MAN.
[woman] WHAT HAPPENED?
[man] I DON'T KNOW.
- I JUST--
[woman] OH, MY GOD. FIRE!
- OH, MY GOD.
[man] THE BUS CAUGHT ON FIRE!
- ARE YOU KIDDING ME?
[man] WELCOME BACK,
- OFFICER THOMPSON.
[Gina] OH, MY GOD.
- HEY, LOOK OUT NOW.
- WATCH OUT.
- OH, MY GOD.
- OH, MY GOD.
- THANK YOU SO MUCH.
- NO.
- YOU HAVE TO MASSAGE
- THE HEART, DOCTOR.
- COME ON.
- COME ON.
- COME ON, PLEASE.
- COME ON, MR. HARPER.
- WE HAVE A PULSE.
Dr. Jackson Avery: [Catherine has just cancelled a surgery and explained why to her son] I... think she's right. Sorry.
Dr. Megan Hunt: Keep everything on ice, keep everybody close okay, I'm gonna fix this, I just need to talk to Caleb.
Dr. Owen Hunt: I'll do it.
Dr. Megan Hunt: No Owen. He's my patient, I don't need you to sweep in and save the day.
Dr. Owen Hunt: Do you have a penis?
Dr. Megan Hunt: [taken aback] I cannot believe this is the one time this can make a difference. Fine, just don't screw up like you screwed up the rest of your life.
- I GOT A BURN VICTIM
- AND HER KID.
- TAKE YOUR PICK. HEY.
- YANG, COME WITH ME.
[woman] OH, WE CAN HELP.
- OH, GREAT. HERE.
- TAKE THESE.
- I HANDED IT OFF.
- TO WHO? WHO DID YOU
- HAND IT TO?
- NEURAL?
- SHE ALREADY CALLED
- FOR A CONSULT.
- A CONSULT?
- YOU CALLED NEURAL FOR A CONSULT?
- HEY, IT'S NOT MY FAULT
- YOU BROKE THE BOY'S PENIS.
- WELL, HELLO,
- EVERYBODY.
- WHAT'S UP?
- NICE DAY.
- LITTLE CHILLY.
- HMM. YEAH.
- IT'S BRISK, THOUGH.
- IT'S NOT COLD.
- RIGHT.
- I SLEPT WITH SOMEONE ELSE.
- SO... [sighs]
- THERE'S NOTHING
- THAT YOU COULD'VE DONE.
- SHE'S NOT LEAVING YOU.
- SHE'S LEAVING ME.
- I'M SORRY.
- HA HA HA HA!
- O'MALLEY,
- YOU THINK TOO MUCH.
- CAN'T YOU SEE IT?
- YOU GOT TO DANCE AND JAB.
- DANCE AND JAB.
- LIKE ME.
- I AM THE ALI OF THIS PLACE.
- A LONG TIME AGO.
- I'M ASKING ABOUT YOU.
- OKAY, LET ME PUT IT
- ANOTHER WAY.
- I WANTED TO--TO TRY AGAIN.
- I WAS GONNA ASK YOU
- IF WE COULD TRY AGAIN,
- AND YOU SAID,
- "I WANT A DIVORCE."
- I had this thing,
- "I was gonna build us a house," but I don't build houses. I'm a surgeon.
- And now I'm here feeling like a lame-ass loser.
- I got a" whole and healed, and you don't show up.
- It's ruined because you took so long.
- And I couldn't even find that bottle of champagne.
Dr. Callie Torres: Oh my god, oh my god, this baby's crack! She's crack baby!
- A BUS CRASHED.
- THIS IS AN EMERGENCY.
- WE ARE USING THE DAMN KEY.
- HERE.
- DR. BAILEY,
- CAN YOU HELP?
- IT'S DR. GREY. SHE'S IN SURGERY,
- AND SHE'S IN BAD SHAPE.
- DR. GREY IS VERY CAPABLE.
- SHE'LL FIGURE IT OUT.
- SHE'S NOT OPERATING.
- SHE'S THE ONE ON THE TABLE.
- SO THE ANEURYSM
- WON'T RUPTURE.
- AND COOL THE BODY?
- TO INDUCE HYPOTHERMIA.
- KEEPS THE TISSUE VIABLE
- UNTIL THE BLOOD IS RESTORED.
- BODY TEMP IS AT 60 DEGREES.
- OKAY, JOE. TIME TO DIE.
Dr. Meredith Grey: [voiceover] In general, people can be categorized in one of two ways. Those who love surprises and those who don't. I... Don't. I've never met a surgeon who enjoys a surprise because as surgeons we like to be in the know. We have to be in the know because when we aren't people die and lawsuits happen. Am I rambling? I think I'm rambling. Okay so my point actually, and I do have one, has nothing to do with surprises or death or lawsuits or even surgeons. My point is this... Whoever said what you don't know can't hurt you was a complete and total moron. Because for most people I know, not knowing is the WORST feeling in the world. Okay fine... Maybe it's the second worst. As surgeons there are so many things we have to know. We have to know we have what it takes. We have to know how to take care of our patients and how to take care of eachother. Eventually we even have to figure out how to take care of ourselves. As surgeons we have to be in the know, but as human beings sometimes it's better to stay in the dark. Because in the dark there may be fear, but there is also hope.
- I'M FRIENDS WITH HER.
- I MEAN KIND OF FRIENDS --
- NOT ACTUALLY FRIENDS,
- EXACTLY,
- BUT WE'RE TIGHT,
- AND WE HANG OUT --
- REALLY, ONLY JUST TODAY.
- DUDE.
- DUDE, STOP TALKING.
- AND THAT'S YOUR FAULT.
- YOU MADE ME LOVE YOU,
- YOU MADE ME LET YOU IN,
- AND THEN YOU FREAKIN' DIE
- IN MY ARMS!
- THAT'S HOW YOU STAY ALIVE.
- WHEN IT HURTS SO MUCH
- YOU CAN'T BREATHE,
- THAT'S HOW YOU SURVIVE...
Dr. Meredith Grey: My college campus has a magic statue... it's a long standing tradition to rub its nose for luck. My freshman roommate really believed in the statue's power and insisted on visiting it to rub its nose before every exam. Studying might of been a better idea. She flunked out sophomore year, but the fact is we all have little superstitious things that we all do. If it's not believing in magic statues, it's avoiding sidewalk cracks, or always putting on our left shoe first. Knock on wood, step on a crack... brake your mother's back. The last thing you want to do is offend the Gods.
- Do you know how much time and effort and energy and-- and--and resources and drugs...
- You cannot give up.
- Turning the pacer up to Max.
- If there was any ounce of activity, the pacer would've picked it up.
- UH, THAT...
- IS THAT MINE?
- UH, UH, DOES THIS MEAN
- THAT I GET MY ROAD NAME?
- WE WERE ALL THINKING
- MAYBE "ROAD RASH."
- GOD.
- THAT'S FREAKIN' HARD-CORE.
[man] ALL RIGHT. GIVE IT UP
- FOR THE LITTLE GUY.
- And right now, kiss me.
- Please just kiss me and close your eyes, because the beach is so distracting.
[chuckles] I'M JUST...
- YOU KNOW, I'M CRAZY.
[chuckles] I KNOW.
- I KNOW YOU ARE.
- BUT YOU'RE ABOUT TO DO
- A ROUX-en-Y.
- I'D SAY YOUR LIFE'S
- PRETTY GOOD RIGHT NOW.
- YOU JUST SAID...
- OH, SHUT UP.
- ♪♪♪
- HI.
- BYE.
- ♪♪♪
Dr. Jackson Avery: I love you, April. I always have. I love everything about you, even the things I don't like, I love. And I want you with me. I love you and I think that you love me too, do you?
- FLATLINE.
- ALL RIGHT.
- WE'VE GOT 45 MINUTES, PEOPLE.
- START THE CLOCK.
Dr. Meredith Grey: We all go through life like bulls in a china shop. A chip here, a crack there. Doing damage to ourselves. To other people. The problem is trying to figure out how to control the damage we have done. Or that's been done to us. Sometimes the damage catches us by surprise. Sometimes we think we can fix the damage. And sometimes the damage is something we can't even see.
- Another one almost lost her life to melanoma, and doesn't know what day it is!
- That's scary!
- What Tucker's facing isn't scary!
- He's just weak!
- A pat on the back isn't gonna help, sir.
- Should I go?
Dr. Cristina Yang: I need you to help me find the leg!... Aren't boyfriends supposed to help in situations like this?
Dr. Preston Burke: When we're on duty, I can't be your boyfriend.
Dr. Cristina Yang: So, when we're on duty, I can have sex with someone else?
- OKAY.
- YOU'RE OKAY.
- WE'RE GONNA GO
- WHEN YOU'RE READY.
- OKAY?
- YEAH. YEAH, YEAH.
- SO YOU TELL ME
- WHEN YOU'RE READY, OKAY?
- OKAY. OKAY.
- We can cleanse jewellery, metals, but fabric, bedding, clothes, books that were owned by the dead, we burn all of it.
- The spirit can cling to any of it.
- Oh, no. Your ghost.
- You still don't have anything of his, do you?
[Owen] Time of death, 19.22.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: An intern was reassigned, so he's mine now. Have him shadow you for the day, show him how I do things.
Dr. Alex Karev: Alex Karev. Nice to meet you.
Dr. Cristina Yang: The pig who called Meredith a nurse. I hate you on principle.
Dr. Alex Karev: And you're the pushy, overbearing, kiss-ass. I hate you, too.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Oh, this should be fun then.
- I... and you don't even see it.
- You don't see anything.
- I am such an idiot...
- And you are a jerk.
- You didn't even think to ask for me?
- Screw you, dr O'Malley.
- POST-OP INFECTION.
- I'M SAYING NO.
- THE RISK IS TOO HIGH.
- THAT'S ALL. THANK YOU VERY MUCH,
- BUT THAT'S IT.
- SO YOU'RE SAYING WE'RE GONNA
- SEND HIM AWAY TO DIE?
- I'M SAYING WE SEND HIM
- TO A BARIATRIC CENTER
- THAT'S PREPARED FOR
- A TYPE OF PATIENT LIKE THIS
- INSTEAD OF US SPENDING
- OUR TIME AND RESOURCES
- CARING FOR SOMEONE WHO OBVIOUSLY
- DOES NOT CARE FOR HIMSELF.
- HE'S GONNA DIE.
- INTUBATE HIM.
- I'LL BE RIGHT BACK.
- WAIT. WHERE ARE YOU GOING?
- TO GET AN INSTRUMENT TRAY.
- YOU GUYS ARE GOING TO HAVE TO
- OPEN UP HIS CHEST.
- ARE YOU SURE ABOUT THAT?
- NO.
Dr. Meredith Grey: When you get sick, starts with on single bacteria. Pretty soon, the intruder duplicates... Becomes two. Then those two become four, and those four become eight. Then, before your body knows it... it's under attack. It's an invasion. The question for a doctor is: once the invaders have landed, once they've taken over your body... How the hell do you get rid of them?
- Lemons.
- My grandfather wasn't lying after all.
Denny: ...Or what's waiting for us when we get there.
- DR. BAILEY SCARES ME.
- I'M NOT GONNA BE THE ONE
- TO TELL HER HER HUSBAND DIED,
- AND THAT'S WHAT WOULD HAPPEN
- IF WE PUT HIS SKULL FLAP ON
- IN THIS CONDITION,
- BOMB OR NO BOMB.
- NOW GET OUT OF MY O.R.
- SUCTION.
- Why?
- Because the energy in here, it's not healing.
- So I need you to hold hands and focus all of your love on this child.
- For a few minutes I want you to try to forgive each other.
- Can you try to do that?
- Your tumour did this.
- He was never there?
- Oh, god.
[Sobs] Oh, god!
- How can he not be real?
- I'm sorry.
- I'M SAD...
- AND I MISS GEORGE.
- SO PLEASE...
- PLEASE... COME INSIDE
- AND HELP ME FEEL BETTER.
- "I MISS GEORGE."
- NICE.
- REAL SEDUCTIVE.
Dr. Izzie Stevens: [closing voiceover] You never know the biggest day of your life is the biggest day. Not until it's happening. You don't recognize the biggest day of your life, until you're right in the middle of it. The day you commit to someone or something. The day you get your heart broken. The day you meet your soul mate. The day you realize there's not enough time because you want to live forever. Those are the biggest days. The perfect days. You know?
- "Be an extraordinary woman," is what she said.
- And so you became a surgeon, just like her.
- Yes.
- Which means you have all the tools to figure this out.
- But I just...
- You need to work this through.
- I promise you, when you do, you're gonna be glad.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: I have good news and bad news. The good news is that Dr. Bailey stopped the bleeding. The bad news is we gave your penis to the cops. Have a nice life.
Patricia: When the time is right and gentleman, you'll all know when that time is, carefully open the condom packet and roll it onto the banana.
- THAT HAS BEEN IN PLACE
- SINCE THIS MERGER...
- YOUR SYSTEM.
[Matt Hires] ♪ I'M BURNED OUT
- AND WASTED ♪
- I'M SAYING YOU SHOULD LOOK AGAIN
- AT WHO'S RESPONSIBLE.
- AND SOMETIMES...
- THE ANSWER WE GET
- JUST CONFIRMS OUR WORST FEARS.
- HEY.
- HEY.
- HEY.
- YOU ALMOST DIED TODAY.
- YEAH.
- I ALMOST DIED TODAY.
- He's already severely compromised.
- We'd waste time, time his brain won't be perfusing.
- It'll take me seconds.
- I've done it before. With Burke.
- I promised this kid he'd live.
- Dr Bailey, take over cpr.
- Yang, I'm right here if you need me.
- JUST LET ME
- JUST TRY THIS FIRST.
- YANG, YANG, YOU HAVE BLOOD
- COMING IN THROUGH THE E.T. TUBE.
- GET OUTTA THERE.
- I CAN CLEAR THE FIELD--
- GET HIS CHEST READY,
- GREY. WE'RE GOING IN.
- OKAY, OKAY,
- I'M PULLING OUT.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: I am not mentally challenged.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: I'm not so sure about that.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: Addison, what are you doing here?
Dr. Addison Shepherd: Your hair is different
Dr. Derek Shepherd: A lot of things are different
Dr. Addison Shepherd: It's longer, I like it, it's very Russell Crowe
Dr. Derek Shepherd: What are you doing here?
Dr. Addison Shepherd: What are you doing here? You just pick up and leave everything, your house, your practice, your friends. You had a life in Manhattan.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: Had
Dr. Addison Shepherd: And now you have a girlfriend in Seattle. She seems... sweet.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: The ice you're on... thin.
Dr. Addison Shepherd: She's young. That whole wide-eyed "ooh, he's a brain surgeon" thing happening, but still sweet. Which is what you were going for, right? The anti-Addison.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: If you came here to win me back, you can forget about it.
Dr. Addison Shepherd: did. I flew all the way across the country to reminisce over wedding photos, get drunk, fall into bed, and make you realize you can't live without me. Relax, Derek, I'm here for work. I'm helming the T.T.T.S. case you guys admitted last week. And after Richard's briefing...
Dr. Derek Shepherd: Richard knew you were coming out here?
Dr. Addison Shepherd: He asked me to come. Didn't he tell you?
Dr. Derek Shepherd: No, he didn't.
Dr. Addison Shepherd: Hmm, well, surprise.The hair though, you know I've always had a thing for Russell Crowe
- QUICK, KILL IT! KILL IT!
- I--IT...
- THANK YOU. THANK YOU.
- OH, THANK YOU.
- OH, THANK YOU.
- OH, THANK YOU.
- OKAY. OKAY. WHEW.
[woman] DR. HINES
- TO LABOR AND DELIVERY.
- DR. HINES, LABOR AND DELIVERY.
- UH, AND I DON'T REMEMBER...
- IS EVERYTHING OKAY, MEREDITH?
- YEAH, IT'S FINE. JUST...
- I WOULD NEVER
- GO TO A HOSPITAL
- THAT PUT ITS DOCTORS
- ON BILLBOARDS,
- FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: Miss Crasnoff...
Bonnie: You're a cute doctor. Cute doctors can call me by my first name.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: Bonnie.
- UH...
- ALL RIGHT. I'M GONNA DO
- A THORACOTOMY.
- OPEN UP A CHEST TRAY.
- KEPNER...
- PREP THE CHEST.
- YOU'RE GONNA CRACK HER CHEST?
- SHE'S NOT A TRAUMA.
- YES, BUT SHE'S DYING.
Dr. Meredith Grey: We should pretend it never happened.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: What never happened? You sleeping with me? Or you throwing me out this morning? Because both are fond memories I'd like to hold on to.
Dr. Meredith Grey: No, there will be no more memories. I'm not the girl in the bar anymore, and you're not the guy. This can't exist. You get that right?
Dr. Derek Shepherd: You took advantage of me, and you wanna forget about it?
Dr. Meredith Grey: I did not -...
Dr. Derek Shepherd: I was drunk, vulnerable, and good-looking, and you took advantage.
Dr. Meredith Grey: I was the one who was drunk, and you are not that good-looking.
- SO I TOLD BAILEY
- TO JUST SEDATE US--
- SEDATE ALL OF US.
- AND WE'LL NEVER KNOW
- IT HAPPENED.
- RIGHT?
- CRISTINA?
- CRISTINA?
- HOLD MY HAND.
- I'M NOT HOLDING YOUR HAND
- BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT DYING.
[whispers] HOLD MY HAND.
- NO. YOU'RE NOT DYING.
- DO YOU HEAR ME?
- YOU DON'T DIE TODAY.
- He's been waiting his whole life for that, huh?
- Yes, he has.
- Thrown off.
- God, it hurts. It hurts.
- Okay.
- I started swimming.
- I needed to go...
- Got a meeting.
- Aah!
- I'm sorry. I'm sorry, sir.
- But try to stay still.
- Oh. Oh.
- We need the or.
- We need the or!
- On a patient?
- Yes, sir. collapsed?
- Your staff wasn't hurt, but the patient's abdomen was open.
- He's stable, as far as I know.
[discussing "Judy Dolls", after they learn that a patient's bowel obstruction was caused after he swallowed the heads of ten Judy Dolls]
Dr. Cristina Yang: My mother used to buy me Judy dolls. Manhattan Judy, Surfer Judy, Disco Judy.
Dr. Meredith Grey: I always wanted one.
Dr. Cristina Yang: I dissected them. Cut off their arms and shaved their heads.
Dr. Alex Karev: Sounds like there's a sick and twisted story behind this.
Dr. Cristina Yang: They're sexist, distorted, devil toys that create unrealistic image-expectations catering to the porn-driven minds of men.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: You swallow a bitter pill this morning, Yang? They're dolls.
- I'M DR. GREY.
- YOU'RE IN THE HOSPITAL.
- CAN YOU TELL US YOUR NAME?
- OKAY, OKAY.
- LET'S GO.
- LET'S GO. OUTTA THE WAY.
- OKAY, I'M GONNA BE RIGHT ON
- THE OTHER SIDE OF THAT GLASS.
- YOU JUST TRY TO STAY CALM.
- AND YOU WOULD'VE
- INTUBATED IMMEDIATELY.
- AND NONE OF THIS
- WOULD'VE EVER HAPPENED.
- NO, THAT'S--IT'S--
- I GOT DISTRACTED.
- I KNOW.
- IT WAS--IT WAS INSANE.
- I KNOW.
- IT WAS A SIMPLE MISTAKE.
- IN THE CIRCUMSTANCES
- YOU WERE UNDER, I KNOW--
- A LITTLE SUCTION?
- COVERING FOR HIS WIFE
- AFTER SHE SHOT HIM.
- HE DID CHEAT ON HER.
- YEAH, AND THAT GUILT'S WORTH
- A BULLET IN THE HEAD?
- RELATIONSHIPS ARE BUILT
- ON SACRIFICE.
- NOT THAT KIND OF SACRIFICE.
- MM, I DON'T KNOW.
- SOMETIMES,
- THE BULLET'S WORTH IT.
- I had a planned date.
- I'd like another chance.
- I want you to give me another chance.
- You've got some problems.
- You've got some big problems.
- Will you go out with me, anyway?
- Trick or treat!
- For ears?
- He's trick or treating for ears?
- Yeah. Could you also persuade some of the surgical nurses to help out?
- They seem to really like you.
- Trick or treat.
- Stop that.
- All right. I'm in.
Dr. Arizona Robbins: Maybe I don't understand people, I don't see things. So maybe I don't get what's wrong with you, or why your so mad, but I do think it's awesome, I think George joining the army is AWESOME.
Dr. Callie Torres: um shut up
Dr. Arizona Robbins: um no, you asked me who I was, I am person who thinks what George is doing is dangerous and terrifying and brave. He's going to serve his country, he's going to risk his life to save the men and women who make it possible so you and I can sleep safely in our beds, I'm a person who thinks that is brave, and I am a person who stood in a air plane hanger and watched them unload my brothers body in a coffin, and all we got was a flag. My brother died because there weren't enough doctors Callie, so for my money George O'Malley is a Patriot, he's a hero and im greatful that he exists. So yea, the world i use is awesome, thats who i am
[Starts to walk away]
Dr. Callie Torres: [Callie grabs her hand] I'm sorry
- YEAH, I GOT THIS.
- OKAY, I HOPE YOU DO.
- WHAT?
- I MEAN, I KNOW YOU DO.
- 23 MINUTES LATE?
- NOT OKAY!
- IS IT TOO LATE TO REQUEST
- A VAN WITHOUT YOU ON IT?
- SECURITY IS ON THIS.
- YOU HAVE BECOME A CRAZY PERSON
- I DO NOT RECOGNIZE.
- I WANT LEXIE BACK.
- CAN I GET LEXIE BACK?
Tom: STAY AWAY FROM ME!
- YOU GET BACK! STOP! GET BACK!
- OH, GOD, THAT'S HIM.
- JUST--
- WHERE'S MY MOTHER?
- WHAT HAVE YOU DONE WITH HER?
- NO!
- ALL RIGHT, SIR.
- JUST CALM DOWN. SIR!
[Addison] I am not back!
- Well, I just had no idea that sunrise yoga would be so intense.
- Told you.
- Dr hahn.
- I have the 3-d ultrasounds and mri's for today's patient.
- You decided who's gonna scrub in?
- I diagnosed the mother when she came in, so...
- Films.
- ♪♪♪
- ♪♪♪
- "SEEMED TO HAVE A LOT GOING ON
- PERSONALLY TODAY."
- THE ONLY ONE OF YOU WHO SEEMED
- TO ACTUALLY TEACH TODAY
- WAS DR. KAREV.
- THE REST OF YOU FAILED...
- BIG-TIME.
- I HATE THAT GUY.
Adele: You've had counseling?
Dr. Derek Shepherd: We've had adultery, that was enough.
- I KNOW. DO YOU WANT
- TO PICK A NEW ONE?
- MARK LOOKS GREAT
- IN A SUIT.
- DEREK HAD THE RING.
- I HAVE IT.
- OH, OKAY.
- OKAY.
- ARE YOU STILL GOOD?
- YEAH.
- OKAY.
- SHE IS GONNA COME DOWN
- THOSE STAIRS, RIGHT?
- BAILEY.
- BAILEY, SERIOUSLY?
- I'M--I'M--I'M STANDING
- RIGHT HERE.
- YOU'RE--YOU'RE NOT REALLY
- GONNA IGNORE ME, ARE YOU?
- BAILEY.
- BAILEY?
- MY GOD, HOW COULD WE
- HAVE LOST BOTH OF THEM
- ALL AT ONCE?
- HE--HE NEEDS...
- SOMEONE TO LOOK AFTER HIM,
- AND I CAN'T.
- I JUST CAN'T.
Lucinda: [to Meredith] Callie drops Sofia off at your place sometimes when she has to work or when she has plans or when she needs a night off. Correct?
Dr. Meredith Grey: A "night off"? Being a mom isn't a job. We don't punch in and punch out. There are no nights off. We are both single parents. That's not a dirty word, but we do need help getting our kids to where they need to be with all of their limbs intact, so we lean on each other. That's not a sign of weakness or bad parenting if that's where you're going with this. It takes a village and we have a village.
Lucinda: Here in Seattle.
Dr. Meredith Grey: What?
Lucinda: The village you just mentioned, the seamless support system these mothers built, this essential network. It's all here in Seattle. Sofia's friends and her school, her teachers. Her home is here in Seattle. That's what Sofia would be leaving.
- WHAT IS IT?!
- NEXT TIME YOU WAKE ME,
- HE BETTER BE
- SO CLOSE TO DEAD,
- THERE'S A TAG ON HIS TOE.
Dr. Meredith Grey: In surgery there is a red line on the floor that marks the point where the hospital goes from being accessible to being off limits to all but a special few. Crossing the line unauthorized is not tolerated. In general, lines are there for a reason, for safety, for security, for clarity. If you choose to cross the line, you pretty much choose to do so at your own risk. So why is it that the bigger the line, the greater the temptation to cross it?
- OKAY.
- OKAY.
- BYE.
- YEAH.
- ♪♪♪
- THANK YOU, GEORGE.
Dr. Charles Percy: I don't hurt anymore. The pain's gone. That's a bad sign, isn't it?
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Yes.
Dr. Charles Percy: Can you do something for me? Can you find Reed? When this is over, can you find her? I always... I always had a crush on her. I don't think she knows.
Mary: She knows. Girls always know.
Dr. Charles Percy: Yeah?
Mary: Yeah.
Dr. Charles Percy: But can you tell her anyway? Can you find her and tell her I loved her. I loved her so much.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Okay.
Dr. Charles Percy: And... you tell her, you tell her I was a catch. You tell her I was a hot hot catch and she missed out on a great guy.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: All right.
Dr. Charles Percy: And you tell her I was brave even if turn coward and start crying and asking for my mom in a minute. You lie to her and tell her I died brave, okay?
Dr. Miranda Bailey: You are very brave, Charles. Okay, I'm the coward. I'm the one that told that man I was a nurse.
Dr. Charles Percy: You're so smart. You were smart, I wish I was that smart. Tell her I loved her, you won't forget?
Dr. Miranda Bailey: I won't forget.
Dr. Charles Percy: I know you don't like me.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: I like you.
Dr. Charles Percy: No, you don't. You were always my favorite doctor. I thought you should know...
[dies from his injuries]
Dr. Catherine Avery: [to Mark] My son tells me I have trouble admitting when I'm wrong, so this is the place where I should say, that was an impressive save.
Dr. Mark Sloan: Of course it was. He's a good kid, probably because you've give him such a complex, but whatever the reason, let him find his own way. He'll do good.
Dr. Catherine Avery: Thank you.
Dr. Mark Sloan: Oh, and don't count out Lexie Grey until you meet her. She's smart, she's beautiful, she's perfect. A guy couldn't do any better.
- IF YOU CAN'T DO IT, THEN--
- OKAY.
- HE DOESN'T HAVE ANY.
- OKAY. WHICH MEANS HE HAS
- POOR COLLATERAL FLOW.
- WE'RE GONNA NEED A SHUNT.
- I CAN PUT IT IN IF SOMEONE WILL
- GET ME A RUMMEL TOURNIQUET.
- THANK YOU.
- Like I'm not there.
- The only time I don't feel like a ghost is when you look at me.
- Because you look at me and you see me. You see me.
- This is me. This... is me.
- Please, Cristina, see me.
- See me.
- you can direct the heart to yourself.
- She is young, she was healthy.
- She would be a perfect match for you, sir.
- Could you just please go away?
- Mr shanley, if you would just...
- Please. Please go away. Please.
- Dr O'Malley will bring you to see your daughter. If you'd like.
Dr. Meredith Grey: [Narrating] We're supposed to forget the past that landed us here, ignore the future complications that might arise and go for the quick fix.
- "MY FUNNY VALENTINE."
- BECAUSE WE'RE GETTING MARRIED
- ON VALENTINE'S DAY.
- HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY,
- BABY.
- I LOVE YOU.
- I LOVE YOU, TOO.
- TELL BAILEY
- TO CANCEL THE PARTY.
- Should I be doing something?
- Can I help you?
- O'MALLEY!
- O'MALLEY!
- 21-GUN SALUTE
- FOR GEORGIE.
- OKAY, THAT'S NOT
- THE BEST IDEA, GUYS.
- I'M SERIOUS.
- OW!
- YOU SHOT DAD IN THE ASS!
- ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?!
- I'm seeing Lexie.
- I'm sleeping with her too, but it's more than that. We're happy.
- I'm happy.
- Ok, that's... maybe I deserved that.
- You know what? I didn't. You have no right to tell me who I can sleep with.
- I just told them what I thought, that doc-- get out.
- W-what?
- Georgie...
- You don't talk like that to anyone.
- Dad... did Dr. Stevens tell you that she's on probation because the last time she was allowed to interact with patients, someone died?
- I still have so much to say.
- Say it now, Connie.
- Don't be so morbid.
- The surgery will work. You'll be fine.
- She should say it all now, just in case.
- She shouldn't have any more regrets.
- You can tell us anything, Connie.
- We're your best friends.
- Yeah, and this girl here, she is a genius.
- Used to help me with my homework.
- Just a few papers, that's all.
- 0h. Oops.
- Dr Bailey?
- I do stitches all the time.
- You might want to take a listen.
- Something wrong with my ticker?
- 0k.
Dr. Alex Karev: [to Izzie] You're having the surgery.
Dr. Izzie Stevens: What?
Dr. Alex Karev: Shepherd said that this is your last shot.
Dr. Izzie Stevens: Look, I under...
Dr. Alex Karev: I am your husband, and I say that you are having the surgery!
Dr. Izzie Stevens: What happened to "this is your decision."?
Dr. Alex Karev: That was when I thought you were gonna make the right one! But you chose wrong, so now you don't get to make this decision on your own because you married me! It's not just your life at stake anymore! It's my life, too. My life with you! So you can tell Swender whatever you want, but I'm telling Shepherd, and I'm telling you that you're having the surgery!
[Owen] ALL RIGHT.
[whispers] OKAY.
- OKAY, HIS PULSE
- IS STRONGER NOW.
- GOOD. DO THE OTHER ONE.
- SPONGE.
- HERE YOU GO.
- THANK YOU.
- I have social capital.
- Or, I don't. Nobody knows me, but they knew my mother.
- So maybe I can make this happen.
- Fine. Make it happen.
- You manage that, I'm all yours.
- These people who knew your mother...
- Do they know you brought her to work in a baggie?
Dr. Preston Burke: [his wedding vows as he tells them to Addison, Izzie and the other women in the OR] Cristina, I could promise to hold you and to cherish you. I could promise to be in sickness and in health. I could say, til death do us part. But I won't. Those vows are for optimistic couples, the ones full of hope. And I do not stand here, on my wedding day, optimistic or full of hope. I am not optimistic, I am not hopeful, I am sure. I am steady. And I know that I am a heart man. I take them apart and I put them back together and I hold them in my hands. I am a heart man. So this I am sure, you are my partner, my lover, my very best friend, my heart, my heart beats for you. And on this day, the day of our wedding, I promise you this: I promise you to lay my heart in the palm of your hands, I promise you me.
- WHAT?
- NOTHING.
- IT'S JUST...
- NOTHING.
[Derek] Ok, remember what I said.
- We have to be in total synch for the virus to have maximum infiltration.
- Ok?
- Ready?
- JUSTIN, BABY,
- I'M RIGHT HERE!
- JUSTIN, I LOVE YOU, BABY!
- PLEASE SHUT HER UP!
- HE'S IN V-FIB.
- CHARGE THE PADDLES TO 100.
- CHARGE.
- CLEAR.
- THOSE LOOK LIKE --
- NAILS.
- Or maybe I will see leaves, but I'll also see flowers.
- I might be a whole forest girl,
- I don't know, but I do know that I want to be with you and... to do that I have to at least tell you the truth, and the truth is I slept with
- Mark Sloan today.
- Twice, actually.
- How's her temp?
- Only up to 81 now.
- Come on, Meredith. don't do this.
Dr. Meredith Grey: All right, details. You're pregnant? What are you gonna do?
Dr. Cristina Yang: Well, you know what happens to pregnant interns. I'm not switching to vagina squad or spending my life popping zits. I'm too talented, surgery's my life.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Which begs the question, who are you sleeping with?
Dr. Cristina Yang: Just a guy.
Dr. Meredith Grey: That's all I get? You can't just bring something like this up and expect me to drop it.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Well, watch me.
- You can go, Jackson. It's ok.
- It's ok, Jackson. You can go.
- We have organs!
- We have organs!
- Get him to or 3 now!
- Starting cpr!
[Arizona] Push .35 of epi.
[Alex] Fifty of bicarb.
Dr. Amelia Shepherd: My husband's sister came back from the dead and my brother didn't, so sleep is not really my thing now.
- Hurts.
- What's going on?
- Betty, you and Vincent were in a car accident.
- Vincent... I'm so sorry.
- He didn't make it.
- No, no, please. No.
- No... he's in the other car, he's gonna be here any minute.
- THREE?
- HAVE YOU SPOKEN TO HUNT?
- NO, NOT YET.
- I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST TWO.
- LOOK, I'LL TAKE CARE
- OF YOUR THIRD PATIENT.
- YOU NEED TO FIND HUNT.
- WHICH INTERN WAS IT?
- IT'S LEAH MURPHY.
- ONE, TWO...
- THREE.
- AVERY, SHE'S ALL YOURS.
- ALL RIGHT, LET'S GET
- A TOX SCREEN, AN E.K.G.,
- A C.B.C., A C.M.P.,
- AND AN X-RAY NOW.
[woman] RIGHT AWAY, DOCTOR.
Dr. Cristina Yang: [to her interns] I have five rules. Memorize them. Rule number one, don't bother sucking up. I already hate you, that's not gonna change.
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: Trauma protocol, phone lists, pagers. The nurses will page you, you answer every page at a run. A run. That's rule number two...
[notices the interns are not following her...]
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: You're supposed to follow me.
Dr. Alex Karev: Your first shift starts now and lasts 36 hours. You're grunts, nobodies, the bottom of the surgical food chain. You run labs, write orders, work every second night until you drop. And you don't complain. You NEVER complain.
Dr. Meredith Grey: On call rooms. Sleep when you can, where you can. You know, but not with anybody. Not attendings, especially not attendings. Sleeping with attendings, not a good idea. Where was I?
Dr. George O'Malley: Er, rule number three. If you're sleeping, do not wake you unless the patient is actually dying.
Dr. Cristina Yang: The dying patient better not be dead when I get there, because not only will you have killed someone, you will have woken me for no good reason. Are we clear? Yes?
Dr. Lexie Grey: [... raising her hand...] That was four rules, you said five.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Rule number five. When I move, you move...
[awkward pause as nobody moves...]
Dr. Cristina Yang: Go!...
[Cristina's interns scramble off...]
- SCALPEL.
- SCALPEL.
- THAT BURKE IS TROUBLE.
- MORE PRESSURE.
- THE HUMAN FLESH IS
- A TOUGH SHELL. DIG IN.
- PICKUPS.
- PICKUPS.
- CLAMP.
- CLAMP.
- Uh... do you want me to come? no, no. Just letting you know.
- Ok. This is my grocery list: It's old.
- Uh, this is new. Um...
- This is my favourite pen, so I want it back. Borrowed.
- All of it's blue, so you're covered.
- Now see, if we were George and Owen, we would hug right now.
- AND IT CAN'T WAIT.
- PLEASE...
- PLEASE BELIEVE THAT
- I WANT TO TALK TO YOU
- AND I'M NOT BLOWING YOU OFF
- BECAUSE I'M A TERRIBLE PERSON
- OR BECAUSE I DON'T CARE
- ABOUT YOU.
- NONE OF THAT IS TRUE.
- You're so good with me.
- What's wrong with you that you can't be this good with someone you have feelings for?
- What happened to you, Alex?
- Maybe I don't remember.
- So what?
Dr. Derek Shepherd: t's not the doctors, Richard. They're all good doctors.
Dr. Richard Webber: I know that. Who do you think this was for? For Jennings, it was about legal, but this was for me. I needed to know who was finally was responsible. At least I was about to do that.
[Derek sighs]
Dr. Richard Webber: Say it, Derek.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: Maybe it's not one doctor. Maybe it's too many doctors who don't know each other and who don't trust each other. When I got to that room, it was chaos, because that's the system now, chaos. That has been the system that has been in place since this merger. Your system. I'm saying you should look again at who's responsible.
- make sure everything's in working order.
- And then surgery... today?
- Yeah. Big day, Donna.
- You excited?
- Excited doesn't begin to cover it.
- You're gonna do great.
- AFTER THREE YEARS OF WAITING,
- SOMEBODY ELSE
- WILL BE GETTING HER KIDNEY.
- AND IF WE DON'T FIND HER
- ANOTHER ONE
- IN THE NEXT THREE DAYS,
- SHE'S GOING TO BE DEAD,
- AND YOU WILL HAVE KILLED HER.
- Ooh! There's a wedding I can get into. we gotta go.
- So I told Izzie she could help with the wedding, keeps her mind off of everything. I'll tell her about the scrubs and no church.
- We have a theme: Simplicity.
- Maybe they can make you a bouquet of scalpels and clamps.
- That would be fun.
- I'd have to run it by Izzie first.
- HMM. DID PEDS CALL US
- FOR A CONSULT?
- ACTUALLY, NO,
- THEY'RE NOT --
- SO YOU WANT ME TO WHAT?
- IF YOU COULD JUST GO UP
- AND LOOK AT HIM.
- NOT WITHOUT
- A PEDS CONSULT.
- I'M A BUSY MAN, GREY,
- AND THERE ARE RULES.
- LOOK, IT'S NOT LIKE
- I'M THE CHIEF OR SOMETHING.
- YOU MIGHT WANT TO
- TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY.
- I'M SORRY, SIR.
- YOU BETTER BE.
- I GOT THE REST
- OF THE LABS BACK.
- THEY DID A CHROMOSOME ANALYSIS
- OF THE TISSUE.
- YOU WON'T BELIEVE THIS.
- BILL HAS AN OVARY?
Dr. Cristina Yang: [to Meredith] Did he talk to you?
Dr. Meredith Grey: No, he won't even look at me.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Ah, you tampered with his clinical trial. He thinks it's kinda unforgivable.
Dr. Meredith Grey: It was for Adele and the Chief...
Dr. Cristina Yang: I... I know you regret that you messed up his trial, but not what you did. I know. You don't have to defend yourself to me. I'm kind of unforgivable myself, remember?
Dr. Meredith Grey: But you're not. Not yet, at least. Have you told him?
Dr. Cristina Yang: I call him, he doesn't pick up. He sees me, he walks away, okay? I'm not gonna yell, "I didn't get the abortion yet" down the hallway.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Well, so are you going to go through with it? Or are we gonna sit there again and not get the abortion?
Dr. Cristina Yang: Tonight. Six o'clock. I'm doing it. Now, I gotta go suck up to Teddy.
- ANYTHING LIKE I'M FEELING
- RIGHT NOW...
- I'M SORRY.
- ♪♪♪
- THAT'S NICE TO HEAR.
- ♪♪♪
- ♪♪♪
- ANDY?
- HE'S GOT SERIOUS PAIN
- IN HIS INGUINAL AREA
- AND DOWN HIS LEGS
- AND IN HIS LOWER BACK.
- HE'S GOT A TEMP OF 101,
- AND HIS MOM SAYS HE'S BEEN
- THROWING UP ALL NIGHT.
- PLEASE DON'T TELL ME THIS
- IS GROWING PAINS, DR. ROBBINS.
- OH, YOU WERE RIGHT, THOUGH.
- BUT I FIXED IT. I JUST GOTTA
- FLIP THE TRANSFER SWITCH.
- OKAY.
- GOOD JOB, FRANK.
- OKAY.
[man] LET'S GO.
Dr. Meredith Grey: I'm still mad at you. And I don't know if I trust you. I wanna trust you but I don't know if I do, so I'm just gonna try. I'm gonna try and trust you because I believe that we can be extraordinary together rather than ordinary apart.
- THAT BY THE TIME YOU REALIZE
- WHAT'S HAPPENING
- AND YOU CALL AN AMBULANCE,
- THE CHANCE OF BRAD GETTING BACK
- TO THE HOSPITAL ALIVE
- IS NEXT TO ZERO.
- YOU THINK HE'S FAKING.
- I GET THAT.
- SO THE ONLY REAL QUESTION IS,
- HOW SURE ARE YOU? HOW SURE?
- AND TELL THEM
- IT'S ELLIS GREY.
- OKAY.
- OH, DR. BURKE, DO YOU WANT
- THE HISTOLOGIC GRADE
- AND STAGING
- OR ANY SPECIFIC STAINS?
- HAVE THEM RUN
- ALL TESTS.
- OKAY.
- ♪♪♪
Dr. Meredith Grey: [to Callie] What's going on?
Dr. Callie Torres: [as she puts Sofia down] My wife's an S-L-U-T. Sofia and I are spending the night at a hotel.
Dr. Cristina Yang: A... and then what?
Dr. Callie Torres: I... I don't know. Okay, I'll be right back.
[walks off]
Dr. Meredith Grey: We're gonna let her stay at a hotel?
- THE PATIENT GETS BETTER.
- THE PATIENT DOESN'T GET PRODDED,
- PROBED, SCOPED
- OR CUT OPEN
- LIKE A THANKSGIVING TURKEY,
- YOU SUPERCILIOUS FOOL!
- DR. BAILEY.
- MY OFFICE.
- NOW.
- I was left in a church. While I was literally wearing a wedding dress.
- George cheated on me, right in front of me. And I missed it.
- Burke sent his mother to say goodbye to me.
- I'm going to be a divorcee!
- Now Erica hahn thinks I'm a fraud.
- I... I'm not feeling very...
- Norman!
- Norman?
Dr. Meredith Grey: We're all damaged it seems. Some of us more than others. We carry the damage with us from childhood. Then, as grown-ups, we give as good as we get. Ultimately, we all do damage. And then... we set about the business of fixing... whatever we can.
- BUT, UH, WE WON'T KNOW
- FOR A WHILE
- EXACTLY WHAT THE SITUATION IS.
- SITUATION? I--BUT I--
- I DON'T UNDERSTAND.
- WHERE'S MY MAMA?
- OH, BUDDY.
- BUDDY. COME HERE.
- I WISH IT WERE DIFFERENT.
- NO, NO--
- I'M SORRY.
- CRISTINA--
- OWEN.
- IT ALREADY HAPPENED.
- I thought...
- What's the point?
- And I let go.
- I stopped fighting. don't tell anybody.
- Okay.
Dr. Meredith Grey: [voiceover] Remember when you were a kid and your biggest worry was like... if you'd get a bike for your birthday or if you'd get to eat cookies for breakfast. Being an adult: TOTALLY overrated. I mean seriously, don't be fooled by the hot shoes and great sex and no parents anywhere telling you what to do. Being an adult is responsibility. Responsibility really does suck. Really, REALLY sucks. Adults have to be places and do things and earn a living and pay the rent. And if you're training to be a surgeon, holding a human heart in your hands... Hello! Talk about responsibility! Kinda makes bikes and cookies look really really good, doesn't it? The scariest part about responsibility... When you skrew up and let it slip right through your fingers. Responsibility. It really does suck. Unfortunately once you get past the age of braces and training bras, responsibility doesn't go away. It can't be avoided. Either someone makes us face it or we suffer the consequences. And still, adulthood has its perks. I mean the shoes, the sex, the no parents anywhere telling you what to do... That's pretty damn good.
- WE DID IT.
- YOU DID IT.
- YOU DID IT ALL.
- OH.
- I'M SORRY.
- I REALLY AM.
Dr. Amelia Shepherd: You've never lost the love of your life. You've never cried over the person you loved most in this world. You don't know how that messes a person up. You've never had to claw your way back from that.
Dr. Meredith Grey: After careful consideration, and many sleepful nights, here is what I have decided, there is no such thing as a grownup. We move on, we move out, we move away from our families and form our own. But the basic insecurities, the basic fears, and all those old wounds just grow up with us and just when we think life and circumstance force us to be an adult your mother says something like that, or worse something like that. We get bigger. We get taller. We get older, but for the most part we're still a bunch of kids running around the playground desperatly trying to fit in.
Dr. Meredith Grey: [opening voiceover] Failure is an inevitability. Still, that shouldn't be a reason not to try. Every scientist was told no, over and over. The ones we remember, the ones who changed our lives, the Curies, the Salks, the Barnards, they're the ones who wouldn't take no for an answer.
- UM, THAT'S WHY YOU COME
- TO A PLACE LIKE THIS, YOU KNOW?
- BECAUSE EVEN IF IT IS A COMMUTE,
- THREE HOURS ON THE ROAD,
- IT'S NOTHING IF--
- IF IT'LL SAVE LILY'S LIFE.
- WE'VE COMPLETED A STENT
- TO TEMPORARILY
- HELP LILY BREATHE,
- AND NOW WE'RE GONNA REMOVE
- PART OF HER TWELFTH RIB.
- And then somewhere along the way,
- I just stopped feeling guilty.
- Yeah...
- I'm gonna tell my husband.
- I think the truth just has to come out, you know?
[woman] MARCIA LOWE,
- RETURN TO ADMITTING.
- PATIENT MARCIA LOWE,
- RETURN TO ADMITTING.
- YOU HEARD.
- YOUR INTERN.
- DAMN THAT GIRL. I...
- COULD JUST GRAB HER
- BY THE HAIR...
- Ooh. Popped back out.
- She's gonna need surgery.
- Whoa! Hey! No.
- I got to get back to my dress.
- Just wrap bandages around it!
- You would rather hold on to a dress with a dislocated shoulder than let me repair it in surgery now?
- I can have surgery anytime.
- I can only win this wedding once.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: [Miranda is giving Derek instructions as they stand outside from the curtained-off Addison] No moving, no peeking, no pulling the curtain. Just stand there and let her talk to you. Understand?
Dr. Derek Shepherd: Is this really necessary?
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Do you understand
[speaks more slowly and repeats her sentence]
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Do... you... understand?
Dr. Derek Shepherd: I'm not mentally challenged.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: I'm not so sure about that. Let her talk.
[exits room]
Dr. Addison Montgomery: Stay where you are. Promise. I'm going to show something. You do not get to laugh. You do not get to gloat... I have poison oak.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: [slides the curtain aside as Addison rolls up her blanket for Derek to see] What?
[He leans forward to look between her legs]
Dr. Derek Shepherd: You do indeed have poison oak.
Dr. Addison Montgomery: So are we even yet? Is this bad enough? Have I repaid my debt to society, Derek?
- I-I HAVE SOMETHING.
- I HAVE PLANS.
- SO...
- OH, YOU KNOW WHAT?
- I JUST... I JUST REMEMBERED,
- I'M SUPPOSED TO MEET UP
- WITH MATTHEW ANYWAY, SO...
- MAYBE ANOTHER TIME?
- YEAH. GOOD NIGHT.
- BUT THE WORLD IS FULL
- OF UNEXPECTED TWISTS AND TURNS.
- AND JUST WHEN YOU THINK
- YOU'VE GOT THE LAY
- OF THE LAND,
- THE GROUND
- UNDERNEATH YOU SHIFTS
- AND KNOCKS YOU OFF YOUR FEET.
- ♪♪♪
Dr. Miranda Bailey: [to Ben] Maybe if you'd stop acting like a child...
Dr. Ben Warren: Oh, now I'm a child. Oh, that's great. That's... That's great. I'm childish. I caused your O.C.D. What... what else you got? Did I cause global warming? Maybe... maybe I killed JFK. That would explain a lot, right?
Dr. Miranda Bailey: You quit surgery! See, this was supposed to be different than my first marriage. I thought you understood what it means to be a surgeon! Until you dropped it! And now, here I am, once again, married to a man who's waiting to see me at the end of the day, waiting to see what I'm gonna do when I'm gonna come home!
Dr. Ben Warren: You think I was happy to walk away from a surgical residency? You think you were, what, a... a convenient excuse to dump it?
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Well, yes.
Dr. Ben Warren: No, I was a damned star! I had found what I'd been looking for for decades, and I... I walked away from it, yes, because I wanted to be here with you! And it was the hardest choice I ever had to make.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: You didn't wanna leave surgery?
Dr. Ben Warren: No! I did not want to leave surgery.
- Now follow it to the end.
- It feels... I think I've got it. good. Now, place your clamp.
- Ok. That's right. Grey, tie it off while Yang holds the clamp in place.
- Stick-tie or ligature suture? whatever works.
- You have to do what feels right to you.
- Ligature suture.
[Denny smiles]
Dr. Meredith Grey: What?
Denny: Izzie...
Dr. Meredith Grey: You can see her?
Denny: No. Sometimes we'll be in the same place at exactly the same time, and I can almost hear her voice. It's like I'm touching her. I like to believe she knows I'm there. That's all you get. That's it. Moments with the people you love. And they'll move on, and you'll want them to move on, but still, Meredith, that is all you get. Moments.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Is this really happening?
Denny: I don't know. This is your afterlife, not mine.
- NO. NO, SNARKY'S GOOD.
- I LIKE SNARKY.
- YOU GET THAT FROM ME.
- ROY? ROY?
- GET THE CRASH CART!
- HE'S--HE'S NOT BREATHING.
- V-FIB! PAGE CARDIO.
- AREN'T YOU THE DOCTOR?
- DO SOMETHING.
- JUST TAKE DEEP BREATHS.
- SO DO YOU GUYS WANNA
- GO REGISTER
- AND THEN GO GET SOME LUNCH?
- OH.
- WH--UH, WHAT JUST HAPPENED?
- STOMACH FLU.
- YANG.
- YANG?
- WHAT? SORRY.
- IS MY SURGERY INTERFERING
- WITH YOUR DAYDREAMING?
- NO.
- SORRY.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Don't look at me like that.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: Like what?
Dr. Meredith Grey: Like you've seen me naked!
- You told her about the ring, sent her to bring me back.
- That's not running a hospital.
- You paged her to try on dresses.
- You paged her today for Thatcher.
- You have history with her.
- You keep saying you're not her father.
- But the way you act, you consider her family.
- For what it's worth.
Dr. George O'Malley: [about Callie and Derek] They are freaking corpses to us!
Dr. Mark Sloan: [to Catherine] Mark Sloan, Plastics. Isn't penile reconstruction the standard approach in cases like these? Why a transplant?
Dr. Catherine Avery: Well, I can answer your question with a question. Do you like your penis?
Dr. Callie Torres: [pretends to cough] Yes.
[Arizona and Teddy laugh]
- AND DO EVERYTHING
- IN BETWEEN WITH.
- I GET A CHOICE NOW.
- I GET TO CHOOSE.
- I CHOOSE YOU, IZZIE STEVENS.
- OKAY...
- IT'S YOUR TURN AGAIN.
- I've got a cabg in an hour.
- Want to get some coffee?
- I'm not cut out for this.
- Coffee? no, this, the touching and the...
- Sex with a girl. I just...
- I can't do it. I thought I could, but...
- But you did do it. I don't understand.
- It wasn't good for you.
- Just eat the muffin, mer.
- Taste the muffin.
- Remember the muffin.
- I like my roommates.
- I like them too.
- That was your life. This is our life, and I'm excited about building our life together.
- Come on. It's gonna be great.
- Mr Marshall, get your kids out of here!
- Is she dying?
- Mr Marshall, your kids!
- Don't let her die, please don't let her die!
- Ok. Jessie, Zoe, this is the scary part, so I need you guys to turn around.
- Come on, just turn around.
- I know what I'm doing.
- I'll tell you when it's over.
- Derek, you don't know that she's...
- No, you do not get to break down.
- You do not get to fall apart, not when there's still a chance, and there still is a chance, Derek. Okay?
- Okay.
- Okay.
- Swing's still here.
- Yes, it, uh, doesn't swing.
- Nobody uses it.
- Ah.
- I put this in there.
- You used to catch your fingers in it.
- Oh.
- YOU CALL THAT "FINE"?
- DUDE, SERIOUSLY, WE'RE THE ONLY
- REASON YOUR KID'S ALIVE.
- OKAY, KAREV--
- IF YOU'D HAD IT YOUR WAY,
- YOU'D HAVE BEEN HOME
- WHEN BRAD'S AORTA RUPTURED,
- AND HE'D BE DEAD RIGHT NOW.
- THINK ABOUT HOW MUCH SCHOOL
- HE'D BE MISSING THEN, HUH?
- KAREV! WE'RE DONE HERE.
- EXCUSE ME.
- FOLLOW ME RIGHT NOW.
- THEY MAKE IT HARD ON PURPOSE.
- ♪ FROM THE MOUNTAIN TO THE AIR ♪
- THERE ARE LIVES IN OUR HANDS.
- ♪ FROM SAMARITAN TO SIN ♪
- ♪ AND IT'S WAITING ON THE END ♪
- THERE COMES A MOMENT WHEN
- IT'S MORE THAN JUST A GAME...
- ARE YOU TAKING ABOUT OLLIE?
- RIGHT. OKAY.
- UH, OLLIE WARNER--
- SHE PRESENTED WITH, UH,
- UPPER G.I. BLEEDING.
- AND SHE HAD A T.I.P.P.S.
- PROCEDURE LAST MONTH
- FOR ESOPHAGEAL VARICES.
Dr. Meredith Grey: We are sooooo going to hell. Burke's sending us straight to hell.
Dr. Cristina Yang: On an express train.
- I'm not supposed to be here.
- Me either.
- How's it going?
- They just started.
- The skin incision is done.
- Let's go.
- LISTEN TO ME.
- THIS THE SURGE TALKING?
- NO, THIS IS YOU.
- THIS IS ALL YOU.
- SO KEEP GOING...
- 'CAUSE I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE.
- I JUST COULDN'T IMAGINE HER
- BEING WITH ANY OTHER PARENT
- OR ANY OTHER FAMILY.
- WE'VE BEEN TRYING SO HARD
- TO START A FAMILY,
- AND--AND SHE NEEDS ONE.
- LET'S ADOPT HER.
- I'M SERIOUS.
- LET'S ADOPT HER.
- YOU GUYS READY?
- LET'S DO THIS.
[Joe Brooks] ♪ WELL, GOD KNOWS
- MY FEET ARE ACHING ♪
[lowered voice] WAKE UP!
[gasps and whispers] WHAT?
- JUST LAY STILL AND RELAX.
- LET US DO EVERYTHING.
- CAN YOU DO THAT?
- Stop. Come with me, you're doing post-op orders on the appy.
- Tell me all about whatever trouble your little friends are into.
- Do you need a leash? Let's go! no.
- What do you mean, no?
- I mean...
- I kind of can't walk.
- Due to the catheter and the epidural.
[Addison] I'M TELLING YOU--
[chuckles] IT'S TRUE.
Dr. Cristina Yang: [to Meredith] Mer, is Owen dead? Dr. Grey, is Owen dead?
Dr. Meredith Grey: He's... he's alive, he's unconscious, but he's alive.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Take Owen to the O.R across the way and take that bullet out and get April to help you.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Cristina...
Dr. Cristina Yang: I can't talk right now. I'm trying to save your guy. Now please go try save mine.
- WHERE'S ETHAN?
- HANG ON. I DON'T KNOW.
- I WENT TO THE RESTROOM.
- WHEN I CAME BACK, HE WAS GONE.
- WHEN?
- I TOLD YOU, HE'S A RUNNER.
- WHEN DID YOU LOSE HIM?
- ABOUT A HALF-HOUR AGO.
- YEAH.
Dr. Richard Webber: [to Derek] Nothing we do can stop death. We can hold it at bay every now and then, but everyone dies and that's not on us.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: I took a pregnant woman in for a simple surgery and I botched it. That is on me. I should feel badly about that and you should feel badly while I was out here, you sent Meredith out here expectation a ring. Why would you do that? Why in God's name would you do that?
Dr. Richard Webber: I was trying to help. She didn't want to come. She wanted to leave you out here alone. I was trying to help, Derek.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: You were trying to help yourself not me, yourself! I hit the ring in the woods... in the woods. You destroyed me!
[gets up and goes inside his trailer slamming the door behind him]
- THE HOSPITAL WAS MY CHURCH...
- MY SCHOOL...
- MY HOME.
- THE HOSPITAL
- WAS MY SAFE PLACE...
- MY SANCTUARY.
- I LOVE IT HERE.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: What do you want Addison?
Dr. Addison Shepherd: I want you to care. I sleep with your best friend and you walk away. He comes here from New York and rubs it in your face, and still you get a good night's sleep. What do I have to do? Oh, I know. Maybe I should sleep with the vet, because that's what it seems to take to send you into a blind rage. But wait, that won't work either because I'm not Meredith Grey!
- WELL, TELL 'EM TO BUMP SOMEONE,
- 'CAUSE WE'RE COME UP
- EITHER WAY.
- I HAVE AN O.R.
- TELL 'EM TO BUMP MINE AND PREP
- IT FOR AN EMERGENCY CARDIO.
- ALL RIGHT. HERE WE GO.
- GOT IT. GO.
- ALL RIGHT. LET'S CLEAR IT.
- LET'S HOLD THAT ELEVATOR!
- NO. HE'S IN THIS HOSPITAL.
- HE'S HAD AN ACCIDENT.
- I'M HIS DOCTOR. HE'S FINE.
- WE'RE TAKING HIM
- INTO SURGERY.
- UM, BUT HE WANTED ME
- TO FIND YOU.
- WELL, YOU JUST TELL
- THAT BASTARD THAT
- HE COULD'VE COME LOOKIN' FOR ME,
- LIKE, TEN YEARS AGO.
Dr. Meredith Grey: I think, maybe I did something... to the heart, when I was holding it. I nodded off a little. Squeezed it.
Dr. George O'Malley: The heart's a tough muscle; it can take a squeeze or two.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: [to Alex, after Meredith rushes Alex] You might want to leave before I let her beat you with her tiny, ineffectual fists.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Joe, do I look friendly to you?
Joe: Aww, you're a tiny little kitten of joy and love.
- 50-YEAR-OLD MALE, PENETRATING
- TRAUMA TO THE CHEST.
- HYPOTENSIVE IN THE FIELD,
- GOTTEN 2 LITERS OF L.R.
- EN ROUTE.
[April] OH!
- BIG HOOK!
- BIG HOOK!
- I'M GOING TO TRY.
- GOTTA SAY,
- DON'T WANT TO BE THE GUY
- THAT KILLS BAILEY'S HUSBAND.
- I DON'T WANT TO BE THE GUY
- THAT KILLS US ALL.
- DR. SHEPHERD.
- DR. BURKE.
Dr. Meredith Grey: We know, he cheated on you! That's why we let you turn the living room into Santa's freaking Village.
Dr. Isobel 'Izzie' Stevens: What?
Dr. Meredith Grey: We're not big on holidays. You know that. We're trying to be supportive because you're having a hard time. But right now, Alex, he's having a harder time.
Dr. Isobel 'Izzie' Stevens: Why does everyone care what kind of time Alex is having?
Dr. Meredith Grey: Because he's dirty Uncle Sal.
[They all look at her strangely]
Dr. Cristina Yang: Sorry?
Dr. George O'Malley: You lost me.
Dr. Meredith Grey: [Thinking they'll catch on...] Dirty Uncle Sal. Who embarrasses everyone at family reunions, and who can't be left alone with the teenage girls, but you invite him to the picnic anyway.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Sorry, what?
Dr. George O'Malley: Still lost.
Dr. Meredith Grey: I have a mother who doesn't recognize me. As far as family goes, this hospital, you guys are it. So, I know you're pissed at Alex, but, maybe you could try to help him anyway. Sort of like the spirit of this holiday you keep shoving down everybody's throats.
[Izzie and Meredith walk off in opposite directions]
Dr. Cristina Yang: [Disdainfully, to George] You...
[Turns away with the tree]
Dr. George O'Malley: What?
Dr. Cristina Yang: "Boob"?
- GOD! AH!
- AAH!
- OH. [whimpers]
- AAH!
- AAH! AAH!
- AH! OH.
- GEORGE, YOU DID GOOD.
- I'M GOING TO HAVE TO DODGE BURKE
- FOR THE REST OF MY CAREER.
- He could kill me and make it look like an accident.
- THE POLICE CALLED.
- THEY'VE IDENTIFIED
- YOUR JOHN DOE.
- HIS WIFE IS ON THE WAY.
Dr. Cristina Yang: [to Justin] So I'm just saying... I think you should decide to live. Live so you can become a doctor, and you can find a way to do heart transplants without someone having to die. Or, live so you can grow up and have kids and... Raise them not to believe in Santa. That would piss your mom off. Just decide to live. Because in your case? Dying really isn't the best revenge.
- Dr. Bailey--
- I just--I just--
- I just need to know why.
- I need you to tell me why you didn't want me in on your surgery.
- I'm afraid
- I just couldn't use you.
- I understand.
- Something I wanted to talk about.
- I had the damn keys.
- I put them in this bag, but I can't remember...
- This whole thing with Yang...
- Erica.
- What?
- I'm saying something here.
- I just... I wanted to say...
- I just wanted to say...
- DR. HUNT, PLEASE.
- NO, HE DID NOT
- GO HOME FOR THE NIGHT.
- THIS IS DR. YANG.
- PAGE HIM.
- NO, I WILL HOLD.
- AND WE CAN CONFRONT IT.
- YOU ARE.
Dr. Meredith Grey: I never should have told you about George.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: No, it's fine. I'm glad I know about him and the vet. You really get around.
Dr. Meredith Grey: What did you just say to me?
Dr. Derek Shepherd: It's unforgiveable.
Dr. Meredith Grey: I don't remember ever asking you to forgive me.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: So was the knitting a phase? Who's next? Alex? 'Cause I here he likes to sleep around. You two have that in common.
Dr. Meredith Grey: You don't get to call me whore. When I met you I thought I had found the person that I was going to spend the rest of my life with. I was done, so all the boys and all the bars and all the obvious daddy issues, who cared? Because I was done. You left me! You chose Addison! I'm all glued back together now. I make no apologies for how I chose to repair what you broke. You don't get to call me a whore.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: This thing with us is finished. It's over
Dr. Meredith Grey: Finally.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: Yeah, it's done.
Dr. Meredith Grey: It is done.
- THIS IS HOW WE SAVE MONEY,
- BY JEOPARDIZING
- OUR PEOPLE'S LIVES?
- WHO ARE VETTING THESE GUYS?
- WHO APPROVED
- SWITCHING TO A COMPANY
- WITHOUT CHECKING
- THEIR DAMN SAFETY RECORDS?
- IS THIS YOUR SIGNATURE,
- DR. HUNT?
- YOU HAD
- AN EXTRAUTERINE PREGNANCY.
- YOUR LEFT FALLOPIAN TUBE
- BURST.
- DR. SHEPHERD...
- SHE DID EVERYTHING
- SHE COULD,
- BUT THERE WAS
- TOO MUCH DAMAGE.
- SHE COULDN'T SAVE THE TUBE.
- DO YOU HAVE SENSATION
- ANYWHERE ELSE?
- SOME FEELING IN MY STOMACH
- AND FEET, I GUESS.
- BLADDER AND BOWELS?
- NOT SO GOOD STILL.
- THE PRESSURE STOCKINGS
- HELP RELIEVE CLOTS?
- THEY DO.
- and has got an off-the-charts pain threshold.
- I'm thinking-- chronic insensitivity to pain, yeah.
- I've seen it in babies.
- It's usually diagnosed young.
- But... if she's been bounced around in the foster care system--
- Dr. Bailey, what the hell is that?
[Dr. Bailey, who is pregnant, is in the OR]
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Do not kick me.
Dr. George O'Malley: Excuse me?
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Are you kicking me under the table, O'Malley?
Dr. George O'Malley: No!
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Then clearly, I wasn't talkin' to you.
[Dr. Bailey groans, steps back from the operating table]
Dr. Miranda Bailey: [Talking to her stomach] You cannot kick me while I'm doing my job.
[Massages a spot on her stomach, Meredith and George just look at her]
Dr. Miranda Bailey: [pauses] Thank you.
[Goes back to the operating table, and resumes the surgery]
- You're crying.
- You're breathing.
Dr. Jo Karev: My ex-husband, he hurt me. Not in the way that you were hurt, but he hit me, he hurt me, for years. And I was so, so terrified. And so convinced that no one would believe me, and I was so, so alone. I never had the chance or the choice to hold him responsible. I can't imagine how you are feeling right now. I can't. But one day, you might feel differently. You might want justice and I want you to have everything you need to do that.
Abby: My husband. He can never know.
Dr. Teddy Altman: He won't have to.
Abby: Do it. Just do the damn kit.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Can you believe we called an entire O.R. team and they came? Amazing.
Dr. Alex Karev: We've got balls. Clamp.
Dr. Meredith Grey: You've got balls. I've got *cojones*.
Dr. Alex Karev: You know those are balls, right?
Dr. Meredith Grey: [closing voiceover] When we're heading towards an outcome that's too horrible to face, that's when we go looking for a second opinion. Sometimes, the answer we get just confirms our worst fears but sometimes, it can shed new light on the problem. Make you see it in a whole new way. After all the opinions have been heard and every point of view has been considered, you finally find what you were after, the truth. But the truth isn't where it ends. That's just where you begin again with a whole new set of questions.
- And now I'm the crazy girl out of fatal attraction who goes around stabbing surgeons.
- Sorry.
- I'm so... I'm sorry.
- There's an opening in paeds.
- I start on their service tomorrow.
- Again. Very sorry about your hand.
Dr. Richard Webber: A man who does not bend to the winds of change is a man that you can be proud of.
- I'm fine. See?
- It's ok. You were asleep.
- It's ok. Ok? It's ok. It's ok.
- I'm sorry. it's ok.
- I know.
[Cristina] It's ok. You were asleep.
- It's ok. Ok? It's ok.
- It's ok. It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
- IF WE DO NOTHING,
- SHE WILL CONTINUE
- TO HAVE THE SEIZURES.
- AND EVENTUALLY, HER BODY
- WILL JUST COMPLETELY SHUT DOWN.
- AND BY THAT TIME,
- SHE WILL HAVE SUFFERED
- SO MUCH BRAIN DAMAGE
- THAT JANELL, THE WOMAN
- THAT YOU LOVE, SHE'LL BE GONE.
- HELL NO.
- I'M LEAVING,
- AND WE'RE GOING TO EUROPE.
- WE'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO SEE IT,
- BUT WE NEVER HAD THE TIME.
- THIS IS THE TIME.
- WE'RE GOING.
- THAT'S IT.
- OHH.
- YOU,
- WHATEVER YOUR NAME IS,
- CAN YOU STOP STALKING ME
- WITH CHAIRS?
- I-I'M STRETCHING,
- WHICH IS NORMAL.
- W-WE ALL NEED
- TO STRETCH SOMETIMES.
- SO CAN YOU JUST GET
- THAT THING AWAY FROM ME?
- OH, YOU'RE OKAY.
[sighs] YOU'RE OKAY.
- THAT IS NOT THE "SHE"
- HE WAS ASKING FOR.
- ♪♪♪
- ♪♪♪
Dr. Izzie Stevens: [to Lexie] What would you say? To Patient X. How would you... How would you break the news?
Dr. Lexie Grey: Um, I would say that I was very sorry, and that there were support groups. Th... I... I don't know. What do you say to somebody whose, whose gonna...
Dr. Izzie Stevens: You say, they have a choice. They can run away and hide from it, or they can face it. You say they need to be around the people who love them, because it's gonna be the toughest fight of their life, and no one should have to do it alone. And then you give them the odds. And even though a 5 percent survival rate is bad, it's really bad. You say... you say...
Dr. Lexie Grey: Screw the odds! People die of the hiccups. My mother died of the hiccups. Survival rate for that is what... 100 percent? The odds are that she should be alive right now. The odds are... The odds mean crap! So people should face it and they should fight. Maybe not those words.
Dr. Izzie Stevens: No. Exactly those words. Thank you, Dr. Grey.
- Oh, there is no team.
- There is no team.
- There is only me, once again, making allowances for your emotional shortcomings.
- Okay, we shouldn't say anymore.
- No...
- We shouldn't.
- What?
- I'm ready.
- Surgical marker.
- I'm going to Mark the incision.
- Can you hold that a little bit closer, please?
- One third the distance from the anterior superior iliac spine to the umbilicus. Ok.
- That's right about...
Dr. Shane Ross: It looks like the spleen is the source of the bleeding.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Okay, so mobilize the spleen, divide it by its ligamentous attachments...
Dr. Shane Ross: I can't. I've never done it.
Dr. Meredith Grey: You can. You've seen me do it. Mobilize, assess the injury, and stop the hemorrhage.
Dr. Shane Ross: Okay. Okay. I need metz and lap pads, please. And follow me with suction.
Dr. Meredith Grey: That's right, Ross. That's it. You've got this. This is your O.R. You don't need my help.
Dr. Shane Ross: Yes, I do.
Dr. Meredith Grey: No, you don't, because I'm gonna lose consciousness in a few seconds and you're gonna be on your own. And you're not gonna freak out. And Shane, if I arrest for more than nine minutes, let me go. Don't revive me. I do not want to be a vegetable. Do you understand me? Shane, I need you to respond. I need to know you understand me. Dr. Ross, your superior... is asking you to respond...
Dr. Shane Ross: Yes, Dr. Grey.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Ross, you can... you can do this. And tell Derek... I know the baby's name. It's...
[passes out]
Dr. Meredith Grey: And the single biggest factor for cultivating resilience? Positive relationships. So find your people and keep them close. Because when you're at your lowest those people get you through.'
- EVERYBODY OUT. LET KAREV
- DO WHAT HE'S DOING IN PRIVATE.
- WHAT IS HE DOING EXACTLY?
- OUT.
- OUT.
- THIS IS RIDICULOUS. YOU'RE
- WASTING ALL THIS TIME DOWN HERE,
- WHEN WE SHOULD BE DEALING WITH
- THE HEART PROBLEM DIRECTLY.
- WE ARE FOLLOWING PROTOCOL.
- CARDIO IS ON ITS WAY,
- AND WE CAN FIND THE SOURCE
- OF THE EMBOLUS THIS WAY.
Dr. Meredith Grey: We're adults. When did that happen? And how do we make it stop?
- BALFOUR RETRACTOR.
Woman at Accident: HERE YOU GO, DOCTOR.
- STERNAL RETRACTOR.
- RETRACTOR.
- HERE YOU GO.
- I'll take the glass piercing the heart.
- Okay.
- Uh, Karev.
- Yes, sir.
- Make sure that Dr. Yang scrubs in with me.
- Everybody gets a surgery but me.
- ARE YOU GONNA KEEP THIS UP
- ALL THREE DAYS?
- BECAUSE IT GOT OLD HOURS AGO.
- OH, GOD.
[Arizona] Mark? Mark?
- Are you there?
- GUESS WHO JUST ROLLED OVER
- FOR THE FIRST TIME.
- TO REALLY BE EFFICIENT...
- YOU HAVE TO ELIMINATE
- WHAT DOESN'T WORK.
[man] ♪ AND, OH,
- WHAT A THRILL IT WAS ♪
- YOU HAVE TO FIGURE OUT
- WHAT'S IMPORTANT...
- Is my wife inside?
- She won't see any of this?
- Nope.
- You'll be where I can look at you?
- I'm right here, where you can look at me.
- SHE'S GOT NO LANDMARKS.
- I WAS HOPING THAT...
- WHAT ARE YOU--
- YOU'RE GOING IN BLIND?
- UH, HIT THE CAROTID.
- HIT THE CAROTID.
[Reed] AND HE KEPT
- SAYING SOMETHING
- ABOUT HITTING HER CAROTID.
- YOU ARE...
- A GOOD MAN.
- YOU KNOW THAT?
- I'M TRYING.
- THANK YOU...
- FOR A LOVELY DAY.
- AND I'VE HAD A GOOD LIFE.
- I FOUND PEOPLE TO LOVE
- WHO LOVED ME BACK.
- YOU SAVE YOUR TEARS
- FOR SOMEONE WHO NEEDS THEM.
- I MEAN IT.
- YOU DID GOOD.
- WE'VE GOT THIS WEEK...
- AND WE'RE GONNA MAKE IT COUNT.
Adele: [to Richard] Out of all the petty, ridiculous, infantile... are you running a hospital here or a playground?
Dr. Richard Webber: Adele, I won't be spoken to in that...
Adele: Hospital or playground, Richard?
Dr. Richard Webber: [sighs] Hospital.
Adele: Well, then start acting like the Chief of a hospital and
[motions to Bailey]
Adele: apologize to that woman right now.
Dr. Richard Webber: [mutters] Sorry.
Adele: You call that an apology? Now you better not leave this room until the two of you have worked this out because if I have to drag myself down here through rush hour traffic again, to police this damn jungle gym...
Dr. Richard Webber: Adele, you've made your point.
[Adele is about to leave and she sees Bailey with a huge smirk on her face]
Adele: [to Bailey] And you wipe that smile off your face, you're no better. Tattling on a man to his wife.
- UH, IT-IT-IT'S OKAY.
- UH, TAKE--TAKE YOUR TIME.
- CAN'T REALLY DO THAT.
- WE'VE ONLY GOT 15 MINUTES
- TOGETHER TODAY.
- THERE WE GO.
- MR. PLANTAIN,
- CAN YOU SPELL THAT
- FOR ME?
[Owen] WHAT DO YOU GOT?
[woman] TRAUMATIC AMPUTATION
- THROUGH THE LEFT DISTAL HUMERUS.
- BLEEDING CONTROLLED THROUGH
- PRESSURE. GOT 10 OF MORPHINE.
- VITAL SIGNS ARE STABLE.
- OKAY, LET'S GET HIM IN TRAUMA 3,
- PUT HIM ON A MONITOR.
- PUSH TWO OF O-NEG.
- GREY, AVERY, YOU'RE WITH ME.
[April] CHIEF SHEPHERD?
Isaac: There is always a way. When things look like there's no way, there is a way. To do the impossible, to survive the unsurvivable... There's always a way.
- Was... was I a match?
- Yes, you were.
- What? It's okay.
- Just think. Which way is she?
- Which way?
- Take your time. Good.
- Okay.
- Use your words.
- Where exactly is Meredith?
- BUT I ONLY HAVE
- ONE BULLET LEFT.
- THEN IT SEEMS,
- YOU HAVE A BIT OF A PROBLEM.
- I DO.
- I DO.
- I HAVE
- ONE HELL OF A PROBLEM.
- YOU SURE
- YOU DON'T WANT A DRINK?
Dr. Cristina Yang: Mine's bigger than yours.
Dr. Alex Karev: Whip it out, I'll measure.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Shut up, Alex.
- We can't reconnect the organs to the vessels?
- Not at this moment. No.
[Meredith] But if we can't reconnect, they won't reperfuse and they'll die.
- Yes, they will.
[Meredith] Too late for a transplant?
- Well, we'd have to find six good organs in about eight hours.
- It's too late for a transplant. and a gold star for grey.
- MOVING SETH NOW WOULD PUT HIM
- AT GREATER RISK
- FOR MORE COMPLICATIONS.
- IF WE'RE HOPING TO AVOID
- ANOTHER SURGERY--
- YOU'RE DAMN RIGHT, WE ARE.
- YOU'RE NOT TOUCHING
- MY SON AGAIN.
- SEE WHAT YOU CAN DO
- TO ARRANGE A TRANSFER.
- ♪♪♪
- ♪♪♪
- ♪♪♪
- ♪♪♪
- YOU DID GOOD.
- ♪♪♪
- OKAY, THEN.
- WILL YOU BE READING VOWS
- OR DO YOU JUST WANT
- A STANDARD CEREMONY?
- OH, CRAP. UH, IT'S WORK. UM,
- I'M JUST GONNA LET IT ROLL.
- STANDARD CEREMONY?
- WELL, MAYBE IF YOU COULD JUST
- SKIP TO THE END.
- SORRY. I'M--I'M JUST--
- I'M REALLY LATE.
- YEAH.
- IT MAKES MY PROBLEMS
- YOUR PROBLEMS.
- I'M AFRAID.
- I DON'T WANT
- TO HURT YOU AGAIN.
- YOU CAN SLEEP
- IN THE BATHTUB.
[laughs] WHAT?
- MMM.
- WHOEVER SAID
- WINNING WASN'T EVERYTHING...
- OOH.
- I'LL TAKE THAT GUY.
- YOU'LL HAVE TO BEAT ME
- TO HIM FIRST.
- ...NEVER HELD A SCALPEL.
- ♪ NOBODY KNOWS
- WHERE THEY MIGHT END UP ♪
- ♪ NOBODY KNOWS ♪
- SO, UH...
- THERE'S ALWAYS SOMETHING
- THAT WE CAN DO.
- SO YOU'RE SAYING...
- THAT IF YOU OPERATE...
- IT'S A DEATH SENTENCE,
- AND IF YOU DON'T OPERATE,
- IT'S A DEATH SENTENCE?
Dr. Meredith Grey: When I first got here, he was one of the worst people I had ever met in my life and now he's one of the best.
- She's toxic.
- Callie, yeah.
- A lot of us feel that way.
- No, the patient's blood is toxic. It's making us sick.
- Has the chief started, uh, marina's operation?
- They were wheeling her up as I came down.
- What's the extension for O.R. one?
- AN OLD FASHIONED.
- WHAT?
- REALLY? AN OLD--
- YOU KNOW WHAT?
- I'LL HAVE TWO. TWO.
- MAKE IT TWO OLD FASHIONEDS.
- THERE YOU GO.
- OLD FASHION.
- UH, UM, WHO TOLD YOU
- ABOUT DR. BAILEY?
- I ASKED AN ORDERLY.
- OH, SHOOT.
- I MEAN, I CAN'T REVEAL
- MY SOURCES. [laughs]
- BUT YOU JUST CONFIRMED IT
- FOR ME,
- SO YOU CAN BE
- MY SECOND SOURCE.
- OH, NO, I DIDN'T.
- THAT'S DR. ROBBINS?
- HEY!
- We've relieved the pressure on his brain, but he's still got a lot of other injuries.
- Hey.
- His eyes are open.
- Hey.
- Hey.
Dr. Addison Montgomery: You must be the group that's been screwing up the program.
- OKAY.
- HE ATE HIS NOVEL.
- UH, I'M SORRY. WHAT?
- I ATE MY NOVEL, OKAY?
- THE WHOLE DAMN THING.
- EVERY LAST PIECE OF THAT
- UNMITIGATED CRAP.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Like I said, disappearances happen. Pain... goes phantom. Blood... stops running. People... people fade away. There's more I have to say. So much more. But... I've disappeared...
- Can you page dr Sloan for me please?
- And also dr Yang?
- I'm gonna go ahead and call this a code blue. Yes. Code blue.
- Can you announce that please?
- Thank you.
- You can put it down.
- Code blue. That means I'm dead, right?
- That's what they call when people go, like, flatline.
- I figure we can use all the help we can get.
- BUT IT JUST
- MAKES ME FEEL ALONE.
- I DON'T WANT TO DIE ALONE.
- OKAY?
- I AM NOT AFRAID OF THIS.
- WHY ARE YOU?
- WHY ARE YOU SO AFRAID
- TO LET ME DIE?
Dr. Amelia Shepherd: [to Owen] This is you and Riggs at the wedding. You invited him.
Dr. Owen Hunt: Okay, what happened to no more meddling?
Dr. Amelia Shepherd: You married a 12-stepper. Get used to it.
- BUT TAKING POINT
- RIGHT NOW IS--
- I AM NOT ASKING YOU
- TO BE IN AN O.R.
- I AM ASKING YOU TO
- SAY SOMETHING, TO PARTICIPATE.
- WE'RE AT A CROSSROADS, YANG,
- A CROSSROADS WHERE YOU EITHER
- GET IN THE GAME...
- OR I TELL RICHARD
- IT'S TIME TO SEND YOU HOME.
- I'LL SEE YA.
- AARON, STOP.
- YOU'RE NOT GOING ANYWHERE.
- I DON'T NEED YOUR CRAP!
- YOU WALK OUT ON US,
- YOU WALK OUT ON YOUR WIFE?
- LIKE FATHER, LIKE SON.
- TAKE THAT BACK.
- GET OFF ME, MAN.
- TAKE IT BACK!
[Meredith] ALEX!
- You planning on killing a woman today?
- What?
- The c-section you should've performed on
- Rebecca bloom this morning?
- At this point, it may be too late for her and the baby.
- Nice work, doc.
- Get an O.R. and an anesthesiologist.
- We're doing a crash c-section.
- we live in a world of worst-case scenarios.
- We cut ourselves off from hoping for the best, because too many times the best doesn't happen.
- But every now and then, something extraordinary occurs.
- AND BYPASS THE BLOOD FLOW
- TRYING TO GET TO THE HEART,
- IT'LL GIVE US TIME
- TO MAKE THE REPAIR.
- YOU DON'T GET TO TALK TO ME
- LIKE THAT IN MY O.R.
- IF YOU CAN'T KEEP
- YOUR PROBLEMS--
- OUR PROBLEMS--OUTSIDE,
- THEN YOU SHOULD GO.
- BONE SAW.
- SOME THINGS YOU JUST
- DON'T GET TO KNOW, NOT FROM ME.
- AND, REALLY, YOU DON'T
- WANNA KNOW.
- YOU HAVE TO TELL ME
- WHERE SHE IS.
- I SAVED YOUR HUSBAND'S LIFE.
- SHE SAVED MY BABY.
- SO BABY TRUMPS HUSBAND?
- MM.
- BABY TRUMPS HUSBAND?
- THERE'S SOMETHING TO BE SAID
- ABOUT A GLASS HALF FULL...
- ABOUT KNOWING
- WHEN TO SAY WHEN.
- ♪♪♪
- I THINK IT'S A FLOATING LINE,
- ♪♪♪
Dr. Cohn: [When the neurosurgeon arrives to operate on Derek] What the hell have you people screwed up now?
Dr. Penelope Blake: Us? You're on call for trauma. What took you so long?
Dr. Cohn: Who the hell are you?
Dr. Penelope Blake: Your response time was supposed to be 20 minutes.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: [thinking to himself] It wouldn't have made a difference.
Dr. Cohn: If you guys had ordered a head C.T, you would have called me sooner. What am I supposed to do about that?
Paul: We needed to control...
Dr. Penelope Blake: He was bleeding into his belly.
Dr. Cohn: He was stable. You had the time. Now I gotta work like hell to save this man, thanks to you.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: [thinking to himself] There's no point.
Dr. Penelope Blake: You were supposed to be here in 20 minutes. Not an hour and a half. We had a chance. He had a freaking chance.
Dr. Cohn: Get out of my O.R.
Dr. Penelope Blake: What?
Dr. Cohn: You heard me. Unless you're gonna be cutting into this man's head, you can get out. Now. Now!
[Penny leaves]
Dr. Cohn: I'm gonna scrub in. Someone pull in a craniotomy tray. We've already wasted enough time.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: [thinking to himself] It's too late. You're too late.
[Derek] ...Till he is under. We can't risk even the slightest movement.
- You cannot move. Do you hear me?
- This is not an option.
- Everything is not gonna be fine if you move.
- It will be the opposite of fine.
- You cannot leave.
- The people you love, they need you.
- Not just the memory that you loved them.
Dr. Mark Sloan: Aw c'mon, you're not even a little bit happy to see me?
Dr. Addison Shepherd: Go home. Whatever you came to do, just drop it and leave.
Dr. Mark Sloan: Hey, we all made mistakes Addison. All three of us. But somehow, somehow, I lost my best friend and the woman I loved.
Dr. Addison Shepherd: Please, don't say that.
Dr. Mark Sloan: He doesn't know how we felt. He doesn't know you stayed with me after he left? How do you expect to work out a marriage if you can't even be honest with him?
Dr. Addison Shepherd: Why are you here?
Dr. Mark Sloan: For one reason. To bring you home. I miss you Addison.
Dr. Addison Shepherd: I'm in love with my husband.
Dr. Mark Sloan: But he's not in love with you. He's in love with that intern. And he's not even trying to hide it. Why would you wanna stick around for that?
- It's the nightmares that always seem to become reality.
- - what happened!?
- A bus in front of him hit a telephone pole.
- He tried to swerve to miss it... how bad is it?
- You are gonna have to be strong.
[Gasps] Derek!
- UNTIL WE FIGURE OUT
- WHAT'S WRONG WITH HIM.
- I CAN'T HAVE THE WHOLE HOSPITAL
- FINDING OUT.
- I'M NOT GOING DOWN
- FOR THIS.
- IT'S NOT MY FAULT
- YOU BROKE THIS GUY'S PENIS.
- BROKE HIS WHAT?
- COME--HEY, HEY.
- DON'T MAKE ME CHASE YOU DOWN.
- I'M GROWIN' A PERSON HERE.
- I GOTTA CHECK
- ON SOME LABS.
- IT'S GONNA BE OKAY.
- I'LL REMOVE THE SAC MEMBRANE
- CONTAINING THE ORGANS.
- MAKE A SMALL INCISION
- IN THE BABY'S ABDOMEN
- AND PUT THEM BACK INSIDE.
- OH, JULIE.
- SHE'S THE QUIET ONE.
- SHE WASN'T READY,
- AND I PUSHED HER.
- YEAH, SHE WASN'T READY
- BECAUSE SHE'S A DUD.
- CRISTINA YANG SAVED MY LIFE.
- SHE SAVED MY LIFE.
- I OWE HER EVERYTHING.
- GET OUT.
- GET THE HELL OUT.
- We're women, Izzie.
- You did this to another woman.
- You took something from me.
- You stole something from me, like a petty little thief.
- You are the one who should be humiliated.
- You are the one who should be ashamed.
- You are the one who should...
- Don't you dare come to me for forgiveness, you traitorous bitch.
[Meredith] I got my hopes up.
- Yeah, me too.
- Dr Shepherd.
- Yes?
- It was a pleasure working with you today.
- Dr grey.
- JUST KEEP EXPLORING.
- UH, JUST A LITTLE MORE
- RETRACTION THERE, PLEASE.
[Alex] WHOA.
- UH--
- WHAT'S HE DOING THERE?
- NOBODY MOVE. GOWN ME.
- I'M GOING IN.
- UM, HOW DID HER BABY GET
- TANGLED UP IN HER INTESTINES?
- No.
- She's still a Jane Doe.
- I'd notice.
- What?
- If you went missing...
- I'd notice.
- JACKSON!
- AVERY, COME BACK HERE!
- EVIE!
- WHY IS HE--
- NO! NO!
[Owen] AVERY, GET BACK HERE!
- APRIL!
- WHAT IS HE DOING?!
- NO, NO, NO!
- IT'S TOO DANGEROUS.
- WHAT'S GOING--
[man] GET BACK!
- AHH, WE'RE SEPARATED.
- SORRY TO INTERRUPT,
- DR. BURKE.
- YOU'RE NEVER INTERRUPTING.
- SHE'S ALWAYS INTERRUPTING.
- I WAS JUST CHECKING TO SEE
- IF DR. BURKE SECURED THE IN--
- INTERN YOU REQUESTED.
- HE DID.
- WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
- I WOULD GO HOME,
- BECAUSE I'M HIS DOCTOR,
- NOT HIS FAMILY.
- YEAH.
- I'M GONNA STAY.
- OKAY. I UNDERSTAND.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: And will someone tell me...
[notices panties on board]
Dr. Miranda Bailey: ... tell me whose GOD DAMN PANTIES, ARE ON THE BULLETIN BOARD! This is a HOSPITAL people! We SAVE LIVES!
- "OH, YES, I'M SO VERY,
- VERY NAUGHTY,"
- BIANCA SAID
- AS SHE, UH, DROPPED
- HER STETHOSCOPE.
- "ME, TOO," SAID CRYSTAL
- AS SHE SNAPPED ON
- HER SURGICAL GLOVE,
- AND THEN THERE WAS MARTA...
- LONG AFTER I'M GONE.
- WE'VE TALKED ABOUT IT.
- IT'S OUR DECISION,
- AND THAT'S OKAY.
- SO, WHY DO YOU NEED
- MY APPROVAL?
- I WANT YOU TO UNDERSTAND.
- WELL, I DON'T.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Stop whining! This is your wedding day. You will go down that aisle and you will get married. If I have to kick your ass every step of the way to get you there, you WILL walk down the aisle, you WILL get married. Do you hear me, Cristina? We need this. We need you to get your happy ending.
Dr. Charles Percy: Wow, should we have left you two alone?
Dr. Callie Torres: What?
Dr. Charles Percy: Getting a little steamy in there!
Dr. Callie Torres: Oh give me a break; I'm in a committed relationship. That was... chit-chat.
Dr. Lexie Grey: Yeah there was steam; it was steamy chit-chat.
Dr. Charles Percy: With hand holding.
Dr. Callie Torres: Yeah physical contact's an important part of establishing a patient's trust. Baily did patient sensitivity this morning; did she teach you nothing?
Dr. Charles Percy: So there was no flirting going on, I was just imagining that.
Dr. Callie Torres: Yeah sure she was kinda flirty and I was flirty back because I'm trying to put her at ease. Talking to the patient the way the patient talks to you makes them feel understood, and safe, and... you're morons... oh, and a little pervy.
- WELL, UH, HAVE MORRISON
- MONITOR THE BANDS
- AS THE BABY GROWS.
- IT MIGHT BE OKAY.
- I GOTTA GO.
- PATIENTS AT HOME.
- CONGRATULATIONS.
- YOU'RE A PARENT.
Nurse: We're on lockdown.
Dr. Arizona Robbins: What? Why?
Dr. Callie Torres: Oh, come on.
Dr. Arizona Robbins: It's a joke, right? It's a drill or something?
[all of their pagers beep]
Dr. Arizona Robbins: Okay, it's no joke. Everyone... Everyone! We're sealing the floor. I don't know why and it doesn't matter why but nobody goes in or out, past the double doors. Check on your own patients and then come back and check and if there's any others in the queue. We don't have a lot of hands on deck. And people, do not alarm the makers of the tiny humans. They will eat you alive.
[everyone walks off, Arizona looks to Callie]
Dr. Arizona Robbins: I really thought that was a joke.
Dr. Callie Torres: Sick joke.
Dr. Arizona Robbins: Excuse me?
Dr. Callie Torres: Uh... Nothing.
Dr. Arizona Robbins: [scoffs] What? Oh, you can't be on the same floor with me? That's a hardship for you?
Dr. Callie Torres: Uh, yeah, frankly it is.
- Mr Robinson, I'm sorry, but I believe it's possible the tumour is infiltrating the optic nerve.
- We should consider moving the surgery.
- Maybe even doing it today.
[Laughing] What about you, dr grey?
- You're a sexy little thing.
- Do you think, dr Shepherd here is attractive enough for my wife?
- AND THE SURGERY?
- IT'S NOT A ROUTINE PROCEDURE.
- YOU'RE AT SERIOUS RISK
- FOR BLEEDING
- BECAUSE OF THE ANTICOAGULANTS
- ALREADY IN YOUR SYSTEM.
- WHAT I'M SAYING
- IS IZZIE LIKES YOU.
- AND SHE'S NOT GONNA BE
- THE ONE TO PULL AWAY.
Dr. Charles Percy: I'm terrible at coming up with metaphors. I can never come up with them.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Why? Because you're as dumb as a box of hammers?
Dr. Charles Percy: See, that's a good one. You're an ass, but that was a good one.
- MEDIAN...
- STERNOTOMY.
- GOOD.
- WHAT HAPPENED NEXT?
- HEARD A HELICOPTER
- TOUCHED DOWN ON THE ROOF.
[sighs] LET THEM COME.
- YOU WERE RIGHT.
- SHE WAS THE KEY.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: I'm calling post-it. Zola and Bailey and tumors on the wall and ferry boat scrub caps.
- I FEEL DISGUSTING.
- I CAN SMELL YOU FROM UP HERE.
[mouth full] MM.
- DIBS ON THE SHOWER.
- I WANT A BEER.
- WHO'S UP FOR A BEER?
- MM.
- WHERE ARE YOU GONNA GET
- A BEER AT 6:00 A.M.?
- AT HOME.
- AND FACE YOURSELF UNDER
- THE COLD, HARSH...
- LIGHT OF DAY.
- YOUR NAME IS EVIE,
- RIGHT?
- I LIKE YOUR SHOES, EVIE.
- THOSE ARE REALLY COOL.
- BET YOU CAN RUN
- PRETTY FAST IN THOSE, HUH?
- HEY, YOU WANT TO RACE?
- I BET I COULD BEAT YOU.
- COME ON. JUST GRAB MY HAND.
- WE CAN GO RIGHT NOW.
- COME ON.
- HERE, TAKE MY HAND.
- I THINK I'M GONNA
- TAKE OFF MY SHIRT.
- OH, YEAH. THAT'S BETTER.
- OH, YEAH, IT'S SO MUCH COOLER
- WITH MY BOOBS OUT.
[Derek] WELL, IF THAT
- DIDN'T WAKE HIM,
- I DON'T KNOW WHAT WILL.
- YEAH.
[ Weakly ] WELCOME...
- LIZ, DON'T TALK.
- DON'T TALK.
- LIZ, JUST...
- LIZ? LIZ, STAY...
- LIZ, STAY WITH ME.
- STAY WITH ME, LIZ.
- RIGHT, OF COURSE, BECAUSE
- I'M THE UNREASONABLE ONE.
- YOU KNOW WHAT, MEREDITH?
- DO WHATEVER YOU WANT.
- SLEEP WITH THE GUY
- FOR ALL I CARE.
- WELL, OBVIOUSLY I'M NOT
- GOING TO SLEEP WITH HIM, IZZIE.
- WHY NOT? YOU'VE SLEPT
- WITH EVERYONE ELSE.
- ♪♪♪
- SHE DESERVES BETTER.
- CHANCES ARE
- YOU'RE GONNA DIE ON THAT TABLE.
- THEN YOU GET WHAT YOU WANT.
- BUT AT LEAST YOUR WIFE
- WILL THINK YOU TRIED.
- SHE'LL TELL YOUR KID
- YOU TRIED.
- GIVE 'EM THAT AT LEAST.
[crying] YOU'RE...
- YOU'RE TOO MUCH FOR ME
- RIGHT NOW,
- 'CAUSE I'M BUSY
- WITH THE TAPE AND THE GLUE.
[whispering] SHH. SHH.
- ALL RIGHT, ALL RIGHT.
- ALL RIGHT.
- ALL RIGHT.
Dr. Craig Thomas: Women of your generation are graceless. It's an affront to nature. Mediocre surgeons will see you and feel themselves wilting in your shadow; do not shrink to console them. Do not look for friends here, you won't find them. None of these people have the capacity to understand you - they never will. If you're lucky, one day, when you're old and shrivelled like me, you'll find a young doctor with little regard for anything but their craft; and you'll train them, like I trained you. Until then, read a good book. You have greatness in you Yang - don't disappoint.
- They're my people.
- People keep you going.
- People are better than no people.
- Stay here and let her people back in. what if she codes again?
- She will code again.
- Probably won't last the night.
- But you can handle it.
- I have to go right now.
Dr. Alex Karev: [opening voiceover] Surgeons are all messed up. We're butchers. Messed up, knife happy, butchers. We cut people up. We move on. Patients die on our watch. We move on. We cause trauma, we suffer trauma. We don't have time to worry about all the blood and death and crap really makes us feel.
- SLEEPING WITH ME,
- IS IT REALLY
- THIS AWFUL FOR YOU?
- NO, GEORGE, IT'S NOT THAT.
- IT'S NOT YOU.
- GEORGE...
- ♪♪♪
- DR. BAILEY,
- PLEASE SIT DOWN.
- WE'RE SUPPOSED TO BE
- STRAIGHT WITH YOU,
- SO BE CAREFUL
- WHAT YOU ASK FOR
- WHEN YOU WALK INTO
- A HOSPITAL.
- WHAT ARE YOU SAYING?
[sighs] I'M ASKING YOU
- TO SIT DOWN.
- AND I'D REALLY LIKE
- TO FIND HIS FAMILY.
- YOU WANT THEIR PERMISSION
- FOR ORGAN DONATION?
- I JUST...REALLY WANT
- TO FIND THEM.
- YOU HAVE A POTENTIAL DONOR?
- WHAT'S HIS BLOOD TYPE?
- UH, O-NEG.
- BUT HE'S NOT HOOKED UP
- TO THE MACHINE ANYMORE?
- I HAD DR. MILTON
- TAKE HIM OFF THE VENTILATOR.
- THE FLOW OF OXYGEN
- POSED A DANGER.
- THE AMBU BAG IS...
- BREATHING FOR HIM NOW.
- BUT HE CAN'T HEAR ME?
- NO.
- SEND ME DOWN
- ANY BULLET FRAGMENTS
- YOU PULL OUT OF HIS BODY.
- CHIEF, WHAT'S GOING ON?
- YOUR PATIENT'S THE SHOOTER.
- SEND DOWN ANY BULLETS
- IMMEDIATELY.
- THEY'RE EVIDENCE.
- I-I JUST NEED TO TALK
- TO THE CHIEF ABOUT SOMETHING.
- SHE HAS BEEN STAYING
- WITH HER MOM IN CHEHALIS.
- DON'T KNOW HOW LONG
- SHE'S STAYING, IF SHE'S STAYING.
- SHE HAS BEEN KEEPING UP
- WITH HER I.L.-2.
- THAT MUCH I DO KNOW.
- THAT'S ALL I KNOW.
Dr. Meredith Grey: I had one great love in my life and he died.
- HE STILL HAS A CHANCE.
- HE COULD WAKE UP AND BE FINE.
- THERE'S A CHANCE.
- I KNOW I SCREWED UP.
- JUST PUT ME BACK
- ON THIS CASE, PLEASE.
- THERE'S NOT MUCH OF A CASE
- LEFT HERE, DR. KAREV.
- YOU SAW TO THAT.
- YOU WANT BACK ON THIS?
- BE MY GUEST.
- You are just...
- Give me the flyer.
- Um... I already put a deposit down. I'm sorry. You should've been more clear.
- Fine. You know what? It's fine.
- Keep it, that's totally fine.
- Enjoy it. That's fine!
- Thank you.
- I love my son. Ok. We were broke.
- I lost my job, but I don't use drugs!
- And I'm a good dad and I love my family!
- Well, now you can love your family from jail.
- It's all right. Come on.
- I'm sorry.
- Each one teach one.
- Where are we?
- Sloan, hahn and torres are done.
- We're up.
[Cristina] Unclamped the vein.
- Blood row is good to the liver.
- Right, chief?
- Absqutely right. Good job.
[Bailey] Good, then we're ready to...
- YOU'RE NOT FIRED.
- RICHARD'S GONNA
- TAKE THE FALL FOR YOU.
- WHAT?
- HE CAN'T DO THAT. I'M NOT
- GONNA LET HIM DO THAT.
- YES, YOU WILL.
- IF YOU WANT TO KEEP THIS BABY,
- YOU WILL LET HIM PROTECT YOU.
- THAT'S YOUR CHOICE.
- ALL RIGHT.
- I'LL DO MY BEST.
- JORGE AND SONA
- WANT THE SURGERY.
- THEY WANT YOU
- TO CUT IT OUT?
- MM-HMM.
- IT'S THEIR DECISION.
- I DON'T KNOW WHY WE'RE HERE.
- WHY ARE WE HERE?
- IT'S SUCH A LITTLE WORD.
- CAN WE GO HOME NOW?
- OKAY, MOM.
- OKAY.
- BECAUSE YOU FEEL LIKE YOU
- OWE ME SOMETHING BECAUSE...
- I MEAN, YOU TWO
- WENT THROUGH WAR TO--
- I WITH YOU.
- I'M WITH YOU
- BECAUSE I WANT TO BE.
- I'M WITH YOU
- BECAUSE I LOVE YOU.
- ARE YOU SURE?
Dr. George O'Malley: You wanna have a baby. There's a guy with an ax in his head.
- ALEX KAREV.
- NICE TO MEET YOU.
- YOU'RE THE PIG WHO CALLED
- MEREDITH A NURSE. YEAH.
- I HATE YOU ON PRINCIPLE.
- AND YOU'RE THE PUSHY,
- OVERBEARING KISS-ASS.
- I, UH, I HATE YOU, TOO.
- OH, IT SHOULD BE FUN,
- THEN.
- SCAR TISSUE'S TOO DEEP.
- THE HEART'S TOO WEAK
- TO START UP AGAIN,
- SO YOU ONLY IMMOBILIZE
- THE PORTION YOU'RE WORKING ON
- AND YOU LEAVE THE REST
- OF THE HEART ON ITS OWN.
- WELCOME TO THE CASE.
- THANK YOU.
[Miranda] HOW LONG'S
- HE BEEN UNDER?
- TOO LONG.
- THIS ABSCESS WILL KILL HIM IF
- WE DON'T GET IT UNDER CONTROL.
- OH, OKAY, KEEP IT TOGETHER.
[Owen] OKAY, LET'S PICK UP
- THE PACE, PEOPLE.
[Richard] LAPS. COME ON.
- MORE.
- PACK IT IN.
- SO SHE CAN BE EXTRAORDINARY.
- SHE WANTS
- EVERYONE AROUND HER SMALL.
- OH, YOU STOP IT.
- AND THAT'S WHAT
- SHE'S DONE TO YOU.
- SHE HAS MADE YOU SMALL.
- AND I'M NOT GONNA LET HER
- DO IT TO ME.
- SEE IF YOU CAN GET
- A HELICOPTER UP THERE.
- YEAH. TAKE THIS?
- SIR, IT'S BEEN 20 MINUTES.
- THERE'S NO WAY
- THAT HEART'S COMING BACK.
- SIR, THERE'S NO BLOOD
- LEFT TO CIRCULATE.
- I'M NOT SURE
- WHAT YOU'RE...
- I REALLY KNOW
- WHAT I'M DOING NOW.
- SO...
- I'M GOOD.
- THE PLASTICS POSSE'S...
[sniffles] GONNA LIVE ON...
- BECAUSE, UH...
- BECAUSE I CAN TAKE IT
- FROM HERE.
- I AM SORRY.
- ♪♪♪
- I AM SO...
- I AM SO... SO SORRY.
- ♪♪♪
- PLEASE...
- But the good news is, you've got a crackerjack new doctor.
- I spoke to one of the most respected kid surgeons in the country, and he thinks she's the best there is.
- So she's gonna take good care of you. We all are.
- Why don't we go out and sign some of the transplant consent forms?
- I DON'T NEED HELP.
- I'M AN EXCELLENT SURGEON.
- YOU KNOW IT,
- AND I KNOW IT.
- EVERYBODY KNOWS IT.
- I DON'T HAVE TO PROVE MYSELF
- TO ANYONE.
- YEAH, EXCEPT TO
- THE AMERICAN BOARD OF SURGERY.
- YEAH, THERE'S THEM.
- EVEN IF I'M NOT YOURS.
- MEREDITH, MEREDITH.
[Derek] MEREDITH.
- OH, I HEARD YOUR VOICE.
- I THOUGHT I--
- I THOUGHT I WAS DREAMING.
- OH, MY GOD.
Dr. Meredith Grey: After all this time, all your warnings about me sleeping with my boss and you're doing the same exact thing.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Oh, it's not the same thing.
Dr. Meredith Grey: It's the exact same!
Dr. Cristina Yang: No, it's not. You and McDreamy are in a relationship.
Dr. Meredith Grey: And you and Burke are in?
Dr. Cristina Yang: Switzerland. It's very neutral there and they make very nice watches.
- AND AS YOU ARE
- OFFICIALLY HER NEXT OF KIN,
- THIS IS HER UNPAID BALANCE
- OF HER MEDICAL BILLS.
- UNPAID BALANCE?
- I-I DON'T GET IT.
- WE WORK HERE
- AT THE HOSPITAL.
- YEAH, AND INSURANCE DOESN'T
- TAKE CARE OF EVERYTHING.
- I'M SORRY, BUT ACCOUNTING'S BEEN
- PRESSURING ME SINCE THE MERGER,
- AND I CAN'T
- IGNORE IT ANY LONGER.
- IF I DIDN'T LOOK YOU
- IN THE EYE
- AND TELL YOU THAT YOU
- HAVE MADE A TERRIBLE MISTAKE.
- YOU BROKE YOUR FAMILY.
- YOU SET YOUR SON UP TO FAIL.
- AND THE CHILD I RAISED...
- HUH, SHE WAS RAISED
- BETTER THAN THAT.
- ♪♪♪
- BURKE.
- ARE YOU AWAKE, BURKE?
- ♪♪♪
- I LOVE YOU, TOO.
- ♪♪♪
Dr. Derek Shepherd: [Asking for Meredith] Where is she?
Dr. Richard Webber: She's right here.
Dr. Addison Shepherd: Derek, you're okay... oh... it's going to be okay...
Adele: [to Dr. Webber] That is not the she he was asking for.
Dr. Meredith Grey: You don't get to call me a whore. When I met you, I thought I had found the person that I was going to spend the rest of my life with. I was done. So all the boys, and all the bars, and all the obvious daddy issues, who cared? Because I was done. You left me. You chose Addison. I'm all glued back together now. I make no apologies for how I chose to repair what you broke. You don't get to call me a whore.
- ABOUT SPEAKING
- AT THEIR CONFERENCE,
- AND THE LAB CALLED WITH RESULTS
- FOR YOUR KIDNEY PATIENT.
- THAT IT?
- N-NOTHING FROM MY WIFE?
- NO, THAT'S IT.
- YOU READY?
- LIFTING THE LIVER.
Dr. Meredith Grey: I can take care of myself. I got myself into this mess and I...
Dr. Derek Shepherd: And you'll get yourself out?
Dr. Meredith Grey: I don't... know that yet
- HUMILITY--
- THAT'S ANOTHER GOOD QUALITY
- FOR A CHIEF RESIDENT,
- WOULDN'T YOU SAY,
- DR. BAILEY?
- IT WAS ALWAYS ONE OF
- MY BEST QUALITIES.
- ALSO, IT'S FUNNY
- WHEN THEY FALL DOWN.
- SIR, YOU WANT TO TAKE
- A LOOK AT THIS.
- But being hardcore isn't just about being tough.
- This is just unfair!
- In your face, banker! Park place is mine. Give it up. Come on.
- Yeah! With a hotel!
- I think you owe him money.
- Take a look at that!
- It's about acceptance.
- George.
- Watching over everything, over... everyone.
- He doesn't miss a thing.
- He's a...
- Great blue heron.
- No question.
- Derek, she's got a blown pupil.
- I'M NOT GONNA BE THERE
- FOR A WHILE,
- SO YOU GOTTA
- TAKE CARE OF IT YOURSELF.
- WHAT?
- YOU WANTED A SOLO SURGERY TODAY.
- NOW'S YOUR CHANCE. TAKE POINT.
- I NEED LOOPS
- AND A HEADLIGHT.
- HERE YOU GO, DOCTOR.
- OKAY, SCALPEL.
- He said that?
- He said you were the best intern in the hospital.
- Said you keep everyone on their toes, even him.
- Dr. Yang, you should take a look at this.
- HEATH.
- HEY, I TOLD YOU
- I COULDN'T MISS MY GAME,
- AND I DIDN'T. I MADE
- TWO GOALS AND ONE ASSIST,
- AND THERE WERE SCOUTS THERE.
- WHAT DID YOU DO?
- I CUT OFF MY FINGER.
- IT'S OKAY.
- I SAVED IT SO YOU GUYS
- COULD SEW IT BACK ON.
- We don't have time, Lisa.
- We have to put you under right now.
- Go, Addison.
- Okay.
- Hang two units of b-positive and make sure we have plenty on standby.
- She's gonna exsanguinate if we don't move quickly, people. 10-blade.
- YOU GOTTA GET OUT.
- AND LEAVE THE BABY?
- SHE'LL DIE.
- YOU WANT TO ALL DIE?
- I'M PUTTING THESE OUT.
- YOU BETTER HOPE
- PEOPLE CAN SEE 'EM.
- YOU'RE ON A HILL
- AND YOU'RE ON A CURVE.
- I'M TELLING YOU,
- GET OUT THE DAMN RIG.
- IT'S JUST I-I HAVEN'T --
- LET'S REVIEW THE CONCEPTS.
- NEVER TAKE YOUR EYES AWAY.
- ALWAYS -ALWAYS --
- KNOW YOU CAN FOLLOW THROUGH.
- DON'T EVER FOLLOW THROUGH
- ON ONE OF MY PATIENTS,
- O'MALLEY.
- NOW, HOW DO YOU WANT
- TO PROCEED?
- DR. GREY, ARE YOU
- LISTENING TO ME?!
- SHE'S GOT DIAZEPAM --
- 2 MILLIGRAMS LORAZEPAM --
- I JUST GAVE THE SECOND DOSE.
- DR. GREY, YOU NEED TO TELL US
- WHAT YOU WANT TO DO.
- DR. GREY!
- You used that stupid line about...
- The one about the bet over the song lyrics.
- Right. Right. What was that song?
- It was... it was...
- "I can see clearly now, the rain is gone."
- I KNOW THE SURGERY
- COULD KILL ME.
- I ALSO KNOW
- YOU'RE THE BEST,
- WHICH MAKES YOU
- MY BEST SHOT AT SURVIVAL.
- I'D LIKE YOU TO BE THE ONE
- TO OPERATE, DR. BURKE.
- BUT IF YOU WON'T...
- I'LL FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL.
[George] DR. GREY.
Nurse: HERE IT IS.
[Ellis] JUST GET AWAY
- FROM ME, THATCHER.
- GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!
- ♪♪♪
Kelly: ARE YOU OKAY?
- THAT'S SOMETHING
- I'M SUPPOSED TO BE ASKING YOU.
Dr. Addison Shepherd: I am desirable Amanda.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Miranda.
Dr. Addison Shepherd: Right.
- Hey, this is your niece, you know?
- I'm sorry.
- You're very nice.
- You both seem...
- So nice.
- But I don't know you.
- And you are not my family.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: So, who's next, Alex? He likes to sleep around... you two have that in common.
Dr. Meredith Grey: You don't get to call me a whore! When I met you, I thought I had met the person I would spend then rest of my life with. I was done. So all the boys, and all the bars, and all the obvious daddy issues... who cared? Because I was done. You left me! You chose Addison! I'm all glued back together now. I make no apologies for how I chose to repair what you broke. You don't get to call me a whore!
- I found your mom's vintage Martini set.
- They're my family.
- You can't just assume
- I'm gonna kick my family out, and you don't get to announce it to them and ambush me.
- And you definitely don't get to try to get Cristina on your side.
- They're my family, they're who I have.
- You and them.
- IT'S--IT'S NOT THE RELATIONSHIP
- OR--OR THE SEX.
- I MISS...
- EVERY DAY WHEN HE WAS HERE,
- I HELD HEARTS.
- AND I GOT PICKED,
- NOT BECAUSE OF SOME FAVORITISM,
- BUT BECAUSE IT WAS JUST,
- LIKE, IT WAS RIGHT.
- AND I LEARNED. I LEARNED.
- and I smiled and I talked, and I felt like...
- It's not fair.
- I don't want you to go to mercy west because I'm losing my best friend, and it's not fair.
- It's just not fair.
Dr. April Kepner: [after April walks into his office covered in blood] April, what is it?
Dr. April Kepner: Did you know I grew up on a farm?
Dr. Derek Shepherd: What happened?
Dr. April Kepner: I... I grew up on a farm, so you know, blood... blood doesn't bother me, I... I slaughtered a pig once. That was a lot of blood. "Bleeding like a stuck pig." That's a saying. To bleed like a pig, you know, it means something, but you don't think of people as having that much blood. I mean, you learn in med school how many pints we all have in us, but you don't realize it until you see it. You don't get how much blood... And a skinny person? I mean, my God, Reed, she's like almost anorexic. She's like 5 pounds. You wouldn't think she'd have that much blood in her, but she did. She did.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: [trying to interrupt her] April, April, April! You're in shock. It's okay. Tell me what happened.
Dr. April Kepner: Reed's dead. Someone shot her.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Did you say it? 'I love you. I don't ever wanna live without you. You changed my life.' Did you say it? Make a plan. Set a goal. Work toward it. But every now and then look around. Drink it in. 'Cause this is it. It might all be gone tomorrow.
Dr. Jackson Avery: All right. Airports just reopened. Just put Dr. Boswell in a cab.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Who's Dr. Boswell?
Dr. Callie Torres: She's the woman who Arizona slept with last night.
[walks out of the room; everyone looks at Arizona, shocked]
Dr. George O'Malley: I know you've been going through a bad time, I know you miss Shepherd, and I know that your life has been admittedly unpleasant these days. You get points for breathing in and out, you get to be a little selfish, but you don't get to choose a dog over me. I'm George. I sleep down the hall from you. I buy your tampons. I have held your hand every time you've asked. I have earned the right to be seen, to be respected, to not have you think of me as less than a dog you got at the pound.
- You know, we're gonna...
- We're gonna do everything we can.
- What about the baby?
- I mean, is she gonna be able to carry it to term?
- Um...
- You should get back down to the clinic.
- BYE.
- I'LL ALWAYS
- BE IN LOVE WITH YOU.
- YOU'RE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE.
- I WILL
- NEVER LOVE ANOTHER WOMAN.
- YOU DON'T EVEN REMEMBER
- HER NAME.
- YOU TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF.
- OF THEIR CHICKEN'S
- FEMORAL VESSELS
- WILL SCRUB IN WITH ME,
- SO BE CAUTIOUS,
- BE CAREFUL,
- BEBRILLIANT.
- BEGIN!
- BUT THOSE PARENTS
- HAVE BEEN THROUGH HELL.
- LOOK, YOU SAY IT'S OUR JOB
- TO ADVOCATE FOR THE PATIENT--
- THE PATIENT, NOT THE PARENTS.
- SO WHATEVER HELL THEY'VE
- GONE THROUGH, HERS IS WORSE.
- I DO SAY THAT,
- ADVOCATE FOR THE PATIENT.
- YOU'VE GOT UNTIL
- MY BOARD MEETING IS OVER.
- FOUR HOURS. GO DIG.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Maybe Romeo and Juliet were fated to be together, but just for a while, and then their time passed. And if they could've known that beforehand, maybe it would've all been OK. I told Ms. Synder that when I was grown up, I would take fate into my own hands. I wouldn't let some guy drag me down. Mrs. Synder said I'd be lucky if I ever had that kind of passion with someone, and if I did, we would be together forever. Even now I believe for the most part, love is about choices. It's about putting down the poison and the dagger and making your own happy ending, most of the time, and that sometimes despite all your best choices and all your best intentions, fate wins anyway.
- HEY.
- THIS ISN'T GONNA BE
- TOO STERILE,
- BUT WE CAN STILL TRY.
- PREP AND DRAPE
- THE PATIENT.
- That's how you speak to the chief, "so?"
- My mother tried to kill herself after you left. Did you know that?
- Did you know that?
- I didn't know that.
- I'm sorry. I didn't know.
- She was a brilliant surgeon.
- How could you do that to her?
- She was a talented, gifted, extraordinary surgeon.
- with congenital hypertrophic cardiomyopathy who has failed treatment at Seattle pres.
- Waiting on a transplant since narrowly missing out on one on may 14th of 2000.
- Wait. May 14th? What?
- What? that's... that's Denny's heart.
- That's the heart I stole for Denny.
- And when it does, this baby will be dead.
- Shannon... don't tell my mom, okay?
- Thank you.
- Thank you for telling the truth.
Ellis: You shouldn't be here.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Neither should you.
Ellis: Just keep going. Don't be a damn...
[hugs her]
Ellis: You are - You are *anything* but ordinary, Meredith. Now run. Run!
Dr. Meredith Grey: I've heard that it is possible to grow up, I have just never met anyone who's done it. Without parents to defy, we break the rules we make for ourselfs, we throw tantrums when things don't go our way, we whisper secrets with our best friends in the dark, we look for comfort where we can find it, and we hope against all logic against all experience, like children, we never give up hope.
Dr. Connie Ryan: [to Meredith] Well, I didn't expect to see you again so soon.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: Her contractions are every three minutes.
Dr. Cristina Yang: And she doesn't want drugs.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: I have Dr. Knox available in case she changes her mind.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Look, she doesn't want drugs.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Okay, can everybody please just shut up? I want to push. I feel like I need to push. Can I push?
Dr. Connie Ryan: I just need to check first...
[Connie checks Meredith]
Dr. Cristina Yang: What's going on?
Dr. Connie Ryan: Meredith, I need you not to push.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Why?
Dr. Connie Ryan: There's face presentation. I can feel your baby's face, so we're gonna have to do a C-section.
Dr. Meredith Grey: A C-section? I do not want to have surgery.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: I know.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Alright, you know what? It's just a "C." That's barely surgery. A moron could do a "C."
[to Connie]
Dr. Cristina Yang: I... no offense.
- THIS ISN'T YOUR FAULT.
- Y-YOU HAVE A LIFE.
- YOU--YOU FALL IN LOVE,
- YOU MAKE PLANS,
- YOU HAVE FANTASIES...
- AND NONE OF THEM INVOLVE
- ALL OF THEM ENDING
- IN A BLINK OF THE EYE.
- WE MOVE ON. WE MOVE OUT.
- WE MOVE AWAY
- FROM OUR FAMILIES
- AND FORM OUR OWN.
- OH, N--
- NO.
- ♪♪♪
- USE A SMALLER CLIP.
- DAMN IT.
- OKAY, I'M GONNA DO
- THE MATADOR MOVE.
- CAN I HAVE THE NEEDLE
- AND THE PENFIELD RETRACTOR?
- I'VE GOT THE SUCTION.
- OKAY, EVERYBODY, STOP.
- No. No. I'm probably not as bad as I think.
- I'm probably just paralysed.
- Richard, you think, maybe, that I can get out of here just paralysed, right?
- It's possible. It happens.
- Really?
- See?
- DEREK!
- MEREDITH.
- DEREK!
- MEREDITH.
- DEREK!
- MEREDITH.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Hey, Meredith Grey has survived a bomb, a drowning, a gunman, and a plane crash and she's still here. She's gonna die when she's like 90, old and warm in her bed. She is not gonna die today. Today, she's gonna be fine.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: I hope so.
Dr. Cristina Yang: She has to be. She's our person.
- RISE TO THE CHALLENGE,
- SHEPHERD.
- I BELIEVE IN YOU.
- RISE.
- OH.
[whispers] ALL RIGHT,
- GUYS.
- SO YOU TAKE ORDERS
- FROM SLOAN NOW?
- I NEED TO GET IN THERE.
- GOWN ME.
- WHAT ABOUT HYPERKALEMIA?
- ALL RIGHT, OUT. NOW.
- I SAW THE MONITORS
- WHEN YOU TURNED HIM.
- HE HAD P.T. WAVES,
- THEN A WIDENED Q.R.S.,
- THEN A SINE-WAVE RHYTHM.
- DUDE.
[Owen] OKAY, PUSH 2 OF CALCIUM,
- 2 OF D-50,
- AND TEN UNITS
- OF REGULAR INSULIN I.V.
Dr. Addison Shepherd: Dr. Karev ...
Dr. Alex Karev: No offense, but I have no interest in Obstetrics or Gynecology, Dr. Shepherd. So if you want to throw me off the case, feel free.
Dr. Addison Shepherd: Dr. Karev, I may be a board certified OB/GYN, but I also have fellowships in Maternal-Fetal medicine and Medical Genetics *and* am one of the foremost neonatal surgeons in this country. When you can top that, you can mouth off. Until then, you will do your job and you will do it right. Which at this point in time means you keep your mouth shut unless I give you permission to open it. Understood?
[beat of silence]
Dr. Addison Shepherd: Understood?
Dr. Alex Karev: Oh, are you giving me permission now?
- I'M NOT READY YET.
- OH, GOD.
- OH, GOD.
- OH, MY SWEET TOMMY.
- MOMMY LOVES YOU SO MUCH.
[sobs] OH, MOMMY LOVES YOU
- SO, SO MUCH.
- The house that Derek built.
- That's over.
- I'm getting a place in town.
- But you love this land.
- This land and ferry boats are who you are.
- A man can change.
- I'm selling the land.
- Ferry boats... crash.
- ALL RIGHT, THEN.
- IN THAT CASE, I'LL TRY
- TO SHOW OFF A LITTLE.
[whispers] I'M A LITTLE BIT
- IN LOVE WITH HER.
- OH, GOOD.
- I DIDN'T MISS IT.
- NOPE. JUST IN TIME.
- I THINK.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Hey, life is short, times are hard, the road is long, with many a winding turn.
Dr. Cristina Yang: The bigger the party, the less time for bad sex with the hockey player.
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: Would you stop saying that?
Dr. Cristina Yang: Ok
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: Hank and I have great sex.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Mm hmmm
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: All the time.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Mmm
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: In fact, we'll probably have sex after the party, or during the party.
Dr. George O'Malley: As long as you clear it with Meredith.
- I'm sorry.
- I'm sorry... wait!
- I... I...
- WHY DO YOU THINK I DIDN'T
- COME TO YOU SOONER?
- AS IF AFTER TIM DIED,
- I COULD...
- YOU THINK I DON'T KNOW
- HOW THIS MUST FEEL FOR YOU?
- YOU'RE AN IDIOT!
- I COULDN'T HAVE HELPED TIM,
- BUT I COULD'VE HELPED YOU!
- Beth, your dad has colorectal cancer.
- He's been through radiation treatments and polyp removals.
- He didn't tell you...
- Because he didn't want to burden you.
- He'd like to spare you any pain.
- Any more pain.
[Cristina] OKAY, YOU KNOW WHAT?
- I'M ALMOST DONE.
- JUST FINISHING UP
- THE PERICARDIAL REPAIR.
- V-FIB.
- OH, NO.
- OKAY, FINE.
- YOU CAN GO TO THE BOARD.
- JUST...
Dr. Callie Torres: It's very cloak-and-daggery.
- COME ON, JIMMY. TWITCH.
- DAMN IT.
- WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?
- IT MEANS WE MAY HAVE
- COST JIMMY
- THE ABILITY TO MOVE
- HALF HIS FACE.
- WE WON'T KNOW
- UNTIL HE WAKES UP.
- from being intubated all this time-- you might not be able to get it in, the new tube?
- Under these circumstances...
- It can be a complicated procedure.
- If I'm not successful...
- I'm saying, uh, you need to prepare yourselves.
- I can explain.
- I did not teach you the parallel pulley stitch. I can barely do it myself.
- Whatever you guys are doing, shut it down.
- Do not practise on yourself.
- That is insane.
- Shut it down.
- Iz?
Dr. Cristina Yang: Uh, Dr. Webber. Sir?
Dr. Richard Webber: Notice anything else about that leg? Anything other than that very clean cut? Did you happen to notice, for example, that it was shaved recently? And manicured? Take a look at my patient, Dr. Yang! Does he look like a man who woke up and shaved one of his legs this morning?
- He left a message.
- Denny left a message for his parents the night...
- His father gave me the number and the code, but, um...
- I just couldn't do it alone.
- the Shepherds had to take in.
- I got the bleeder. you threw the stitch already?
[Sighs] Yeah.
- Do you know where dr grey is?
- No, do you want me to page her? no, it's ok.
- Thank you.
- you should be able to hear symptoms, diagnose the problem and decide whether or not a patient needs surgery. Can you do that?
- Can you?
- Because they think you can.
- And they will put you in situations where you have to.
- Sadie, you could hurt someone!
Dr. Stephanie Edwards: I deep-fried a rapist. I dove through a wall of fire. I did not do all of that so that this little girl could die, okay? I saved her. I saved her. I saved her. I saved her, Dr. Bailey. We need to finish saving her right now and I need you out of my face!
Dr. Eliza Minnick: Dr. Bailey!
Dr. Miranda Bailey: You heard her. Get out of her face.
- MAKE HIM LISTEN.
- YOU TELL HIM YOU'RE SORRY.
- JUST TELL HIM AGAIN
- AND AGAIN AND AGAIN
- UNTIL HE LISTENS.
- HOW DO I DO THAT?
- YOU DO WHAT I DO.
- USE THE ELEVATOR.
Dr. Cristina Yang: What are you doing?
Bomb: I thought Dr. Burke told you to leave.
Dr. Meredith Grey: We're moving to an OR further away from the oxygen line... you know, in case we blow up.
- You're signing a "do not resuscitate" order?
- If it's my time to go...
- She doesn't want to be on life-support kind of thing. She'd hate that.
- I just hate lying around like that.
- I don't want that.
- Goodbye, darling. goodbye, love.
- SORRY, I GOTTA GO.
- THE QUINTS.
- EVERYONE ANSWERED THEIR PAGE
- EXCEPT DR. KAREV.
- WHERE IS HE?
- WE NEED EVERYONE!
- I DON'T KNOW. HE WAS ON CALL
- LAST NIGHT. HE MIGHT BE ASLEEP.
- GO FIND HIM!
- THAT'S WHAT
- WE'RE TRAINED TO DO.
- NO, IT'S NOT STRANGE DR. YANG
- ISN'T COMING WITH ME.
- I WAS AVAILABLE,
- SO I'LL TAKE THIS GUY,
- SHE'LL TAKE THE NEXT ONE.
- IT'S FIRST COME, FIRST SERVE.
- EVERYONE WANTS
- TO GET IN THAT O.R.
- WE'RE SURGEONS.
- WE LIVE TO CUT. IT'S WHO WE ARE.
Dr. Alex Karev: Look, Dr. Hunt, I had way too many drinks before I told you that.
Dr. Owen Hunt: Not now, Karev.
Dr. Alex Karev: Look, I told you that because I didn't think she should be chief resident. Not that she should be fired.
Dr. Owen Hunt: If you didn't think this through, you're as dumb as she is.
- WH--ARE YOU T--
- TWO HERE TO...
- YOU THINK YOU CAN
- PRAY AWAY THE GAY.
- WE CAN JUST SIT AND TALK.
- OH, NO. YOU CAN'T
- PRAY AWAY THE GAY.
- CALLIOPE IPHEGENIA TORRES!
- YOU CAN'T PRAY AWAY THE GAY!
- SAY THE WORDS. THIS...
- NEVER HAPPENED.
- NEVER HAPPENED.
- YEAH.
- YEAH. [chuckles]
- OKAY.
- DECISIONS FEEL WISER...
- He was dead!
- He's not dead now! Bag him!
- We've got a guy who's risen from the dead.
- Get out of the way!
- Are you Meredith Grey?
- Yeah.
- I'm Lexie.
- Great. Move!
- Lexie grey. I'm... I'm your sister.
- I think you're a good chief resident.
[Scoffs] What?
- I know that you've been having a hard time with it, and this thing with the baby, clearly, it's not an easy job and I think you're doing a good job at it.
- EVERY TWO MONTHS?
- MM.
- I DO.
- THEN BY THE POWER
- VESTED IN ME
- BY THE STATE OF WASHINGTON,
- I NOW PRONOUNCE YOU
- HUSBAND AND WIFE.
Dr. Arizona Robbins: [to Alex] I'm pissed. That baby deserved the best peds surgeon we have and we didn't have him because you screwed up.
Dr. Alex Karev: Yeah. Today, I froze a wart, diagnosed three sinus infections, gave someone a laxative and waited until they pooped. I wanted to quit every five minutes today. I wanted to walk out the damn door and never look back.
Dr. Arizona Robbins: So now you're gonna complain?
Dr. Alex Karev: That's the point. I'm not. I'm gonna do my time, work in the clinic and help people. I want to come back and I'm gonna do whatever it takes, and I'm not quitting. And that's the guy you trained and raised and whatever, so... okay?
Dr. Arizona Robbins: I missed you today, but I'm still really, really mad at you.
Dr. Alex Karev: I know. Me too.
- WHAT?
- SPIT IT OUT, GREY.
- SHE BIT IT OFF.
- BIT OFF WHAT?
- THAT'S H-HIS...
- PENIS.
- SHE BIT OFF HIS --
- HIS PENIS.
- BUT THEY ARE THERE
- FOR A REASON--
- FINE!
- TAKE IT TO PATH.
- THANK YOU.
- I THINK YOU'LL FIND--
- IT'S NOT GONNA BE YOU,
- APRIL.
- I DON'T CARE HOW MANY BOXES
- YOU CHECK,
- YOU'RE NOT GONNA BE
- CHIEF RESIDENT. 3-0 VICRYL.
[woman] HERE YOU GO.
- THAT'S OVER BY LABS,
- ACROSS THE CATWALK.
- SORRY? THAT'S--
- YOU JUST GOTTA CROSS THROUGH
- THE PATIENT FLOOR ON THREE,
- AND THEN FOLLOW THE SIGNS
- TO THE MAIN LOBBY,
- AND THEN YOU SHOULD FIND IT
- NO PROBLEM.
- THANK YOU.
- MM-HMM.
- MY POINT IS THIS--
- WHOEVER SAID
- "WHAT YOU DON'T KNOW
- CAN'T HURT YOU,"
- WAS A COMPLETE
- AND TOTAL MORON.
- NOT KNOWING IS
- THE WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD.
- OKAY, FINE.
- MAYBE IT'S THE SECOND WORST.
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: [outside the stuck elevator] Poor George, he doesn't have the steadiest hands.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Izzie, he can hear you.
- A SPONGE?
- YOU REPORT
- ANY AND EVERYTHING
- HAPPENING IN THIS HOSPITAL
- TO ME.
- I'M AN INVESTIGATIVE SPONGE.
- I'M NOT FOOLIN' AROUND,
- O'MALLEY.
- THERE'S TOO MUCH BEEN HAPPENIN'
- LATELY UNDER MY RADAR.
- IT STOPS TODAY.
- NO, NO.
- I'LL DO IT.
- I CAN DO IT.
- I JUST...
- I NEED A MINUTE.
- OKAY.
- HEY.
- AND HIS T.P.N. AND HIS FLUIDS,
- SO HE WON'T BE GETTING
- ANY MORE NUTRITION.
- YOU OKAY?
- I'M GONNA TURN OFF
- HIS VENTILATOR
- AND REMOVE HIS E.T. TUBE.
- DO YOU NEED A MINUTE?
Dr. Meredith Grey: I'm stupid.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Slutty mistress.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Pregnant whore.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Sleeping with our bosses was a GREAT idea...
Dr. Alex Karev: Who's gonna tell him?
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: I gave you sex in the linen closet, you tell him.
Dr. Alex Karev: Fair enough.
Dr. Meredith Grey: [closing voiceover] Failure is inevitable. Unavoidable. But failure should never get the last word. You have to hold on to want you want. You have to not take no for an answer, and take what's coming to you. Never give in. Never give up. Stand up and take it.
- YEAH, I'VE SEEN IT.
- MAYBE YOU LOOKED AT IT.
- BUT IF YOU REALLYSAWIT,
- YOU'D BE DOWN IN THAT O.R.
- RIGHT NOW.
- SEE IT, AVERY.
- SEE HEART-IN-A-BOX.
- TO ACCEPT THAT THINGS
- ARE DIFFERENT...
- THAT THEY'LL NEVER
- BE THE SAME...
- PROMISE ME
- YOU'LL TAKE THIS.
- I WILL. THANK YOU.
- FOR BETTER...
- OR FOR WORSE.
- PAY SUCH ATTENTION
- TO HIS PATIENTS,
- OR JUST THE ONES...
- WHOSE WIVES
- HE HAD AN AFFAIR WITH?
- SORRY.
- HOW'D I DO THIS
- TO MYSELF?
- HOW DID I END UP HERE?
- I KNOW ALL ABOUT
- ZOLA'S KITCHEN.
- NOW I WANT--
- DO I TURN IT?
- GATHER EVERYTHING IN.
- PULL THE KITCHEN UP.
- PULL THE KITCHEN UP.
- MM-HMM.
[Meredith] HI.
- BUT IN THE END, THE DECISION
- IS ALWAYS YOURS...
Denny: What happened in that water?
Dr. Meredith Grey: I *swam.* I *fought!*
Denny: No, you didn't. You *can't* stay here, Meredith.
Dr. Meredith Grey: I don't WANT to!
Denny: Yeah, you do. It's easier, but you can't. Because George's dad died. Because Izzie lost me. And Cristina - When she was nine, she was in a car accident with her father. And he bled out right in front of her while they waited for an ambulance to arrive. And Alex...
Dr. Meredith Grey: Stop.
Denny: They're *barely* breathing. This will break them. None of them deserves that. And this, this is the big one, so you pay attention. Do you know what kind of miracle it is that Derek is who he is? Do you know how rare it is that someone like him even exists? He's an optimist. He still believes in true love and soulmates. He's waiting for you. And if you don't come back from this, you will change who he is.
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: [Izzie coming home the morning after the party, looking around] Holy Mother of Destruction...
- We need to get in fast or you risk permanent damage.
- Oh, god!
- No permanent damage, please.
- Hey... little grey, go away.
- I don't want you to see me like this.
- I made you like this.
- I'm saying "please" here.
- Please.
- I don't get how a father abandons his dying son.
- Wait.
- Wait.
- Is that what he told you, that I--that his mother and I abandoned him?
- Well...
- He didn't tell you the truth.
- IT'S NOT JUST WORK.
- IT'S A CURE FOR ASTHMA.
- WHAT?
- DR. BAILEY.
- JUST GET RID
- OF THE VOMIT, YANG.
- I-I DON'T THINK
- YOU WANT ME TO DO THAT.
- THERE'S MY CURE.
- ISN'T HE BEAUTIFUL?
- as a defense.
- Go out with me.
- I like you, and you like me.
- Dell.
- Yeah.
- Never gonna happen.
- OH, YOU HOPE.
- 'CAUSE YOU CAN TALK
- ALL YOU WANT
- AND WORK HARD, HUSTLE,
- YOU CAN EMPTY MORE URINE BAGS
- THAN THE NEXT GUY.
- THE FUTURE, KIDS,
- IS COMPLETELY
- OUT OF YOUR CONTROL.
- That's her, George.
- That's Hannah.
- Yeah.
- She's beautiful, don't you think?
- She's really...
- Beautiful.
- Yeah.
- Yeah, she's a heartbreaker.
- WE SPENT EIGHT YEARS
- MAKING SMALL TALK
- ON OPPOSITE SIDES
- OF A DOCTOR'S WAITING ROOM.
- AND ONE DAY WE DECIDED
- THAT LIFE WITH RISK
- IS BETTER
- THAN NOT REALLY LIVING.
- WE DESERVE TO BE TOGETHER.
Dr. Meredith Grey: What is going on out there?
Dr. Jo Wilson: Huge mudslide. Gotta go.
Dr. Stephanie Edwards: Lot of crush injuries. Super cute baby.
Dr. Meredith Grey: I thought the E.R. was closed!
Dr. Cristina Yang: [to Connie] Can't you just rotate the baby and... and push his face away?
Dr. Connie Ryan: It's very risky, for the baby, for Meredith.
Dr. Shane Ross: [walks in the room] Uh, Dr. Yang. Dr. Webber needs you in O.R. Two.
Dr. Cristina Yang: To do what? I can't operate in the dark. No one is operating in the dark.
- I'M GONNA GIVE YOU AN INJECTION
- TO NUMB THE CERVIX.
- IF YOU'D LIKE
- SOME I.V. DIAZEPAM,
- IT WON'T KNOCK YOU OUT,
- BUT IT'LL CALM YOU DOWN.
- OKAY.
- I WANT TO ASK YOU
- ONE MORE TIME...
- ARE YOU ABSOLUTELY SURE
- THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT TO DO?
- I'M TAGGING EACH VESSEL,
- ARTERY AND VEIN
- SO WE KNOW EXACTLY HOW TO
- HOOK THEM UP TO THE RECIPIENT.
- IT'S KIND OF LIKE
- THE BACK OF YOUR TV.
- YOU NEED TO KNOW
- WHICH CONNECTION GOES WHERE,
- OR YOU WIND UP
- WITH SOUND AND NO PICTURE
- OR A PICTURE AND NO SOUND.
Dr. Addison Montgomery: [appears to be physically uncomfortable] Miranda, I need a consult.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: [Addison is on the exam table with her legs in the stirrups as Dr. Bailey appears to be looking at Addison's genital area] Oh no.
Dr. Addison Montgomery: Please don't say that.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Addison, I'm so,so sorry. You have poison oak... where nobody wants to have poison oak.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: [arrives at Meredith's house and finds her drinking tequila and dancing on her front lawn] You know, in some states you get arrested for that.
[she sees him and smiles they walk over toward each other]
Dr. Derek Shepherd: So you blew me off for a bottle of tequila. Tequila's no good for you. Doesn't call, doesn't write, it's not nearly as much fun to wake up to.
- So for all you know, he could be an older, rugged, ex-marine-looking dude?
- Dr. Stevens?
- Mr. duquette.
- Please...
- Call me Denny.
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: You said, "I am not your sister." Do you feel like I was emasculating you?
Dr. George O'Malley: No. I'm too masculine to be emasculated.
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: I'm sorry.
Dr. George O'Malley: Guess you put Dr. Model to rest.
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: Guess I did.
- We do whatever it takes to rebuild the trust that was lost.
- OKAY, UM, TAKE THAT TO PATH.
- STAT, PLEASE.
- OH, YOU KNOW WHAT?
- I'LL TAKE IT.
- ALEX, YOU TAKE MY PLACE.
- THE NURSE CAN TAKE IT.
- NO, I'D RATHER TAKE IT MYSELF.
- OHH.
- OHH.
- EITHER ONE OF YOU.
- OKAY, BUT THERE'S
- SOMETHING WRONG
- WITH HIS
- EMERGENCY CHOLE PATIENT.
- OK--SO YOU TELL ME,
- AND I'LL TELL THE CHIEF.
- WHAT'S WRONG WITH HIM?
- HE'S YELLOW.
- OH.
- I MIGHT BE A DIABETIC?
- YEAH.
- THAT SUCKS. [chuckles]
- YEAH.
- HOW DID
- MRS. BECKER'S THROAT LOOK?
- NO, SHE W--SHE W--
- SHE WASN'T HOARSE.
- SHE--SHE WASN'T COUGHING.
- HOW DID IT LOOK, DR. KEPNER?
- HER BREATH SOUNDS WERE GOOD.
- SHE--HER RESPIRATORY RATE WAS--
- WHAT--I'M ASKING YOU...
- WHAT IT LOOKED LIKE.
Dr. Isobel 'Izzie' Stevens: Life is short George. Do you really want to die before you ever ask her out?
Dr. George O'Malley: I do not want to ask her out.
Dr. Isobel 'Izzie' Stevens: Do you really want to die a liar?
Dr. George O'Malley: I'm not a... I'm not dying!
- ♪♪♪
- HE LOOKS...
- PEACEFUL.
- HE DOES.
- Right now, while you still can.
- She's just so incredible.
- I mean, at everything she does.
- She's way out of my league.
- You don't understand.
- There is no way that she could feel the same way that...
- Well, if she doesn't feel the same way, then you move on.
- But if you never find out how she feels?
- Then that won't be your only scar.
- I HAVE A--
- I HAVE AN EARLY MORNING.
- OH. RIGHT.
- NOT A PROBLEM.
- UGH!
- OH, MY GOD. HELP!
- IS THERE A DOCTOR IN HERE?
- YES!
- YES!
- TRY DIVIDING THE RENAL VEIN.
- THAT MIGHT GET YOU
- ABOVE THE FRACTURED PLAQUE.
- But she's exsanguinating.
- I don't think--
- JUST TRY IT!
- OKAY. SCALPEL.
[woman] HERE YOU GO, DOCTOR.
- If you have to pee, and you ignore it, it does go away.
- You guys are hilarious!
- Do you even know what she just said?
- Or what she just said?
- I see you guys in 50 years in a nursing home, just talking at each other with your hearing aids off. Hi-iarious.
- Oh! I love lunch.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Meredith talking to Derek: "... I make no apologies for how I chose to repair what you broke. You don't get to call me a whore."
- WE'RE FRIENDS.
- YEAH, NAKED FRIENDS.
- WHAT DO YOU HAVE?
- JOGGER FOUND UNCONSCIOUS
- ON THE STREET. NO I.D.
- DR. YANG'S RUNNING THE CODE.
- OKAY.
- HE'S IN V-FIB.
[woman] OKAY.
- CLEAR.
- Daily labs and dialysis three times a week.
- Don't bother with any more dialysis.
- I plan to die today, so it won't be necessary.
- Nice to meet you.
- And while I think really old guy is charming in a neglected patient kind of way, my name is Charlie.
[sighs] THANK YOU.
- THANK YOU.
- AND, UM...
- LET'S STOP MEETING
- LIKE THIS, MARTY.
[sighs] OH, PLEASE, GOD.
- PLEASE, GOD.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Meredith, this is Fight Club! Nobody talks about it!
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: She can have more than a trailer park and a graveyard shift at a truck-stop diner. Don't you want that for her? I mean, if you can get past the fact that I'm superior, and that I'm judging you, and telling you what's best for your family... if you can just get past all of that, isn't it possible that I'm also right?
- Chips?
- Chocolate?
- You're breaking the rules.
- YES.
- PRESTON, WHAT'S HAPPENING
- WITH OUR HEART?
- HELLO, DR. WEBBER.
- TELL ME WHAT I NEED TO KNOW
- ABOUT DENNY'S HEART,
- DR. BAILEY.
- OH. OH.
- OH. THIS IS TOO MUCH.
- OKAY. OKAY.
- OKAY, OKAY.
- OKAY.
- OKAY, OKAY.
- YOU SEE THAT?
- THAT'S MY BOY.
- IT'S THAT...
- RIGHT THERE.
- BUILD ME A LEG
- THAT'LL LET ME DO THAT.
- Beautiful night to save lives.
- Let's get started.
- LIGATE THE ARTERY.
- NOPE.
- REPLACE THE CLAMP
- WITH A PATCH.
- NOPE.
- THEN WHAT?
- 30-SECOND DANCE PARTY.
- DANCE OR YOU'RE FIRED.
- I CAN'T STOP.
- I CAN'T TURN MY MIND OFF.
- YES, YOU CAN.
- BUT--
- YOU CAN.
- JUST FISH.
- YOU KNOW,
- I'VE BEEN FEELING, UH...
- TERRIBLE.
- OKAY.
- NO, I MEAN IT.
- I KNOW.
- DO YOU WANT TO TALK
- ABOUT IT?
- HER INCISIONS LOOK FINE.
- SHE'S TOLERATING A NORMAL DIET.
- SHE'LL NEED NEURO FOLLOW-UPS.
- SHE'S STILL ON ANTIBIOTICS.
- UH, HERE'S A PRESCRIPTION FOR
- ANY PAIN MEDS SHE MIGHT NEED,
- BUT SHE'S BEEN FINE
- THE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS.
- DO YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS
- ABOUT ANYTHING?
- MEREDITH, DO YOU HAVE
- ANY QUESTIONS?
- HUH?
- OUR WEDDING.
- AAH!
- AAH!
Melissa: AAH!
- AAH!
- OH! UH...
- He looks bad. He looks really bad.
- His heart was severely damaged.
- And his lungs were compromised.
- But he's young and strong and our hope is that he'll be just fine.
- SHE'S GONNA BE OKAY.
- I WILL MAKE SURE SHE IS.
- THE TEST IS GONNA BE, LIKE,
- IN--IN THREE HOURS.
- I HAVE NEVER ONCE SEEN YOU
- GIVE UP ON A PATIENT, KAREV.
- DON'T GIVE UP ON THIS.
- I'M NEVER GONNA GET THERE
- IN TIME.
- TRY.
- YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT THE FACT
- THAT YOU'RE MAD AT YOUR FRIENDS
- FOR BEING MAD AT YOU.
- I HATE THEM. I DO.
- WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO?
- I'M NOT TELLING YOU.
- OH.
- YOU KNOW, AS A FRIEND...
- YOU SUCK.
- Grey.
- Chief.
- What are you doing, grey?
- This is a sterile environment.
- It's my mother.
- And I think this is where she'd want to be.
- Then let's do this.
- Try to live, man.
- You too.
Dr. Jackson Avery: Oh... the prodigal Yang returns! Missed you.
Dr. Jackson Avery: [Looking at monitor screen] Yes, hi
[waves with back still turned]
Dr. Jackson Avery: , blah blah, pleasantries.
- JOE'S BAR?
- HMM. I MET A GIRL
- THERE ONCE MYSELF.
- A VERY LONG TIME AGO.
- THE WATER'S OFF!
- WE'LL JUST HAVE TO WAIT
- UNTIL HE SOBERS UP.
- NO, HIS SODIUM LEVELS
- WILL DROP TOO LOW.
- HEY, STRANGER.
- MEREDITH HAS TWO
- GROUNDBREAKING CLINICAL TRIALS,
- AND I DON'T HAVE ANY.
- OKAY, BUT YOU HAVE A HUSBAND
- THAT LOVES YOU.
- YEAH, SO DOES SHE.
- THEN... THEN I GUESS
- YOU'RE SCREWED.
- BUT DR. SHEPHERD'S HERE. HE'S
- GONNA TAKE GOOD CARE OF HER.
- THE SHEPHERDS ARE THE BEST
- YOU AND YOUR BABY
- COULD HOPE FOR, OKAY?
- THEY ARE AN AMAZING TEAM.
- ALL RIGHT.
[crying] WAIT.
- WHAT'S WRONG WITH HER?
Dr. Meredith Grey: Every surgeon has a shadow. And the only way to get rid of a shadow is to turn off the light. To stop running from the darkness, and face what you fear. Head on.
- WHAT?
- NOT FOR THIS KIND
- OF PROCEDURE.
- AND I DON'T WANT MY FIRST ONE
- TO BE ON YOUR HUSBAND.
- WELL, I...
- UM...
- I THINK WE SHOULD
- GET ANOTHER SURGEON.
- DR. MIRANDA BAILEY...
- I HAVE THE STRAIN
- OF STAPH?
- ...P.M.
[Miranda crying] DID I DO THIS?
- DID I DO THIS?
- DID I DO THIS?
Dr. Cristina Yang: You have a feeling?
Dr. Meredith Grey: Yes.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Okay. What kind of feeling?
Dr. Meredith Grey: Like I might die.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Today? Tomorrow? In fifty years? We're all gonna die eventually. Now we're late. Let's go!
Dr. Meredith Grey: Cristina. Come on.
Dr. Cristina Yang: [Sitting down on bed] Okay. This is me being supportive.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Really.
Dr. Cristina Yang: Yeah. Okay. Fine. I'm totally supportive. Go.
Dr. Meredith Grey: [Sitting up] Okay. The man I love... has a wife. And then he chooses her... over me. And that wife... takes my dog. Okay, she didn't take the dog... I gave it to her. But I didn't mean to give it to her; I meant to give it to him. But that does not change the fact that she has my McDreamy. And my McDog. She's got my McLife. And what have I got?
[pauses]
Dr. Meredith Grey: Do you know, I can't remember the last time we kissed? 'Cause you never think the last time's going to be the last time - you think there will be more. You think you have forever, but you don't.
[Lies back down]
Dr. Meredith Grey: Plus my conditioner decided to stop working and I think I have brittle bones. I just - I just need something to happen. I need a sign that things are going to change. I need a reason to go on. I need some hope! And in the absence of hope, I need to stay in bed a feel like I might die today.
Dr. Cristina Yang: [Stares at Meredith then throws back sheets] Whatever. Everybody has problems. Now get your ass out of bed and get to work. Now! Move, move, move!
[Opens bedroom door and sees George and Izzie]
Dr. Cristina Yang: We're good to go.
- THANK YOU FOR STAYING TODAY,
- CRISTINA.
- I KNOW IT CAN'T HAVE BEEN
- AN EASY DECISION.
- KNOW WHAT, THOUGH?
- IT WAS.
- Hold on, this is today? tonight. At midnight.
- Ma'am, there's one other matter. more? There's more?
- According to billing, your insurance expires at midnight.
- We're gonna treat you, of course, but to make it easier on you later, is there another card, or insurance policy?
- My husband, he takes care of these things.
- HE DIDN'T TELL YOU
- BECAUSE HE DIDN'T WANT
- TO MESS THAT UP.
- YOU GUYS OKAY ON RENT?
- HERE.
- THAT'S ALL I HAVE ON ME.
- YOU DON'T WANT TO BE THERE
- WHEN HE WAKES UP?
Dr. Meredith Grey: At some point you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out, they fence you in. Life is messy. That's how we're made. So you can waste your life drawing lines... or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines that are way too dangerous to cross. Here's what I know: if you're willing to take a chance... the view from the other side... is spectacular.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: If they're dead or dying when they come through those doors, you hump and hump hard, why?
Dr. George O'Malley: For the experience.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Ah, no, what else, there's something more.
[He doesn't answer]
Dr. Miranda Bailey: And you think on that, you'll get it, it'll come to you.
[Later]
Dr. George O'Malley: Why do we hump on every dead or dying patient that comes through those doors?
Nurse: Experience?
Dr. George O'Malley: So we can tell their family that we did everything we could.
- YOU WANT TO SCREW? LET'S SCREW.
- Y-YOU DON'T? THEN GET OUT.
- I'M NOT GONNA
- HOLD YOUR VIRGIN HAND
- AND WALK YOU THROUGH IT,
- DAMN IT. YOU'RE NOT A CHILD.
- I CAN'T TAKE CARE OF YOU!
- I CAN'T TAKE CARE OF EVERYBODY
- IN THIS FRIGGIN' PLACE!
- OH.
- YOU WANT TO CUT OFF
- HIS SKIN?
- WHAT ABOUT THE FUNERAL?
- YOU WANT ME TO HAVE A FUNERAL
- AND HAVE PEOPLE LOOK AT HIM --
- HAVE HIS DAUGHTER LOOK
- AT HER FATHER
- AND HE DOESN'T HAVE
- ANY SKIN?
- IT'S HIS SKIN!
Dr. Preston Burke: So, I have a question to ask. I checked the schedule and I noticed that both you and I are off tonight. I made reservations. I have a favorite restaurant.
Dr. Cristina Yang: None of those were questions.
[Meredith] The problem with being a resident is you feel crazy all the time.
- You haven't slept in years.
Dr. Jo Wilson: [to Alex] Wait. Did you have sex with any of my friends in this closet?
Dr. Alex Karev: Uh...
Dr. Jo Wilson: Okay, no. This isn't happening. I gotta go.
Dr. Alex Karev: Wh...
[Jo opens the door and finds Arizona about to walk in the room]
Dr. Jo Wilson: Hey.
Dr. Arizona Robbins: Hey.
[Jo leaves the room; to Alex]
Dr. Arizona Robbins: I was just gonna get some lidocaine, but I'm not gonna slip on a used condom, am I?
Dr. Alex Karev: Screw you.
- He's planning to propose.
- He's been carrying around a big ring for weeks.
- That's not a man who wants to be left alone.
- I just thought you should know.
- I'VE ALREADY
- ARRANGED FOR A CAR IF...
- IT'S READY TO
- TAKE YOU HOME ANYTIME.
- ARIZONA.
- DR. ROBBINS, THIS IS
- A VERY SENSITIVE TIME.
[Richard] LET HER BE.
- EXCUSE ME?
- I SAID... LET HER BE.
Dr. Meredith Grey: [to her shrink in the elevator] what was the point? All those hours and all that money. what's the point? The world is a horrible place. Young people die of diseases. It makes absolutely no sense to try to be happy in a world that's such a horrible place.
Dr. Wyatt: [to Meredith] Yes.
Dr. Meredith Grey: What?
Dr. Wyatt: Yes, horrible things do happen. Happiness in the face of all of that... that's not the goal. Feeling the horrible and knowing that you're not gonna die from those feelings, that's goal.
Dr. Wyatt: [she stops the elevator] And you're not done. You've made progress because you're feeling and you're telling me about it. Six months ago, it would've been just you and a bottle of tequila. My door is always open.
- GOOD. GOOD. IT'S MOVING.
- PULL HER OUT.
- PULL HER OUT.
- ALL RIGHT, GO, GO.
- I GOT HER.
- AH.
- ALL RIGHT, WE'RE GONNA
- WALK YOU OUT THROUGH THE DOOR.
- WE'RE GONNA--
- YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO WALK--
- NO, NO, NO, NO.
- MY LEG, MY LEG. I CAN'T.
- Hey.
- I'm in love with you now.
- I've forgotten entirely about my ex.
- Come on! Are you kidding me?
- What?
- I have a patient on the table...
- I got to go.
- Erica!
- Page the cardio fellow, then book an or.
- Have it waiting when they get him free.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: [Dr. Bailey answer's the door with very limited view] Can I help you, Chief?
Dr. Richard Webber: [tries to poke his head in the door] Dr Bailey... I don't know what you're doing in there, but whatever it is...
[Miranda opens the door wide enough to show two wet circles on her chest because Addison's crying caused her milk to kick in]
Dr. Richard Webber: Oooh. Oh, no.
Dr. Richard Webber: [Dr. Bailey is dabbing gauze on her milk stains while the Chief babbles on] Um... Dr. Bailey, uh, I'm... sorry. Carry on.
- DR. GREY, YOU--
- I MEAN, THAT'S, YOU KNOW...
- YOU CAN'T GO OUT
- LIKE THAT, CLARA,
- WITH PEOPLE
- CALLING YOU CEVICHE.
- CEVICHE?
- YEAH, IT--IT'S A MEAL.
- IT'S... PERUVIAN, I THINK.
- I... IT'S CHOPPED UP FISH.
Dr. Jackson Avery: [When Penny takes out Meredith's jaw wiring after Meredith has a panic attack] Hey, what the hell are you doing?
Dr. Penelope Blake: She... She was having a panic attack. She couldn't breathe.
Dr. Jackson Avery: Do you not realize how delicate the jaw actually is?
Dr. Penelope Blake: Dr. Avery, she...
Dr. Jackson Avery: You could jeopardize the entire healing process here.
Dr. Penelope Blake: She couldn't breathe! Look at her! She's been stuck in this room in that bed for weeks. She can't move, she can't talk...
Dr. Jackson Avery: But I'm her surgeon now, right? You can't come in here and just take out her wires.
Dr. Penelope Blake: She is my patient. I know what I am doing! You can rewire her jaw tomorrow morning, but right now, she needed some air, so I got her some damn air!
- But here I am wanting you anyway.
- And fear means
- I have something to lose, right?
- And I don't want to lose you.
- Meredith.
- Don't. Don't say anything.
- I'm gonna leave and you can say something tomorrow.
- That's progress, right?
- AND... SOME OTHER STUFF.
- I'M AN ORTHOPEDIC SURGEON
- BY TRADE
- AND I WORK WITH CARTILAGE,
- SO I'VE SPENT A LOT OF TIME
- THINKING ABOUT
- WHAT HOLDS US TOGETHER
- WHEN THINGS FALL APART.
- I AM.
- SHE'S VERY GOOD
- AT GETTING PEOPLE
- TO SUBMIT TO HER WILL.
[imitates sipping] MMM.
- GOOD PINKIE ACTION.
[imitates British accent] WON'T
- YOU GIVE ME SOME MORE TEA,
- SWEETNESS?
[laughs] DELICIOUS.
Dr. Catherine Avery: [When Bailey and Owen are operating on Richard, Catherine enters the operating gallery; over the intercom] What the hell do you think you're doing, cutting open a man in cardiogenic shock with nothing on his CT?
Dr. Miranda Bailey: There's dead tissue somewhere inside of him. I have to find it before it kills him.
Dr. Catherine Avery: He can't handle the stress until his cardiac stats have stabilized. Get him off that table!
Dr. Miranda Bailey: [to Owen] Lap pad, please.
Dr. Catherine Avery: Dr. Hunt!
Dr. Owen Hunt: Dr. Avery, I'm going to have to ask you to keep it down while we're doing our work.
[the monitors start beeping]
Dr. Catherine Avery: Oh, there's a surprise for you. Close the patient!
- Nobody. I mean, to Meredith.
- I knew it! What exactly did you say to her?
- Nothing I... what do you mean you knew it? You been talking to her?
- Yeah. But only after you were talking to her.
- So I'm not the only one who talked to her, then.
- You talked to her first!
- DR. MILTON?
- I'VE GOT KIDS.
- EVEN BEATS.
- OKAY?
- THAT'S IT.
Dr. Meredith Grey: You know, we don't have to do the thing.
Dr. Derek Shepherd: Oh, we can do anything you want.
Dr. Meredith Grey: No, the thing! Exchange the details, pretend we care.
- if their wives are not panicked.
- Those things matter.
- Well, they do matter.
- I'm never gonna be Cristina.
- Not gonna happen.
- I'm never gonna be Erica hahn.
- I am not kick-ass.
- Thank god for that.
- He's sleeping with other doctors and orderlies and cafeteria workers.
- But he's a doctor here and a pretty good one.
- So let us all close our knees, and get back to our jobs, so he can get back to his job and help the people that really need it!
- Disperse!
- Oh, my god.
- WELL...
- HOPKINS IS A GREAT PROGRAM.
- AND THEY'RE RECRUITING YOU,
- SO THAT'S...
[exhales] THAT'S SOMETHING
- TO BE PROUD OF.
- DO YOU WANT AN APPLE?
- YEAH.
- HIGHER IS BETTER MAYBE?
- EITHER WAY, I RISK SENDING HIM
- INTO HEMODYNAMIC COLLAPSE.
[lowered voice] HE'S NOT
- TALKING TO US, IS HE?
- NOT AT ALL.
- T-2 SHOWS LESS POTENTIAL
- FOR BLEEDING.
- AT T-3, THE VESSELS HAVE...
- INCREASED.
- Hope tomorrow's better.
[Meredith] But we can't stop it from coming.
[Lexie] Meredith?
[Derek] Meredith.
[Meredith] We either adapt to change...
- Or we get left behind.
- and sensitive.
- Meredith, I don't want to pressure you.
- You have a decision to make, and I want you to take all the time you need.
- But I do want to make one thing clear.
- What's that?
- I'm not all that sensitive.
- Let me get a-- okay, I got it.
- Beautiful job. Beautiful job.
- Oh, can I go tell George?
- Dr. Bailey, you all right?
- My son...
- Is named after his son.
- I just need a minute.
- I care about you. I...
- So we watch from the sidelines, clinging to our isolation.
- It glows. yeah.
- When my mother was a resident she wasn't dropping kidneys.
- You're reading your mom's diary?
- I'm not half the surgeon my mother was.
- DAMN IT.
- CHARGE AGAIN.
- CLEAR.
- DAMN IT. COME ON. COME ON.
- MOM.
- TIME OF DEATH--2:27.
- You got in the face of a felon while his one-year-old child was in the room? Are you stupid?
- Are you without intelligence?
- You were taught better.
- I taught you better than that, dr Karev!
- Getting in the face of a drug dealer. Fool!
- Thank you.
- Oh, no, thank you.
- YEAH. YOU HIT YOUR HEAD
- PRETTY HARD WHEN YOU FELL.
- BUT YOU'RE DOING GREAT,
- OKAY?
- HOLLY, I'M DR. FINCHER.
- I'M A THERAPIST WHO WORKS
- FOR THE HOSPITAL.
- IS IT OKAY IF THE POLICE
- ASK YOU A FEW QUESTIONS?
- ONLY IF YOU FEEL UP TO IT.
Dr. George O'Malley: How's a pompous cocky jackass like you always have women all over him?
Dr. Alex Karev: Little bluebell pills. Lots of them.
Dr. George O'Malley: Oh c'mon.
Dr. Alex Karev: Float like a butterfly sting like a bee. O'Malley, you think too much, can't you see it? You gotta dance and jab, dance and jab! Like me. I am the Ali of this place.
- NOW THERE'S NO REASON
- FOR THAT.
- I'VE GOT ENOUGH
- ON MY PLATE AS CHIEF.
- AND I CAN'T AFFORD
- ANOTHER MISTAKE.
- SO I'D LIKE YOU
- TO TAKE OVER MY SURGERIES
- FOR THE TIME BEING...
- CHIEF--
- IF YOU DON'T MIND.
- THE POLICE
- ARE ALMOST HERE.
- I'M GONNA LEAVE YOU HERE. YOU
- GONNA BE OKAY BY YOURSELF?
- YOU'RE LEAVING? YOU--YOU JUST
- SAID THAT--THAT NOBODY LEAVES,
- NOBODY MOVES, NOBODY BREATHES.
- NOBODY BUT ME.
- I'M THE CHIEF.
- THIS IS MY HOSPITAL.
- BUT WHAT IF YOU GET SHOT
- OR--OR--
- I'LL BE RIGHT BACK.
- I'M THE CHIEF.
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: Messing up. It's what makes a person. It's how we learn, where we find joy. And the things you don't plan for are things you never see coming.
Dr. Meredith Grey: [voiceover] But as tough as wanting something can be, the people who suffer the most are those who don't know what they want.
Dr. Meredith Grey: Don't get me wrong. Tiny miracles are great. A little miracle's a miracle. It just may not be enough to save us.
- AND NO LONGER RUNS.
- THERE ARE KEYS IN THE IGNITION,
- SO LET'S SEE.
- LOOKS LIKE I GOT TRIPLE-A. HA!
- APPARENTLY THEY COULD GET HERE
- WHEN THE HELICOPTER COULDN'T.
- NOW MOVE!
- OR I WILL RUN YOU DOWN!
- LET'S GO. LET'S GO.
- ARIZONA...
- INSTEAD,
- WE JUST KEEP SMILING...
- TRYING LIKE HELL
- TO BE THE HAPPY PEOPLE
- WE WISH WE WERE.
- I'M BUSY DOCTORING, DR. STEVENS.
- NO TIME FOR CHITCHAT.
- MORNING, DR. O'MALLEY.
- UH, MORNING, DR. TORRES.
- SO GUESS WHAT.
- FIGURES.
- MM-HMM.
- DR. O'MALLEY,
- HOW'S ALL THAT DOCTORING GOING?
- GO BACK TO BED.
- OWEN...
- WH-WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?
- NOTHING.
- NOTHING.
- GO BACK TO BED.
- Donna, I'm trying to save your life.
- As a man.
- I am not a man.
- I'll fight the cancer.
- I'll just fight it as a woman.
- For god's sake, wake up, Daniel!
- My name is Donna.
- I'm not gonna stand by and watch you kill yourself.
- I have.
- Have you seen his eyes?
- Yeah.
- I'm trying to play it cool.
- I am playing it so, so cool.
- I love him.
- Oh, my god. I don't... know you.
- I didn't say that.
- When I appointed you chief of surgery, you were hungry, you were the man.
- Now you're a politician, giving me excuses, handing things off.
- I hate to think that's the kind of doctor that you've become, but if it is, maybe it is best that you're stepping down.
- A SIGN
- THAT YOU NEED SURGERY?
- DID YOU CALL MY BOYFRIEND?
- I DID.
- WHAT DID HE SAY?
- HE SAID HE HASN'T BEEN
- YOUR BOYFRIEND IN AWHILE.
- DID YOU TELL HIM
- I GOT STRUCK BY LIGHTNING?
Dr. Meredith Grey: Look, I can't! No, I can't. This is crazy. Burke, you're gonna go. You go. Both of you should go.
Dr. Preston Burke: Nobody's dying today, Grey.
Bomb: Meredith, I want you to look at me. Look at me. I know this is bad. And I know that I'm this ass whose been yelling at you all day. So you pretend that I'm not; you pretend that I'm someone you like, whatever you need. But you need to listen to me.
- VOWS THAT I HAVE BROKEN
- TIME AND AGAIN.
- THE LEAST I COULD DO
- IS HONOR HER IN SICKNESS
- AND GIVE HER THE HOME
- THAT SHE DESERVES
- AND THE BEST CARE
- THERE IS.
- SHE STAYS HOME,
- AND IF NECESSARY,
- SO DO I.
- BUT I-I DON'T FEEL IT.
- IT'S...
- IT'S NOT REAL.
- IT'S JUST A GOOD STORY.
- WHAT'S SO WRONG
- WITH A GOOD STORY?
- I'M SORRY.
- WHAT DO WE GOT?
- TAKE A LOOK.
- WHAT?
- UH, LET'S GET HIM
- TO O.R. 1.
- MEREDITH, YOU CALL THE CHIEF
- AND LET HIM KNOW
- WE GOT THE RAPIST.
Dr. George O'Malley: You know Joe?
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Oh, yeah. I was the only female intern my year. I didn't know anybody and nobody knew me except Joe. He knew me.
Dr. George O'Malley: Oh. So you and Joe...?
Dr. Miranda Bailey: All you people ever think about is how to get into somebody's pants. You're nasty.
[slaps George]
Dr. Miranda Bailey: That's why you got syphilis.
- THERE WAS SOME PROBLEM.
- SO I HAD TO GO
- TO A CASH MACHINE.
- AND, UH, I'M RUNNING AROUND--
- I'M TRYING TO GET ENOUGH CASH
- TO BUY THE PILLS
- THAT ARE GONNA KILL MY WIFE.
- ANYWAY...
- HERE THEY ARE.
- SO I DON'T...
- I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING.
- WELL, IS THERE ANYONE
- WE CAN CALL?
- WHO TAKES CARE OF YOU WHEN
- YOUR PARENTS GO OUT OF TOWN?
- MY GRANDMA.
- BUT SHE'S DEAD NOW, SO...
Dr. Arizona Robbins: I don't see things. So maybe I just don't get what's going on with you or why you're so mad, but I do think it's awesome. I think that George joining the army is awesome.
Dr. Callie Torres: Um, shut up.
Dr. Arizona Robbins: Um, no. You asked me who I was. I am a person who thinks that what George is doing is dangerous and terrifying and brave. He's going to serve his country. He's going to risk his life to save the men and women who make it possible for you and I to sleep safely in our beds. I'm a person who thinks that that is brave. And I am a person who stood in an airplane hangar and watched them unload my brother's body in a coffin
[voice breaks]
Dr. Arizona Robbins: and all we got was a flag.
[normal voice]
Dr. Arizona Robbins: My brother died over there because there weren't enough doctors, Callie. So, for my money, George O'Malley is a patriot. He's a hero. And I'm grateful that he exists. So yeah, the word I use is "awesome". That's who I am.
[walks away]
Dr. Callie Torres: [grabs her hand] I'm sorry.
- MAKES ME WANT TO...PUKE.
- THERE'S A FLU GOING
- AROUND THE HOSPITAL.
- SOMEWHAT IRONIC.
- OW.
- DON'T PUSH SO HARD.
- CAN YOU LIFT YOUR SHIRT
- SO I CAN EXAMINE YOUR STOMACH?
- AND TO EXPLAIN...
- THAT IN THIS CITY...
- YOU'RE THE CLOSEST THING
- I HAVE TO A FRIEND.
- THAT'S WHY I PUT YOU DOWN
- AS MY EMERGENCY CONTACT.
- NOT BECAUSE OF
- THE FAKE MARRIAGE, BUT...
- BUT BECAUSE I CONSIDER YOU
- A FRIEND.
- Oh, look,
- I can't talk to you when you're making all that noise, so pull it together and get out here.
- Now.
- I'll attempt
- I.V. Access again.
- Just breathe through the pain.
- What you can do for your baby right now is take care of yourself.
- Good girl. I know it hurts.
- Come on now.
- Keep breathing for me, okay?
- That's it. Breathe.
- He'd cut me off.
- So I cut him off.
- If he can't accept me for who I am...
- I cut him off.
- Are you ok?
- I mean... yeah. I don't know.
[a nurse walks out of the operating room]
Dr. Richard Webber: If I wasn't happily married, I'd hit her. I'd hit her hard.
Dr. Alex Karev: Sir, I think what you wanted to say was hit *that*.
- You never know.
- It's free, a free clinic.
- But my co-pay's only ten bucks.
- That's lunch.
- Sounds like tb.
- Very contagious.
- NO, NO. VIVIAN.
[Mark] COME ON.
- COME ON.
- SHE'S DEAD. SHE'S--
- I'M GETTING YOU OUT OF HERE.
- COME ON.
[man] MOVE, MOVE, MOVE!
[man] OUT OF MY WAY.
- GET OUT OF MY WAY.
[woman] OH, MY GOD.
- OH, MY GOD.
- COME ON! COME ON!
- I MEAN,
- IT--IT SAVED HER LIFE.
- THE I.L.-2 SAVED HER LIFE...
- AND SHE DIDN'T SHOW UP.
[crying] SHE...
- SHE DIDN'T SHOW UP.
- WHO DOESN'T SHOW UP?
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: [to Alex] You wanna see it? You really wanna see it? Fine! Let's look at that tattoo up close and personal, shall we?
[she rips off her shirt]
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: What are these? Oh, my God! Breasts! How does anybody practice medicine hauling these things around? And what have we got back here? Lets see if I remember my anatomy.
[takes off her pants]
Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens: Gluts, right? Lets study them, shall we? Gather around and check out the booty that put Izzie Stevens through Med. school! You wanna call me Dr. Model? That's fine. But just remember that while you're all still sitting on 200 grand of student loans, I'm out of debt.
[Meredith] We don't wish for the easy stuff.
- We wish for big things.
- Things that are ambitious...
- Out of reach.
- Let's take a look.
- He's got 10...
Dr. April Kepner: [closing voiceover] We can't get too close. If we felt even little of the joy and the hopes that our patients are saying goodbye to, we'd never be able to function. So we say, "We're sorry for your loss" and we hope it offers something. Some little bit of support. Some bit of peace. Some bit of closure. Something good. Some little piece of beauty in the midst of some place dark. An unexpected gift, just when it's needed most.
- NO.
- NO.
Dr. Alex Karev: [to Bobby] What do they call the guy who was so fat that he couldn't get out of the house?
Bobby: What?
Dr. Alex Karev: Dead. And selfish.
[Bobby's smile disappears]
Dr. Alex Karev: Yeah, 'cause, uh, you left a 700-pound mess for your wife to clean up.
Bobby: [not smiling] That's a good one.
Dr. Alex Karev: Look, I'm sorry that we've been tiptoeing around you all day, trying not to make jokes, but you're the one who's gotta stop. Stop calling yourself the fat guy. You have a wife who loves you, who stuck by you through all this. I mean, you did something right to deserve that. Look, I know what it's like to have life hand you so much crap, you just want to sit on the couch and die, but you've gotta look at what's in front of you. You can't just walk out on her now. She deserves better. Chances are, you're gonna die on that table. Then you get what you want, but at least your wife will think you tried. She'll tell your kids you tried. Give them that, at least.
- ALL RIGHT.
- I'M GON--I'M...
- APRIL, APRIL...
- COME...
- BUT EVERY SPRING,
- THEY'RE ALWAYS HERE.
- I GUESS THEY COME BACK
- TO WHAT THEY KNOW.
- THE ONLY PEOPLE
- WHO'VE BEEN IN THIS ROOM
- COME TO KISS MY ASS.
- I GAVE YOU A SHOT
- FOR A REASON, PRESTON.
- YOU AND I...
- WE'RE THE SAME.
- WE PUT THE JOB FIRST.
- moments with the people you love.
- And they'll move on.
- And you'll want them to move on.
- But still, Meredith, that is all you get, moments.
- Is this really happening?
- I don't know.
- This is your afterlife, not mine.
- PLEASURE.
- RICHARD WAS SEATTLE GRACE'S
- CHIEF OF SURGERY FOR 12 YEARS.
- UM, CAN WE HAVE A MOMENT
- TO TALK TO YOU?
- I HAVE TO BE ON A PLANE IN 20.
- CAN YOU GUYS RIDE WITH ME?
- THAT'S FINE, YEAH.
- MM-HMM.
- I ONLY HAVE ROOM
- FOR TWO OF YOU.
[MS MR] ♪ DIG UP HER BONES ♪
Dr. Richard Webber: You have your dress for the prom?
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Excuse me?
Dr. Richard Webber: I'm going to the prom. If I have to go, *everybody* has to go.
Dr. Miranda Bailey: Wha - I'm a grown woman.
Dr. Richard Webber: [announcing to the room in general] Everybody goes to the prom! Everybody!
- She's warm. It doesn't make sense.
- I'm sorry.
- She's breathing with the help of machines.
- Erin, the person that you knew, isn't there anymore.
- OR HIM LOSING HIMSELF,
- BUT IT WOULD ONLY GIVE JORGE
- MAYBE THREE TO FIVE YEARS.
- THREE TO FIVE YEARS?
- THIS IS AN INCREDIBLY
- DIFFICULT DECISION.
- IF YOU HAVE
- ANY MORE QUESTIONS
- OR YOU NEED TO TALK TO ME,
- I'M HERE, OKAY?
- REMEMBER THAT. NOT "GORKED GUY."
- NOT "JOHN DOE."
- KEVIN DAVIDSON.
- HE'S SOMEONE'S HUSBAND,
- SOMEONE'S SON --
- NOT A COLLECTION
- OF BODY PARTS TO HARVEST.
- A PERSON.
- NOW, NO ONE SAID
- THIS WAS EASY.
- It was not cheerful.
- It was dirty.
- You told me your hand was fine.
- It's not fine!
- Stop worrying.
- We are a well-oiled machine.
- Nobody has to know.
Dr. Meredith Grey: So what happens when you're faced with a fix that's more permanent? Do you fight it? Do you try to resist? Or do you step back and decide that maybe acceptance is the best fix of all?
- WELL, I COULD ARGUE SINCE
- HER INJURIES ARE MORE EXTENSIVE,
- WE SHOULD MOVE HIM.
- GIVE HER
- THE BEST SHOT WE CAN.
- SO BASICALLY, WHOEVER YOU MOVE
- DOESN'T STAND A CHANCE?
- SO HOW DO YOU CHOOSE?
- HOW DO YOU DECIDE
- WHO GETS TO LIVE?
- SO YOU'RE NOT TOGETHER?
- NO. I MEAN...
- YEAH, A LITTLE, BUT...
- NOT REALLY, SO... NO.
- OKAY. WELL, SWEET.
- THANKS, UH...
- THANKS FOR CLEARING THAT UP.
- NO.
- THERE'S NOT AS MUCH BLOOD
- IN THE FIELD AS BEFORE.
- HE CAN HANDLE ANOTHER STITCH.
- REMOVE YOUR HAND, DR. GREY.
- JUST ANOTHER SECOND.
- DON'T--
- DONE.I GOT IT.
- I--LOWER THE LIVER.
- GET OUT OF MY O.R.
- WHAT? I DID IT. LOOK.
- SEE? HE'S FINE.
- I'M NOT GONNA SAY IT AGAIN.
- A SLOAN KID APPEARED
- IN SEATTLE, SHE DUMPED YOU.
- NOW IF YOU WERE
- THE COOL UNCLE--
- I'M NOT THE COOL UNCLE!
- DON'T EVER SAY THAT AGAIN!
- OKAY.
- THIS IS MY KID.
- I WANT THIS KID.
- COOL UNCLE...
- WELL, SO TELL HER.
- DO NOT WAIT UNTIL THIS KID
- COMES OUT LOOKING ALL SLOANY.
Dr. George O'Malley: [channeling Cristina] McDreamy was doing the McNasty with McHottie? That McBastard!
- Derek!
- He's not there.
Dr. Callie Torres: [to Derek] Look, I'm sorry about your patient. I know how hard it can be. I-I had a patient a couple of years ago. Young guy, 50 maybe. Simple knee replacement. He was post-op, he was fine. I even told his wife she could go and get him lunch. It was a simple knee replacement, it as nothing, but he'd been getting short of breath, so I put him on blood thinners for a post-surgical P.E. and... it wasn't until he was vomiting up dark red blood, looking me in the eye, telling me he was dying that I figured it out. That I was wrong. That it wasn't a P.E., he was bleeding internally and it wouldn't have been fatal, but... the blood thinners... I will never forget the look on his wife's face when she came back with that sandwich in her hand, asking me why her husband wasn't in his room any more.
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